Hermione was sitting in transfigurations thinking about the rest of her life. She smiled as she looked down at the ring on her finger. 'God moving to America with Draco' she thought. She then opened her planner to see how many days there were left of school. She looked at the date November 4, she was to start her period on that day, then she looked on December 4 she was to start her period then as well. It was December 11 and she hadn't started either of them. Her face dropped 'girls skip their periods all the time' she thought.

She and Draco had never used any protection. She felt like she had a bowling ball in her stomach. She turned to look at Draco who was writing something down. She turned to the front of the class and started getting dizzy.

"Ms. Granger are you alright?" Mcgonagol asked while standing in front of her desk making everyone looked up "You look rather pale"

"I think I need to go see the nurse" she stood up stumbling to the door.

"Mr. Potter walk with her, make sure she is alright"

He nodded and ran out. Draco watched him run out of the door and got worried.

~

Hermione busted through the door hysterical and in tears.

"Mrs. Granger what is wrong?" Madame Pomfrey asked

"I...I..I" she studderd sitting down on a bed.

"Mr. Potter do you know what is wrong?" he shook his head in confusion.

"Shhh, calm down you have to tell me what the matter is" she insisted

"I.I think I am pregnant" she sobbed

Harry's face dropped as well as Madame Pomfrey's.

"Harry will you sit out side while I check her?"

"Yes Madame" he walked out shaking and started pacing around.

~

When she was done checking her she had a stern look on her face.

"Ms. Granger I am afraid you are pregnant" Hermione covered her eyes and started balling again. Madame Pomfrey rubbed her back for support.

"It's alright"

"How far along am I?" she said out of a sob

"Six weeks to be exact"

"Oh shit" she said "sorry Madame I just am really nervous this has never happened before and.and" she started sobbing again

"Do you want me to tell Mr. Potter he can come in now?"

"Don't tell him I am pregnant not yet ok?"

She smiled and walked over to the door. He walked in quickly searching their faces for answers.

"False alarm" Hermione said sniffling

Harry drew out a huge breath.

"You two be very careful next time you hear?" Pomfrey cut in.

"Oh Madame we aren't"

"I have some people to attend to now get out" she pushed them out the door

~

When they got outside Harry hugged her tightly.

"That scared me more than anything"

"You?" she said

"Are you going to tell Draco?"

"I don't know"

~

Draco slowly walked out of transfigurations; Hermione and Harry were walking up to him.

"Hey what happened?" he asked

"Nothing just a little heat attack, hang on I have to get my things" she ran back in to the class.

"Is that really what happened?"

Harry nodded as Hermione walked out.

"Ok ready?" she grabbed his hand and started walking.

"Wait, aren't you going to tell me what happened?" he pulled her to a stop.

"Later let's go get some lunch, I'm starving" she dragged him off.

~

After the rest of classes Hermione and Ginny went to Hogsmeade to go look for some dresses.

"I can't believe we waited until now" Ginny said looking through dress racks.

"Ya" Hermione said a bit dazed

"I think I should buy a purple dress how about you?"

"It's your color" she said

"Maybe black"

"Sure"

"Maybe I should just go in panties"

"Everyone would love it" she said pitifully

"Ok what is with you?" Ginny asked

"Nothing" she said still skimming through dresses she wasn't interested in.

"Come on Hermione, Harry told me about what happened today in class"

"Ginny" she sighed

"What?"

"I'm" she got tears in her eyes

"O my god this is serious isn't it" she hugged her

"I'm pregnant" she whispered as tears came down her cheeks.

"What?" she almost yelled

"I know, I haven't even told Draco I lied to Harry about it" she started crying.

"O Hermione" she hugged her again.

"What am I going to do?"

"Why haven't you told Draco?"

"I can't he would leave me"

"Hermione look at me, he loves you he would never think twice about leaving you"

"But when"

"But nothing Hermione, he loves you what do you think the ring on your finger means?"

"Ya I guess your right"

"You guess? I am right"

She nodded and wiped her eyes.

~

Draco was in the tux shop with Harry.

"So what kind of tux do you want?" Harry asked while looking at the ones hanging on the walls.

"I don't care"

"What's wrong?" he asked

"I haven't told Hermione the complete truth about everything"

"Like what?"

"There is this raid the deatheaters are doing in a week or so and I am supposed to go" "There's a what?"

"I know I should have told her"

"You're a fucking deatheater?"

"Ya"

Harry looked a little sick.

"It's ok I wouldn't hurt you or let anyone"

"Why don't you tell her?"

"I don't have the heart to; I won't make it I will die"

"No you won't"

"Yes I will"

"Well you will if you tell yourself that"

"You don't know how these people are"

~

Hermione and Ginny finally picked out the perfect dresses; they walked out of the store holding their boxes. Ginny looked happily around as Hermione sulked.

