Miss Queen B: Hello Dear Readers and surprise! I came up with this little short story out of the blue and decided to write it down before I forget. This plot was actually going to be in my upcoming fic "Rainbow" but I thought it deserve it's own story since I didn't want to take the spotlight away from Mosura since she's the main character in "Rainbow". So see this as a Teaser. Notes:
Note one: This is a sequel to my other story "Purple Vengeance" written entirely in Methuselah's POV, so if you need a refresher, I would recommend reading "Purple Vengeance" before starting on this one since this takes place right after their fight with Tiamat.
Note Two: About this chapter: We get to see a little bit of Methuselah's past relationships and how easy it was for him to move on yet hard for him to let go of Barb. Present: After Barb saved him from nearly drowning to death, Meth is having mixed feelings about her, what's worst, for some reason she avoiding him.
Warning: Rated M: for adult language, Sexual topics and a sex scene.
Enjoy.
Red Afterglow
~I'm always addicted
To the wrong things…
You for instance…~
~Unknown
~You and Me and
Never an Us
A complicated series
Of almost Interactions.~
~Unknown
Have you ever been in love?
He lost count how many times he's been asked that over his long life and it would always end with the same answer. No, he can't recall ever being in love. Sure he loved the females that came and went in his life, but was never IN love to beg them to stay. It was his fault in his opinion. His standards when it comes to a female were way too high and "unrealistic" according to his companions and family. Maybe that was his way to keep the weak ones away or him challenging himself to find the perfect one since he never likes to lose. Maybe it was because of his ego, after all he did work hard to get the way he was and didn't want to share himself with someone beneath him. Or it could be him having commitment issues since he didn't want to settle down with a mate and calves. Perhaps it was all three, either way, kaijus talk and boy, do they talk when it came to him living the single life all the way up to his late eight hundreds. They would pity him mostly, which he hated.
Oh Methuselah, you can't go against nature, it's your job to reproduce.
Oh Methuselah, you just haven't found the right female. You can't possibly live this long without a mate by your side.
If you lower your expectations on females, you might find one a lot easier.
Why do you hate young ones so much?
What's wrong with those pure, flowery females in your herd? Why go after other species?
Have you ever been in love?
His mother used to tell him the difference between love and being in love. When you love someone, you care about them deeply, but when you're in love with someone, you'll find yourself doing the craziest things to keep them safe and happy. Love can be quite crazy like that.
She should know, she risked it all to keep him alive in the name of love.
Have you ever been in love? His mother pleaded those words to her Alpha while protecting him only minutes after his birth. According to her, carrying him was quite difficult, she was sick all the time and in the end, he came too early. He was very small, underweight with very sensitive skin. She had to shake him violently in order to get him to breathe and cry, but despite all that, he was beautiful. Her Alpha, on the other hand, didn't think so. A "Runt" had no place in this world and will never amount to anything. It's better to put it out of his misery instead of living a painful, suffering life. He even told his mother he would do her the favor and get rid of it to spare her the pain. Still she kneels even after spending all day giving birth to him, pleading those words over and over again.
Have you ever been in love? I beg you my Alpha, show him mercy. He is a part of me.
He came from a rare breed of Mountain Kaijus, where the females grew fresh fruit in their vines and trees instead of lush flowers. Very popular with the little humans and even tinier creatures since they count on them for food. The males weren't as praised as their rare female counterparts, but they were still just important since they can pass down the trait if they sired female calves. Which means he was important and should be given a chance to live. She was so happy the Alpha Female was more understandable. "Runt" or not, he was still a newborn and part of their Herd, so she too pleaded with her Mate to let the "Runt" live. The Alpha rolled his eyes before reluctantly agreeing with them, but didn't show any sympathy.
Why bother avoiding the inevitable, he'll be dead soon enough.
That was the first time Methuselah felt the warm feeling of love in his life. Like most newborns would when it comes to their mothers. Though some would say he was lucky his mother fought for his life. There were some mothers that would kill their premature newborns so they wouldn't suffer. Yes, he was truly, truly lucky. The first month of his life was hard, his mother would tell him she hardly slept during that time due to her constantly watching over him to make sure he was breathing and waking up every morning. It was hard, he was so weak and soft, it took him forever to walk while the other calves were already running and headbutting each other. It took him twice as long for his armor skin to harden and even longer for his back to sprout roots and tiny, twig trees. While his Herd welcomed him and treated him fine, that didn't stop them from calling him silly nicknames instead of his name. When his name means "Live a long life," it was pure irony to his fellow herd members since he was meant to die after birth. His mother took a lot of snide remarks as well for various reasons, but he admired her strong-will. She never let anything bother her and kept a firm face all his young life. She was a tough individual, not by strength, but by her passive aggressive words. She'd never back down from those who bullied her or him.
Looking back, he knew she had to act more male-like than a proper, graceful female, she was raising him on her own and wasn't properly courted by his Sire. The Male left way before he was born and was never seen ever since. He didn't know much about his Sire since his mother thought he was too young to understand, but he did pick up a few pieces over the years from her friends. He was a Traveler, stayed in their Herd for a bit to rest and recharge, had a very short romance with his mother only to leave. While his mother was a disgrace in the Elders' eyes for getting pregnant without being courted first, they did pity her enough not to shun her which peeves his mother. Last thing she wanted was to be pitied, she can live with her disgrace, but she will not be pitied.
The lack of a Sire didn't bother him. He recalled actually encouraging his mother to find someone new so she wouldn't have to face Life alone. He wanted her to be happy, it's the least he can do since it took everything in her to raise him, but his Mother was stubborn. She didn't need anyone, she was happy being by herself, but that didn't stop her from playfully teasing him about his unknown future.
I find solitude peaceful. I would rather see you getting out there and finding companionship. She said, while smiling down at him. She smelled like citrus, the orange fruit on her vines and trees were coming in nicely for the Warm season. At the age of an Adolescent, his skin was finally hardening into rock and was growing in patches of grass on his back. Still he was way below what he needed to be at that age. His muscle mass was a joke and didn't have much fighting skills since the males in the herd didn't see him as worthy for such harsh training…..and perhaps a beautiful female to give me little calves to smother. She laughed.
