Author's Note: Heyyy, so I haven't posted in a while (I'm so sorry) of course, by 'A while' I mean the last time I posted was... (Wait lemme look it up.) almost exactly two months ago. (cringes) sorry about that. I know, I know, everyone says it, I have been busy. I have twenty or so started fics, but haven't finished any, (yet) but I will...! ...eventually. I can't say when I will post next, but I might be a while... anyways, enought with that (I never likes talking) on with my story! (more of a A/N at the end)

Chapter one:

part one: forgiveness

(part two picks up right after part one)

the force swirled... misty and obnicent... Anakin's eyes crack open. to see Obi Wan.

Obi wan approached him, "Come with me," his voice echoed and sounded... strange. "come with me, and we can become force ghosts. come with me, and you can become one with the force."

Anakins voice cracked. "After all I've done. you think- you think I deserve to become a... 'force-ghost'? you- you think I deserve to be one with the force? Obi Wan, you really have lost it."

Obi Wan's translucent form frowned, "Anakin, Please. Let me teach you how to talk with your son! you can make amends!"

Anakin's face turned bitter, "After all I killed, I don't deserve it." he said softly.

Obi Wan cupped Anakins face in his hands, "Look at me."

Anakin's teary gaze flickered up to meet his.

steady.

"You made a mistake. a big mistake, but a mistake."

Anakin looked away, uncomfortable.

"No, no. look at me." Anakins reluctant eyes meet his, "you are forgiven. I forgive you, the force forgives you, Luke forgives you, Yoda forgives you- we all forgive you."

Anakin's opened his mouth to say somthing, Obi Wan shushed him with a finger. "Shh. no," Obi Wan's face harder. "there is one, whom will not forgive you."

Anakin slumped down, "who?" he asked miserably.

"Yourself."


part two: a long needed talk.

"How could I ever do that? how could anyone ever do that? after everything I've done? destroyed?" Anakin still held his gaze, eyes glazed with tears.

Obi wan frowned slightly, "who's fault do you think it to be?"

"If you happen to think the blame lands on anyone but me and me entirely, then becoming a force ghost must've messed up your memory." Anakin wasn't joking. (or maybe he was? was this what his jokes had become? putting himself down? nobody Wan pushed the thought aside.)

that wasn't funny.

"Anakin, do you really think that? you wouldn't even blame Palpatine in the slightest, who- let me remind you- manipulated you for years, planned the whole thing out, and fooled all of us? let's not forget it was you to uncover him, and you who killed him."

Anakin snorted, but he still wasn't joking, "and while we are at it, let's not forget it was me who bowed to him, me who killed Mace windu, me who willingly bowed to sidious, me who killed all the jedi, me who tried to kill you, me who killed my wife, me who hunted down and killed all remaining jedi, me who killed you, me who-"

"Anakin, I get it. you made a lot of mistakes you think, to be unforgivable... but what you don't see is that they are forgivable. if they weren't," Obi Wan smiled a bit, "then how could I have possibly forgiven you?"

Anakin smiled a bit too, "You're just weird like that."

Obi Wan offered his hand. "so, come with me?"

Anakin nodded.

A/N: sorry for the short chapter. more to come, can't say when, but I promise, when- if I quot, or move sites, or anything like that, I'll always make sure to tell u guys.

cya.