"I hope the dance is fun" Ginny said

"Ya" she almost whispered

"Hey cheer up" Ginny nudged into her.

"I can't" she looked at the ground.

"Do you want to go buy some ice cream?"

"Ya"

"K, but your going to have to eat it slow so it will make our asses fat"

Hermione laughed "ok"

~ When they arrived back at hogwarts Hermione went up to her room and hung her dress up. She then walked over to the mirror and looked at herself. She still had the most beautiful body. She turned to the side and looked down at her tummy. She pushed it out as hard as she could to make her self look fatter.

A knock came to the door.

"Yes" she called

"Can I come in?" it was Draco

He slowly opened it and closed it; he saw her looking at herself in the mirror.

"What are you doing?" he asked while walking over to her putting his arms around her waist.

"Looking at my body"

He smirked "I like looking at it too"

"I'm not admiring it I'm just looking at it"

"Oh" he walked over to her bed and sat down.

She turned and looked at him.

"Are you excited about the dance?" she asked

"Ya you?"

She shrugged her shoulders "I guess"

"You guess?"

"It's not an important thing to me anymore" she said while sitting next to him.

"What is?"

"You and school and" she paused

"And what?"

"Draco I have something to tell you" she looked deep in his eyes

"Really I have something to tell you too"

"You go first"

"No you first my news isn't that important" he said while sitting up.

"Ok well the reason why I freaked out in class today was because I skipped two periods"

Draco's face dropped.

"And I went to the nurse and she confirmed that I am pregnant"

His eyes went big; he wasn't expecting any of this.

"Draco stop it say something"

He still just sat there

"Draco say something" she demanded

"I have to go I can't" he stood up

"Wait Draco?" she stood up to

"I can't do this right now I have to be alone" he walked to the door.

"Why are you acting like this?" she said

"I'll tell you later right now I have to go" and he walked out.

She fell back on her bed and started crying.

~

When Draco reached outside of the portrait he fell against the wall and fell to the ground. He couldn't breathe 'pregnant she was pregnant?' he thought 'this could only happen to me'

He saw Harry and Ginny walking towards him. He hurried and stood, he wanted to just walk past them.

"Hey where are you going?" Ginny grabbed his arm and stopped him.

"I have to do some things I'll be back up" he walked away from them.

They looked at each other and then went through the portrait.

~ Hermione was sobbing by now. She couldn't do this alone and Draco was being chicken shit. Another knock came on her door. Her face lit up for a moment and she ran over to it.

"Draco?" when she opened it she slumped her shoulders in disappointment.

"He was just outside" Ginny said while walking in.

"Are you crying? What's wrong?"

"Nothing I just want to be alone, and if you see Draco tell him I need to talk to him"

"Are you ok?" Harry asked

"I'm fine now go" she pushed them out.

"Ok" she just slammed the door shut.

~

Draco walked outside to get away from everyone. He had his hands in his pockets and his head was slumped down. He knew he wouldn't ever see his kid be born and he would have to leave Hermione alone.

He suddenly felt raindrops hit his neck, he looked up and more was coming down. It soon started pouring rain. He stood there for a moment, letting the rain hit against his face.

"Draco?" called a voice

He turned and saw Parvati standing there in a white shirt that was now see through and short shorts.

"Hey Parvati" he said then looking back up.

"What are you doing?"

"As you can see standing in the rain"

"You know that I had the biggest thing for you" she said walking closer.

He sighed and turned to her "what do you want?" he asked dully

"I just want a little too, I mean you give it to Hermione can't I get it to?"

"No I will not give it to you, I already have and you're not fucking worth it" "What?" she was shocked

"Go away and tell Ron your little plan didn't work" he snapped

Parvati stood there just staring at him.

"Go tell him, you wouldn't want to keep him waiting now would you?"

She turned and ran back inside, he rolled his eyes and then closed them and lifted his head back up towards the sky.

~

It was the day of the dance and Hermione barely made it through both nights. Draco had not spoken to her since that night in her room. She knew that he would leave her. Ginny felt so horrible no one understood what was going on. Luckily she had Transfigurations again with the Sleytherins.

"Ok time is up who would like to read their poem?" said the professor

Draco raised his hand.

"Mr. Malfoy come up"

He walked to the front and cleared his throat.

"My poem is called The Great Disappointment" (AFI)

Hermione frowned.

"I can remember a place I used to go. Chrysanthemums of white, they seemed so beautiful. I can remember. I searched for the amaranth. I'd shut my eyes to see. Oh, how I smiled then, so near the cherished ones. I know they would appear.saw not a single one. Oh, how I smiled then, waiting so patiently. I'd make a wish and bleed. While I waited I was wasting away. I can remember..dreamt them so vividly, soft creatures draped in white, light kisses gracing me. I can remember when I first realized dreams were the only place to see them. While I waited I was wasting away. Hope was wasting away. Faith was wasting away. I was wasting away. I never, never wanted this. I always wanted to believe, but from the start I'd been deceived. I never, never wanted this. Inside crumbling effigy, so dies all innocence. But you promised me."