He rolled his eyes. Companions would be nice, but I'll skip the other part. He said, before rubbing his left cheek. His horns were coming in and they were painful. The thought of settling down with one of their females didn't do much to him. They were pretty, sure, but that was the only thing they had going for them. They weren't strong, independent females like his mother. A true gem in a bunch of colorful, puny flowers in his opinion.
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Have you ever been in Love, Methuselah?
He was never good when it came to dealing with emotional females and his girlfriend was just making it easier for him to leave. Now that he was a young adult and strong enough to go out and explore the world, he had to leave his mother and the female he was kind of seeing behind. Honestly, it worked in his favor, she was getting a little clingy and already bringing up calves. He did the impossible thanks to the help of his best friend Demetruis, that once weak, little Runt grew into a fine, strong, muscular male and it showed. The females who used to ignore him growing up couldn't keep their eyes off of him and every male wanted to be his best friend now. The attention was nice, but definitely was something he wouldn't boast about. He still needed training and life experience to truly feel like a Professional Fighter and staying here wasn't going to help. His mother understood and wished him well and luck on his journey and one last piece of advice.
Never back down from a fight and always be brutally honest no matter what.
His girlfriend, on the other hand…
Have I ever been in love? He asked, looking at her strangely. What kind of question is that?
She gasped like he was stupid. What about us? We've been talking to each other for a while now.
Yes, talking. It's not like I'm courting you or anything. I told you up front I was planning on leaving with Demetruis so this relationship wasn't serious.
The orange flowers on her vines begin to wilt a bit. But I love you.
Annnd, I'm flattered, but settling down wasn't part of my life plan. I'm sorry, I really am, but you can do better than me. He said, before turning around to end the conversation. There really wasn't much else to say to her and Deme was waiting for him to go. Hoping to make it towards the nearest ocean before nightfall.
There was a small sniffle behind him and his Ex spoke. You never answer my question. Have you ever been in love?
He sighed, annoyed from the stupid question and didn't bother to look back. No, and if all females were like you, I hope I never do.
She sneered, Well when you do, I hope it hurts, really, really bad.
He shook his head and walked away with his head up high. He felt bad for hurting her feelings, but that was life, it sucks sometimes. When he caught up to Deme, his friend was snickering. Boy, for a second there I thought she was going to slap you.
She'll get over it. He said, as the two venture off into the unknown world. Feeling and tasting the sense of freedom like fresh air and clean water.
We really need to work on your social skills when it comes to the females, Meth. They're not like us, they have feelings, you know.
Ours do because they are so dainty. All they do is dream big and cry big when things don't go their way.
I hate to break it to you, but all our female counterparts are like that. If you want something different, you could become one of "Those" kaijus. Deme laughed, while using his body to nudge him playfully.
Going outside of one's own species? He thought then titled his head. Interesting…
Sure, whatever gets you off, Meth, but in the meantime, let's just enjoy this freedom. It's just you and me against the world. There's so much to do before considering a mate and heirs, Right?
He smiled at his best friend. Right!
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Have you ever been in Love, Meth?
He never thought he would hear those words come out of his best friend's mouth, but it did and to be honest, he was a little peeved yet happy. After spending a century or two seeing the world and living life to the fullest. His friend decided to part ways with him. The Dumbass ended up falling in love of all things. Ugh.
A couple of months ago, they found a small herd to rest and recover and by recovering meaning him trying to gain his strength back after a brutal attack by a female parasite. When he was out exploring by himself, he got attacked by a parasite and was almost used as a Host for her eggs. She managed to cut him open and fill his wound with half of her batch before he broke her neck in self-defense. The healing process was bad, he ended up getting a horrible infection that left him weak and fragile. Deme thought this would be a perfect time to find a Herd to settle so he can rest without any interruptions from other attacks. He didn't care, he was barely listening to him as Deme dragged his weak body to greet the Alpha and fellow Mountain kaijus.. All he wanted to do was sleep.
During his sleep cycle, Deme ended up meeting a rather pretty female covered in pink flowers and curly vines. He couldn't remember her name, he was too out of it whenever Deme would wake him up to tell him what's been going on or to eat, but he could see it in his friend's eyes, this female was the one for him. Still, it was a big surprise that Deme wanted to stay with her while he continued on with his adventures. He never thought he would do this on his own.
Do I look like a male that would fall in love? He answered, getting a small snicker from Deme.
That's my line, Asshole.
I know, but why would you ask that?
Deme shrugged, I just wanted to ask to see if you understand my predicament. Last thing I want is resentment...towards me.
Why would I resent you?
For parting ways. I know you said you'll never settle down and have heirs, hell even I said that, but…it's hard to explain…after getting to know her…
He nudged his friend with his horn, Hey, I do understand and it's fine.
Deme looked at him, stunned. Really?
Yeah, you're a grown adult, what power do I have stopping you from wanting to be happy.
True, I am stronger than you after all.
No you're not, I would just let you win in a fight once in a while. He said, with a sly grin.
Deme smirked only to frown. What about you?
What about me? I'll be taking off first thing tomorrow morning. He said, smiling.
Are you sure? I mean the Alpha here grew quite fond of you as well as me. This could make a great home plus, I'm not sure if this is true or not, but I'm hearing some weird stories from Flyers about a Being falling out of the sky on the other side of the world.
Falling out of the sky, like what? A star or one of those giant rocks.
I'm not sure. Most of the Flyers flew off due to dark violent storms. I just don't want you to go out there alone in dangerous territory.
I'll be fine, Deme. It's probably nothing. You're just trying to scare me, so I won't leave.
No, I'm like you, Meth. I'm not going to hold you back from what makes you happy. He said, which made him a little better over the situation. He won't say it out loud or be selfish, but he really didn't want to separate from Deme. They've been best friends for nearly four hundred years, only for it to end thanks to a silly, pink flower female. Deme looked at him and sighed, Just remember to visit me every so often, Ok…
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Have you ever been in Love, Meth?
It was a beautiful, warm evening by the ocean with his long-term girlfriend when the question came up. Needless to say, that one hit him out of no where since Ceres wasn't the "Emotional" type. They were both resting by the shoreline after finishing a messy meal of fish meat and plants.
Picking a piece of meat from his teeth, he spits, Is that some silly way of asking me if I'm in love with you? He calmly jokes.
The female lizard chuckled, No , those plants you made me try were a joke, it's just one of those questions to past the time. She said, while letting her tail curl around him from behind. Her little signature move to get him in the mood for sex. He glance at her worn down plates m her tail, before letting his eyes trail up to the bigger ones in her back. They were long overdue for a sharpening.
He shrugged, Can't recall. I mean, what does falling in love supposed to feel like?
All sorts of things mixed into one, I be guess. I overheard my mother and one of her companions talking about it. Apparently, they were wondering if my Sire found a nice Suitor for me yet since "I'm getting up there in age." She mocked the last part of her words. A bunch of bullshit if you've asked me. They talk like I was fucking invisible.
He couldn't help, but smirk from her little rude mouth. She was a remarkable beautiful female in his eyes despite them being different species. She fought, speak and rough around like a male and wore her battle scars with pride. She didn't take shit from anyone and knew how to fight back when it came to verbal abuse. She was tough to handle according to some of her friends in her pack hence why she was one the last females that haven't been courted yet. Too much of a claw-ful for males to treat her properly and respectfully.
So your mother is worried about you ending up alone again? He asked.
Something like that. Apparently my Sire is still having a hard time finding a male that can…"handle" my "unique" personality. She said, looking at him with those shiny, golden eyes.
I don't see how it's so hard. You're not that big of a problem. He said, calmly, knowing she wouldn't take his joke seriously. They just knew how to talk to each other. He can feel the tip of her tail brush up against his thigh. Trying to snake its way between his legs. It was a good thing he was resting on his stomach. Now, now, give me some time to settle the food down..
What better way to work it off than to fool around. She said, leaning down to nuzzle his cheek before working her way to the top of his horn. Her teeth shined thanks to the sunset, showing off the blood of her meal.
Their snouts touched and he licked her mouth gently with his tongue. This is clearly upsetting you.
She groaned, You're older than dirt, aren't you afraid you'll end up alone?
Never crossed my mind. In fact I never thought I would live this long either. He said, and decided to switch it around. Have you ever been in love? Or think you might have?
Ceres smirked before letting out a small hum. Once I think. When I was younger. There was this one male, a puny little thing, who didn't know how to defend himself and being an outcast like him we've become fast friends. All I wanted to do was make him happy and protect him. I never felt that way before about anyone. So I guess that's what being in love is about? Wanting to protect someone special.
I see, so what happened to the Puny Male?
Her eyes narrow sadly, I tried to protect him from another male fighting him and it embarrassed him. He didn't want to be around me after that. He didn't want a female fighting his battles. It hurt so I guess that's love too in a way. When it hurts really, really bad.
That stinks. He couldn't appreciate a wonderful, strong female like you. He said, while staring at the ocean.
Oh, stop with the nonsense, don't try to be romantic with me, it just makes you sound funny.
True, I was trying to lighten the mood here.
She chuckled, So what about you?
He cleared his throat. This may be hard to tell, but I was a Runt when I was born and my mother did everything in her power to keep me from being killed. She protected me all the way up to adulthood no matter how hard things got. So I guess that's what it's like to be in Love.
That's nice, but not between a mother and heir, I'm talking about between a male and female.
He had to think about it. I would protect you. He said, after all, he did love her. Probably more than any female he's been with throughout his life.
I don't need protection. Plus, you and I want different things. I want a mate and hatchlings and you…I guess grow old and die and be left forgotten.
Harsh, Ceres. Maybe I just don't want calves because I can't stand young ones, ever thought about that?
Fine, there are lots of kaijus that live without hatchlings, but what about a mate?
A mate tends to want calves. Why bother get attached to someone knowing you're not going to give them what they want? I haven't met a female that shares the same opinion I have about the touchy subject.
Perhaps only the Crazy females feel that way. The ones where they just don't have the Motherly vibe, they're rare, but they are out there. Though they are the ones you need to be careful with. There's something wrong with a female that goes against their natural instinct to reproduce.
Just how crazy are we talking about? He asked.
Super crazy like be careful she might bite your erection off to prevent you from getting her pregnant.
In my opinion, all females are crazy which is why they are the weaker sex of the two and being in love just makes them crazier. That's what love is…crazy shit. Being in love makes you do crazy shit.
Oh so I'm crazy now, Meth? She asked, lifting her tail up into the air, readying herself to smack him in case he answered her wrong.
Yes, you are, but unlike most of your males in your Pack, I know how to handle you. He smirked with a little glint in his eye.
She growled playfully, And what happens when you meet a female even crazier than me? How would you survive then?
He doubts there was anyone out that crazier than Ceres…Easy…
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Present day….
Have you ever been in love, Barb? He asked out of anger, spite and exhaustion.
After getting attacked and nearly killed by a Sea-dragon named Tiamat, he was in a bad mood and injured. His head was pounding from being tossed around in the underwater, his throat was raw and burning from drinking too much salt water and his eyes were still a little blurry thanks to the Sea-dragon's toxic spit. He was in bad shape, but not as bad as Barb was with her bleeding everywhere and suffering a dislocated arm and sprain leg. Yet somehow, she managed to limp her way back to his home without much assistance.
He sat on the ground and waited impatiently for her to catch up and when she did, she collapsed to the floor with a big huff.
What the fuck are you talking about, Pebbles? She sneered while struggling to pick herself up.
I'm going by a theory and to shut you up for a second! It's bad enough I nearly died today, but having to listen to you bitching all the way home crosses the line! He shouted while approaching her.
Well excuse me, having to limp my way over here after getting tossed off your back puts me in a bitchy mood! She said, trying once again to pick herself up.
Hush, I've seen you in worse condition than this. He said, helping her sit up till she was sitting down. Trying very hard not to put weight on her sprain leg. Can you see?
He could see the splatter burns of Tiamat's toxic around her face and she was bleeding from her snout. She grumbled. Yes, my vision is still a little blurry, but I can see your pissed off face right in front of me.
What do you expect, Barb. I nearly drowned because of you.