"Thank you Mr. Malfoy"

He nodded and sat back down.

"Next?"

Hermione raised her hand.

"Yes Ms. Granger come up"

"My poem is called viva forever" (Spice girls, I had to just listen to it to get the words so if they are wrong sorry)

"Do you still remember? How we used to be. Feeling together, believing whatever, my love has said to me. Both of us were dreamers, young love in the sun. Felt like my savior, my spirit I gave you we'd only just begun.Yes I still remember, every whispered word. Your touch of your skin gave me life from within like a love song never heard. Sleeping through our fingers like the sands of time. Promises made, every memory saved as reflections in my mind. Back were I belong now, was it just a dream? Feelings unfold, they were memories sold and the secrets safe with me..Viva forever, I'll be waiting, everlasting like the sun. Live forever for the moment, ever searching for the one."

"Thank you Ms. Granger"

She smiled and sat down in her seat. Harry looked back at Draco who was apparently writing something down. He then looked at Hermione and smiled sympathetically at her.

~

Classes went by fast and it was now an hour till the dance. Hermione sat and started at her dress debating to herself wither or not to go. She decided to go incase Draco went. She went down to Hogsmeade and got her hair cut and they styled it into a very cute up do. They curled it tightly and had little ringlets falling down on her face. They also stuck little white flowers around in it. They also put on her make up. She hurried and got back to the castle and put on her tights, dress, and shoes. Her dress was white; it was very pretty but yet very simple.

She smiled at herself and then walked down to the common room. Chase and Mckell weren't there. She frowned and walked down to the hall by herself. When she arrived a slow song was on and everyone was practically dancing. She looked around for Draco but did not see him.

~

Draco got suited up in his tux. He thought Hermione probably wouldn't go but he decided to give it a shot in case she did. He was already late so he ran up there as fast as he could. When he arrived Hermione was sitting at a table with the whole Gryffindor trying to look thrilled. He smiled to himself and walked over to the table. She noticed him walking towards her; they all stopped and stared at him.

He smiled and stuck out his hand "I believe I owe you an apology"

"Go away Malfoy" Ron snapped

Draco glared at Ron and then Parvati "why don't you tell Hermione your little plan"

She looked at them "what plan?"

Ron shook his head "nothing"

Draco cleared his throat "well?"

She smiled and then took his hand and he pulled her onto the dance floor.

He wrapped his arms around her "I'm sorry, I just had a lot to think about"

'I can't help falling in love with you came on by UB40'

She smiled "it's ok"

He leaned down and kissed her. When they broke apart she looked up and smiled at him, she felt whole again.

"I love you Hermione Malfoy" he whispered and smirked

She raised her eyebrows "Oh, you think so"

"I know so" he said and stuck his nose in the air.

"I love you too" she said

"I do have some important news to tell you"

"You do?" she said

"I should have told you earlier but"

"Well what is it?"

"Not now let's just enjoy each other"

"Deal" she smiled and they kissed yet again.

He pushed her away and twirled her around she of course laughed and wrapped her arms around him again.

"You do know I am going to take you to the stars tonight right?" She said smirking.

He smiled "Oh, Granger I taught you well"

~

Hermione and Draco danced for the longest time until he pulled away from her. She looked up at him in confusion.

"I have to tell you something"

"Can't it wait?"

He shook his head and pulled her out of the Great Hall, he took her outside and sat her down on a bench. He didn't sit but paced around.

"Draco, what is wrong?"

"I don't exactly know how to put this but"

She started to get a little antsy "but what?" she snapped

"Hermione as you know I am a deatheater.and well there is this raid that I am fighting in and it is in about a week, I have to report home"

She just stared at him.

"I am so sorry I didn't tell you earlier but I didn't want to scare you and now that you are pregnant I" She slapped him as hard as she could.

"You asshole" she whispered and walked past him.

"Hermione" he grabbed her arm but she slapped him again.

"Let go of me Draco, I am so sick of this, and yes I mean you and me" she pulled away

"Hermione don't" he grabbed her again.

"No don't touch me" she pulled away "and here is your fucking ring just take it and go fuck up" she yelled and threw the ring at him.

"Hermione stop it" he grabbed both of her shoulders.

"NO DRACO YOU STOP IT" she pushed away.

"Why are you acting like this?" he pleaded

"Because you lied to me, you are going to fight and I am here left with your fucking child, just go for Pansy she actually will take you back" she turned and started walking

"What?" he yelled

"Oh, and Draco don't forget to promise her the world or she might not take you back"

"You are such a bitch"

"Ya that's right" she said and walked off