Correction, Pebbles, that purple Bitch nearly drowned you, I saved your life, remember? She said, standing perfectly still while he gripped her dislocated arm.
He popped her arm back in place not so gently causing her to scream profanity into the air. He was sure half the world heard that. The smell of blood filled his nose and noticed a few droplets on the ground thanks to some of her cuts reopening. Well I hope you learn a valuable lesson in all this. He said, taking a step back so she can stretch her arm out.
And what lesson would that be? She asked, while licking the bite mark on her shoulder. His bite mark to be exact. Never rescue you because all you're going to do is bitch and complain.
He snorted, No, more like if you're going to get into a fight with another crazy-ass female, leave me out of it.
She smirked before licking her lips. It's not my fault she was dumb enough to believe you and I were Mates. You did mark me after all, Pebbles. She said, pointing to the bite wound on her shoulder.
He rolled his eyes and couldn't help, but blush. She wasn't dumb, Barb, she really thought she could inflict damage on you by going after the ones you love. Any wise predator would do that. Shit, a great fighter would attack the heart instead of the body or mind. That's the reason why I asked you that question.
The "have you ever been in love" question?
Yes.
What does that have to do with that crazy bitch trying to kill us?
Trying to kill you, I just got caught in the middle and it has everything to do with the fight. She went after you because you took something special from her a long time ago.
You mean when I smashed her Bastard Eggs in her stomach so she could bleed them out later. Yes and…?
Well, females tend to do some crazy stuff in the name of love. She loved those eggs very much and waited all this time to kill you for killing them. I'm sure you would've done that same thing if you felt the way she did.
She didn't give a flying fuck about those eggs, it was the fact they were Sired by the Fallen Star. Which I don't get. Sure I killed her eggs, big deal, but why didn't she go after Fat Ass, he was the one who killed the males she was so deeply in love with.
See that's what I'm trying to tell you. Kaijus would do some crazy shit when they're in love. You saw how crazy the Sea-Dragon went.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, in love or not, it was a complete failure in the end. She was so blinded by rage she couldn't figure out I wouldn't care less if you live or die.
He then smirked from her stupid words. If you say so, Barb. He said, with a sly smirk.
Rubbing her eyes to fix her vision, she stared at him. Just what are you implying, Pebbles?
Nothing really. I mean, you didn't have to rescue me. You've told me over and over again once you get tired of me I was good as dead.
And you thought that was my way to show affection? Fuck you're dumb. You're no good to me dead Pebbles. I need your blood pumping in order to get you erect. She said, offended.
You can get That from anywhere. Kaiju knows I'm sick of hearing about those silly dreams you have of the King. I dare you to seduce him again, maybe this time he'll finally tear off your head.
Oooh, do I hear a sense of jealousy in your voice, Pebbles. Afraid once I see what he has down there, I won't even bother with you anymore? She asked, with a bloody grin, which made him roll his eyes from her statement. It takes more than "Size" to perform great and the way he would make her tremble after each session, he didn't buy her bullshit. If it makes you feel better, you're in those dreams too, waiting patiently for your turn while watc-
Barb! Enough! He shouted, not wanting to hear anymore. Blushing an even deeper shade of red and by the way Barb was giggling, she could see it.
She grins, showing off that wickedness he loathes. It goes both ways, Lover boy, there were plenty of times you could've escaped from Tiamat, but you didn't. You stuck around, making sure I wasn't in danger. You were the one who finished her off. If you wanted to be petty you could've just let me there since I was under no condition to move or run.
Stop it, I was just being nice and the only reason I knocked her out was because we were fighting and she was pissing me off with her babbling words.
You're a lousy lair, Pebbles. Then how do you explain wanting sex before she showed up. Or the fact you protected me when your Fat-Ass King tried to kill me in front of his little Bastard son. Or the fact Scylla told me you were missing me during our little break.
And have the King kill you in front of the little Prince. He's far too young to see that type of blood-shed. It has nothing to do with you. As the for the sex…that's the only thing we have going. Just like what you said Barb, you're no good to me dead. He said, trying to sound cold and harsh, but that never affects her in anyway. She was as firm as he was when it came to hiding his feelings.
She tssk. You protected me from the Fat King and that crazy ass bitch. It seems to me you care deeply about me from where I'm sitting, Methuselah.
The fact that she said his real full name made him flinch ever so slightly. Like an ugly realization just slapped him in the face and he didn't like it at all. Are you ever going to answer my question?
She snorted, For fuck sake, I'm not one of those crazy bitches that do things out of love, so no, never have never will. I already told you, I'm not capable of feeling love.
You sure about that? Love makes you do crazy things and didn't you tell me you snapped and killed your sister when you discovered that Asshole's body a long time ago. Or the fact that after all this time, you still can forget about him? Peeved and insulted from the times when they were fucking, she would whisper that other male's name by accident.
Her eyes grew wide, glowing bright in anger. We had a deal, you Asshole. You're not supposed to bring him up! She sneered.
What? Just saying. That's a lot of anger for someone to do that for a kaiju they claim not to love.
You're just being petty towards me for nearly getting yourself killed. You're just trying to piss me off with all these love questions and bringing Him up. She said, standing up only to feel light headed all of a sudden. She ended up kneeling down to catch her breath
He kneels down to her, surprisingly concerned. Are you alright?
She pushed him back and picked herself up. I'm fine. Just got a little dizzy. No fucking deal. She said, before walking away.
Where are you going? He asked, it was nearly dark and they just got here.
Back to the ocean. I was hoping for some action, but you killed the vibe for me so I'm leaving. She said, not looking back.
Are you ou sure? I mean you just fought a Sea-dragon today and lost a lot of blood. I thought you wanted to rest! He shouted, stunned by his own words. Like he was trying to convince her to stay knowing she was the one who caused all this mess to begin with.
I'll rest somewhere else. Who knows, maybe I'll run into that Loud Whore again for a rematch.
I doubt that. That punch I deliver will have her out for a few days if we're lucky.
Whatever Pebbles. If you want me for some fun, you know how to sniff me out. She hollered back before disappearing in the distance.
He rolled his eyes and laid down. That was so like Barb. Every time he tries to have a deep conversation with her, she leaves. Whatever. He was too hurt and tired to go after her and knowing her, she'll be back. Either to yell at him or have a round of good sex, she'll be back.
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Eight days later….
Days passed, many days to be exact and still no sign of Barb and for some reason, that was bothering him. Not in a way he thought it would, not the pure frustration stress she would leave him in his head and between his legs, this stress was actually hitting him in his chest. It was worse at night since that was her favorite time of day. He lost a lot of sleep staying up waiting for her. Hoping to see her for a much needed release. Surviving a near-death battle tends to make him aroused after everything settles. Why, now, did she choose to hide from him is anyone guess?
His thoughts were interrupted by a pair of talons landing on his back. Little bits of embers floated down in front of him like dying flower petals. That was soon replaced with Rodan's face looking at him. What's the matter, Meth? You look so tense.
Right, right, Rodan was staying with him for a night. Apparently he and Behemoth had some sort of disagreement and needed space to cool off. It was alright, he could use the company to distract himself from all his mixed feelings…or so he thought. Nothing…just…He sighed,...in a bad mood.
Rodan sat down on his rocky back and sighed, It seems like everyone is nowadays. He said, inspecting his claws for anything out of the ordinary. Female troubles?
What makes you think that? He asked while settling down on the ground.
You're in a bad mood and the parasite isn't here. I'm just putting two and two together. Normally you're in a weird mood when she's not around.
He clicked his tongue. She's pissed off at me over something stupid. Some purple Sea-Dragon attacked us a while back and after some bickering, she left to be alone.
Sea-dragon? Thanks for the heads up, they tend to make a meal out of my Kind from flying way too close to the water. Rodan said, flying off his back so he can settle right in front of him. As for the Parasite, what's the problem?
What was the problem? He thought. His thoughts on Barb have been bugging him for days and he didn't know why. She's been gone for days…
Ok, and what's the problem? Rodan asked, knowing very well, having Barb around was no pleasant experience.
That's not like her. Pissed off or not, she would never be gone this long and when she left she said she felt dizzy.
Good hell on Earth, Meth, it sounds like you're actually worried about her.
He shut his mouth before looking down at his claws. Maybe…I don't know, there's a lot of mixed feelings here that's driving me crazy. I just have a bad feeling.
Like…she's up to something? Or like she's finally dead and her corpse is rotting around here somewhere?
No! He growled, warning the Bird for his rude behavior.…like something is wrong with her. That's the only explanation I can think of for her to be gone this long. Call it a gut feeling. It was like when she was sensing something strange right before the Sea-Dragon showed up.
I see. So what was the deal with the Sea-Dragon? I'm surprised she would go after someone like you. You're not exactly a pushover or something they would eat.
I was doing some water exercises. Barb was with me when out of the blue, this Sea-Dragon popped out of the water. Apparently, she had some grudge against Barb and tried to kill her. I, unfortunately, got caught in the middle of it. Just when I think I figure Barb out, it turns out she's more of a mess and crazy than I thought she was. No remorse for anything or for anyone, yet when the sea-dragon pulled me down to drown me…she…she saved my life… next thing I knew, we were arguing, the sea-dragon try to attack again, aiming towards Barb and I ended up knocking her out with my fist. I'm still trying to process that day and it just feels weird.
Rodan stared at him in a very eerie stance. The Parasite, that bitchy, disgusting Whore who tried to kill me, actually went out of her way to...save you…?
He nodded, Yes, weren't you paying attention.
Rodan scratched the bottom of his beak. Are you sure you didn't imagine that after drinking too much salt water?
Get out! He spat before standing up to get away from the annoying bird.
Hey, I was joking, Meth, lighten up.
I'm not in the mood to "Lighten Up," Rodan, this is serious. When you almost die, you tend to rethink a lot of things. She told me she only saved my life because of what I can do for her, and part of me knows that. We use each other and I learned to be ok with it, but I…can't stop seeing her in a different light and I don't like it.
Rodan laughed, Damn Meth, if I didn't know better, I think you're falling in love with her.
He stared at his fiery friend with this zone-out look on his face while waiting for him to finish his loud chuckling.
When Rodan noticed he wasn't laughing along, he stared deep into his pearl white eyes and snapped his beak shut. Oh. Kaiju. Meth…are you? He asked, causing black smoke to pour out of his wings.
Don't be ridiculous. She's not capable of feeling emotions.
Rodan chuckled at him like he was stupid. Maybe he did drink too much ocean water. We're not talking about her, she's a piece of throwaway garbage-
Will you stop calling her names, Rodan! You have no room to talk in that area! He spat, getting right into the Fire Demon's face.
Rodan just smirked and gently pushed him away. Sorry, didn't mean to disrespect your Female, Meth.
Shut up. He spat, before sitting down, feeling defeated. I don't get it. You would think the way she acts and behaves, it would be so easy to forget about her and kill her. I've killed hundreds of parasites throughout my life, yet her…I…I can't. What's worse I think she figured out what's wrong with me before I did…which pisses me off. The balance of power has shifted in her favor.
Rodan rolled his eyes, Have you ever been in love, Meth?
All his life he's been asked that question and over and over again, the answer would always be the same. No… I had girlfriends, but they were never serious. They wanted commitment and heirs. When they left, it was no big deal. In fact the only ones that were a big deal to him were Ceres and Barb. Ceres because they made a connection and she challenged him non-stop and Barb…well, pretty much the same thing, there was just conflict with her because he can't see past her Parasite history. You're not supposed to sleep with Kaijus' natural enemy and she just saw him as a replacement and getting her needs checked.
Well, there's a first time for everything they always say.
I am NOT in love with Barb. He firmly concluded.
You protected her from the Sea-Dragon, you're feeling weird and can't stop worrying about her. Sounds pretty convincing to me. Let me guess, you know it's wrong, but you can't help how you feel, am I right?
Why am I taking advice from you anyway? You're not really reliable here with your bad reputation when it comes to females.
I'm just talking from experience, Meth, just like when you lecture me about my fighting skills, you're going by experience also. I should know, I've been in love before and kaijus knows, I did a lot of crazy shit under that influence. You wouldn't believe the things I did just to prove to my late-mate I was a worthy male and the other one... All Rodan could do was huff and change the subject. You're just messed up and confused because she's a parasite and I don't blame you. They are awful little things and she's ten times worse than any of the ones I dealt with before the Big Sleep. Rodan shuddered. Here's a question. If she was another kaiju, fat lizard, mountain, sloth, or Flyer with the same crazy personality, would you still feel this way?
He couldn't help, but chuckle. There's no one like Barb-
Wow, that sounds like someone who's in love would say.
He blushed big time, but instead of striking the bird for his stupidity, he calmly got up and headed out. Going back to the spot by the beach where he fought Tiamat knowing Barb told him she was heading over there in case the Sea-Dragon wanted another match. She should still be there, her companion Scylla was gone to keep the Queen company so there was no reason to go home. It's been a eight days, he might as well suck it up and check to see if she was alright.
Good luck, Meth. Don't be surprised if she gives you bad news! Rodan shouted before shooting up into the sky to fly away. Going off a different direction instead of Behemoth's turf.
He shook his head. With the King and young Prince still out traveling the world. He didn't need to guess where Rodan went off to….idiot.
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~I feel a little nauseous and my hands are shaking
I guess that means you're close by
My throat is getting dry and my heart is racing
I haven't been by your side
In a minute, but I think about it sometimes
Even though I know it's not so distant
Oh, no, I still wanna reminisce it.~
The sun was barely coming up when he found her sulking on the shoreline of the beach. Her guard was down because she didn't even look up or move when he approached her. From the looks of it, she was so lost in a deep trance she didn't even notice tiny bugs and birds flying around her and picking at the dry blood and decaying flesh from her wounds. Has she not bathed since their fight with Tiamat? He stopped when he was just a tail-length behind her and snorted.
Why do I have a feeling you're avoiding me? He accused, hoping to get a sly or smartass remark.
Because I am. She said, clearly in a bad mood and wouldn't even look at him. Go away.
He rolled his eyes, Don't tell me you're still pissed from what I said in our last argument. Even you wouldn't hold a grudge that long over something petty and stupid. He said, taking another step forward. Especially with someone like me.
His nose scrunched up from her scent. A mixture of old blood, dead flesh and something familiar he can't remember. Barb grumbled and curled herself into a tight ball. I said go away.
What is with you? Is this some Female or Parasite thing you're going through? He asked, taking a few more steps towards her. Noticing the closer he got the more she would tuck in her arms and legs underneath her body.
Nothing! I'm just tired and not feeling like myself. Alright! Even I have days where I just want to sulk around and hate everything.
Oh shocker, Barb is in a bad mood. Next thing you're going to tell me is that the sky is blue. He said, walking past her so he can take a dip in the water. A great way to wake himself up and water his grass and trees.
Fuck you, Pebbles. I'm in no mood for your shit right now! She screamed before covering her face with her large strong arms. Trying to hide from him and the outside world like a Calf.
Something was off with her, he could feel it in his bones. Even the way she was portraying herself was a bit shallow, there was no passion or heat behind her threats and sarcasms. Tired wouldn't be the word used in this situation. She looked lethargic and pale, but what really threw him off was her face. Does she not remember he can read facial expressions just as well (even better) as she can. Something was bugging her and it must've been something horrific for her to act this way. The big question is: What?
He sighed, Care to join me? He asked, before dunking his body underwater to water his trees on his back. Kaijus knows you need to clean up and I need the extra weight for my water exercises.
Instead of a smartass remark, she angrily shook her head. No…
Oh, why not? Scared you might get ambushed by the Sea-dragon again. I mean, I thought that's what you wanted, right?
She stared at him, I would love nothing more than to tear out her throat, but…things change and I value my life…She said, looking away from him again.
What do you mean "Things Change?" He asked.
She sneered, clearly getting annoyed by all his questions. What's with all the questions, Pebbles?
What's wrong with me asking questions? Something is clearly off with you and you won't tell me.
Why do you care? It's none of your business!
I have a feeling it is because if it's nothing serious, you wouldn't be avoiding me. He said, standing up, letting the water fall off his body. Plus, you did…save me from…drowning…it's the least I can do. He said, forcing those words out of his mouth knowing Barb would take advantage of his debt to her.
Oh yeah, don't remind me about that. It used to be something I could brag about and berate you over, but now, I deeply, deeply regret it. She hissed in his direction.
Those who didn't know Barb would take that as an insult, but he didn't. This is pretty much how Barb talks when her guard is up. If you say so, Barb, you're not fooling me. Whether you were thinking of me or my erection, you still care enough to pull me out of the water.
He thought that would get her attention and strike him. Phase one of their little game of sex since they both know he was too prideful just to ask. A true male would use flirtation and seduction to get the female in the mood, but that was way too intimate when it came to Barb. Sure they flirt, but it was more violent and bloodier and their way to piss each other off. But instead of her striking him, she just laid there and sulk even more in the dirt.
Damn, did I hit a bad spot on that one? He chuckled.
Do me a favor while I take a nap, drown yourself. She said, before letting the red glow in her eyes fade down to a dull gray.
What's the matter? Not in the mood? He joked since that would be hilarious. He can't recall Barb never being in the mood.
Without lighting up her eyes, she mumbled softly in her sleep. I'm surprise, this is the second time you wanted to fuck in the daylight. You said the dark was much better since it hides your shame of screwing with a parasite. She said, smirking.
True, I do prefer the night, but after getting interrupted the last time by a purple sea-dragon, that tends to make things hurt in the lower part of the body. He said, getting a bit peeved from her toying with him over this. Knowing very well, he's not going to do anything without her consent.
You have two paws, Pebbles, use your imagination. She said, burying her face underneath her arms again. Other than that, you'll just have to wait till after my nap.
He got out of the water to cuddle up against her with his head resting on top of her back. He might as well take a nap as well since he was up all night talking to Rodan and a good way to pass the time. Yet his face scrunched from the awful stench of her blood and wounds. A nap and a rinse. You stink.
She arched her back high, hitting his throat with one of her spikes. Fuck you, Pebbles…
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~I think of the night in the park, it was getting dark
And we stayed up for hours
What a time, what a time, what a time
You cling to my body like you wanted it forever
What a time, what a time, what a time
For you and I
What a time, what a time
For you and I~
When he woke up it was dark once again with only the half-shaped moon and his bright eyes lighting up his surroundings. First thing he noticed that Barb wasn't next to him, just the small nest-style hole she made in the sand with paw-prints leading their way to the ocean. He thought she took back home, but instead, he saw her in the shallow part of the water grooming herself. Going as far as wiping her face and her sharp fangs with her claw. The dull light from the moon gave her features an inviting glow and for some reason, her clean scent was more alluring than before. He got up and slowly approached her since her back was facing him and crept up to her side. He nuzzled her cheek with the side of his horn and couldn't help the small hum escaping his mouth.
You smell different. He whispered, like her arousal and female hormones spiked since the last time he saw her. Even the radiation coursing through her body felt warmer than usual. Either way, it was making him feel funny. Already feeling the lust and the other "L" word heating him up. He gently lick the side of her mouth for a taste. She even tasted differently.
She growled, but didn't pull away. If you say I stink again-
For fuck sake, Barb, take a compliment! He spat, while walking around to face her. Her bright eyes were glowing, giving the water around them a glint of a red afterglow, but she wasn't smirking. In fact, she was just as moody as she was earlier today. At least she was clean and gave him a chance to admire her freshly healed wounds. They would soon become scars which he finds very beautiful on a female. A reward to wear after a fierce battle in his opinion. I'm just stating you smell different.
Barb flinched, getting angry. I do not. I still smell the same, nothing has changed!
If you say so, the scent is quite intoxicating. He confessed, a bit stunned for letting that slip. The sudden need to claim her was compelling him to pin her down, but he didn't want her to have all the power in this little tug-or-war relationship. His head was getting too cloudy to question why he was feeling this way, it was just pure natural instincts that were driving him and controlling his body.
She grins evilly, like her mood just changed completely from his words. My, my, this is interesting. I love seeing a male so…desperate. She stood up and pressed her snout against his, feeling her warm breath hitting his mouth.
Your mood swings are horrendous…He said, bracing himself in case she makes the first move. Was he desperate? Normally he would feel shame and guilt for tangling himself up with her while making empty promises to never do it again. He told the King he wasn't going to sleep with her again. Always telling himself just one more fix and he'll be done. He left a lot of relationships over his life without much care or looking back so why was it so hard to pull away from Barb?
You should be used to it by now, Pebbles. She said, going as far as licking the tip of his left horn. Ending it with a playful gnaw with her fangs. If you hold still, I'll gladly lick something else. She whispered.
In one quick move, he had her pinned on her back, getting a small rattle out of her mouth, and causing a huge splash and tidal waves. The ocean water rained down on them, watering his trees and making them bloom while filling the air with a refreshing smell. With half her body underwater, she lifted her head up and spit water in his face. I take that as a No then? She asked, shifting around a bit to get more comfortable. She hissed when he drug his nails deeper into her shoulders to keep her steady.
He snorted, The last time you did that, you bit. He said, calmly, feeling his erection already coming out. Hurting from waiting too long for her warmth. Damn that stupid Purple Sea-dragon for interrupting them that day and damn Barb for being so cold towards him.
Besides the tongue, that's the only tender, fleshy part. She said, her eyes fogging up with violent lust. Very tasty blood in my opinion.
He hovered over her, pissed that her bottom half was completely underwater since it would be hard for him to look and aim and growled, That's why you lost your privilege. I'm not going to take that chance again.
And I told you I couldn't control myself, my fangs have a mind of their own. You should be happy, most of the time I would just bite it off.
He gripped her arm and turned her over on her stomach before she could react, submerging her head underwater and held her down firmly by the back of her neck. She didn't even struggle or try to hit him, instead, she lifted herself up just enough for her head to appear and moan. Fuck, Pebbles, quit teasing. She said, lifting her rear up to press it hard against his exposed erection. Going as far as rubbing it, so he can feel just how tamed she really was. It spooked him a bit.
Not going to fight? You always told me you hate being Mounted. He asked, while slowly resting his body on top of hers. Making sure her spikes didn't touch his tender scar on his belly. With his left arm holding her by the back of her neck, he let the other one steady himself by gripping her right arms before looking down at her.
Will you stop asking questions! She shouted, only to tense up when he started to tease her warm opening with a few dry humps. You're just right there! What more do you need, you want it just as bad as I do!
He removed his claws from the back of her neck and leaned down to lick the blood from his puncture marks, making her shudder. And you thought I was desperate. He whispered before blowing his warm breath on her open flesh. Now remember the rules.
She growled angrily at him…Prick…She muttered before snapping her mouth shut.
You gave up too easily, Barb. He whispered while nibbling and leaving love bites on her back. I guess you love being my "Good Girl."
That finally got her going, the way he was so used to when it came to having sex with the loud, irritable parasite. She tried to twist herself so she could be on her back, but he held her down firmly, creating another loud splash before entering her as deep as possible. He dug his nails deep into her hard skin, hearing it crack from pressure and bit her hard in the shoulder. The same spot he bit her before the last time they were this close. Reopening the bite mark and filling his mouth with blood. Just like before, going far back to their first time, she was burning inside with her inner walls suffocating his erection to the point he felt stuck. Though something alarming was going off in his lust-clouded head. She felt…different…tighter…wetter…a strange "blockage" feeling that's keeping him from going as deep as he wanted.
Dammit Barb, you need to relax. He panted against her bloody shoulder as he began to thrust into her to help her loosen up. It hurt, but after a few uncomfortable moments, it was feeling good. Really good, a very well-missed feeling. He wasn't the only one feeling the intense pleasure. He looked down to see Barb, panting through her clench fangs while trying so hard to keep her head above water. Her eyes were glowing bright with a passionate red while tensing up from every deep thrust. He can tell she wanted to say something, but kept her mouth close due to his rules. She wasn't allowed to talk. She wasn't allowed to touch him and kissing was forbidden as well. None of that caress shit, just pure, emotionless, fucking. Or so he thought as he went down to lick his bite wound on her shoulder again. Being as tenderly as possible while she hissed and moaned from his warm tongue.
Finally, she couldn't take it anymore, slamming her claws down in the water in frustration. Fuck! Did you grow the last time we did it?!
He slowed down, feeling her tremble on the inside and out and looked at her strangely. That was a weird compliment, True, male Mountains get "Better" as they age, but didn't think he changed that much. He raised a brow when he heard her muttering quietly to herself, Oh damn, everything is so sensitive…before speaking the rest of her words in her parasite's rambling tongue that he couldn't understand.
He let go of her arms so he could firmly wrap his arms around her chest for a firm hug. Digging his nails deeper into her skin just above her stomach and pouch. He panted as he pulled her in for a deeper feel, I'm flattered to know after all this time, you're still not used to me. Which would make sense in his opinion. Their relationship was unheard of back when there were more kaijus than humans. He was sure her body wasn't made to handle someone as bulky as him or any other that wasn't her male counterparts.
She was panting hard, sending hot clouds of fog into the cold, night air. Even the water around them was warming up tremendously thanks to her heated body. I…I…never said…fuck…THAT…it's…it's…ooh…
It's what? He asked, sheepishly, hugging her tighter to the point he can hear his rock armor skin on his stomach chiseling away thanks to her spikes.
She couldn't even finish her comment. Instead she bit her tongue to keep herself quiet. Not wanting to give him the satisfaction of what she really thought about him. Fine by him, he was too busy focusing on his movements. Her inner walls were tightening once again as her body began to tense up to the point she was losing feeling in her legs as they began to buckle beneath him.
With blood dripping out of her mouth, she shouted. Bite me again!
She didn't have to ask him twice as he plunged his sharp teeth deep into her already opened wound on her shoulder. Digging into her skin to feast on her blood more and bits of flesh. He came hard not too long after that while feeling her body tremble and shudder beneath him. He kept his hold on her shoulder, sinking his teeth deeper while he filled her up with his release. The fact she was taking it all made his trees bloom with fresh new branches and leaves.
After catching her breath, she hissed and glanced over at her blood pouring into the ocean water from his bite wound. Dammit….Pebbles…that's going to hurt in the morning.
He let her shoulder go and licked his blood-smeared mouth. While still holding her and still deep within her, he huffed. Couldn't help it…I've been wanting you for quite a while now. He whispered, while letting his nails trail down her stomach for some afterglow caress. He pulled out, getting a small, sad moan from her and sighed.
She relaxed a bit and chuckled. You mean wanting "It." You've been wanting sex for a while.
I know what I said. He said, as his nails gently scraped against the surface of her pouch. He let out a small hum…Barb, I-
Then something kicked
Making Barb tense up once again as if he busted her from doing something criminally.
There was another sudden movement. A small little wiggle he recalled his female counterparts would described when they feel their unborn calf move-
Wait a second….
She tried to escape, but his firm hold and after sex, weak state prevented her from moving. She hissed in defeat knowing very well, between the two of them, she was unmatched compared to brute strength, so she stood still, waiting for her punishment with pride. Cupping her pouch with wide spread claws, he gently pressed up to feel a firm bulge deep within her. That couldn't be him, he already pulled out when he felt that strange weak kick so-
Impossible…
He let her go and was surprised she didn't take off as he took a couple of steps back to look at her whole. She was surprisingly calm, showing off that dark afterglow you would get after sex or Carrying a young-
Have you ever been in love, Methuselah? He recalled his mother and everyone in his life asking him while his eyes trailed down to her stomach. There were no glowing eggs, but he felt something moving in there. Chances are it could be one of his own Species-
So that's why you've been avoiding me? He whispered aggressively to her.
She didn't even react from his words or how pissed off he was getting. It all made sense now. The reason she was avoiding him. When she nearly fainted the last time he saw her. Why she wasn't herself and why her smell was off. He never sired calves, never wanted to and it's been a while since he saw a pregnant female to remember all the signs. Hell, he would avoid females during their delicate times because they were too pushy and emotional for his taste. This would also explain why she only waited till nightfall to move from her spot. She was making sure he didn't see her stomach, that tiny little bulge nesting quietly in her pouch. No doubt got a rude awakening thanks to him invading it's home. That made him blush, letting that warmth blend in with his burning anger.
How long did you know? He asked, staying as calm as possible. If he reacted poorly no doubt she will take off. She was used to him screaming and arguing with her, that's just how they play their little game, but a calm Methuselah? The last male that was calm around her ended up blasting out her eye with his powerful, blue beam.
Still she didn't say anything. Just stared at him and for the first time, he couldn't read her. Just a blank, empty stare. Oh she's good, but foolish. Stupid and careless. Parasites are known for having fast pregnancies, creating up to fifty or a hundred eggs in a couple of days before putting them in a host, but what if there was another species mixed in this situation. His rare blood was actually mixed with her infested, inbred abomination one to create something he thought was impossible. Will this pregnancy be just as fast? Did she know during their fight with Tiamat? Did she allowed herself to get beaten to the brink of death knowing she was carrying something half his? Was it his? No, let's not put that in his head, he would have noticed another male's scent. She would brag about it as well, not giving a damn if it hurt him or not.
He came to a very cold and cruel realization from her constant staring. He felt angry and hurt, to think for one second he could love this vile creature, only for her to pull this stunt. You were never going to tell me, were you?
He thought about the King and their little conversation weeks ago. He made it very clear Barb was not allowed to breed. No matter what, he will kill her and the Wiggler inside of her. The sudden urge to protect it started to tighten his chest knowing deep down, this won't end well.
And then there was Barb.
She clicked her bitten tongue and shrugs. Why do I need to tell you when I'm going to get rid of it…
Yes, Methuselah could honestly say he's never been in love…
He eyed her belly again.
…but there was a first time for everything…
~I think of the night in the park, it was getting dark
And we stayed up for hours
What a lie, what a lie, what a lie
You cling to my body like you wanted it forever
What a lie, what a lie, what a lie
For you and I
What a lie, what a lie
For you and I~
~What A Time by Julia Michael
Fin
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