— A-Asta, I need to tell you something.

Asta was sitting on the couch in the Black Bulls' hideout. By nightfall, everyone had gone to sleep, there was only him and Noelle awake, and she was standing there in front of him.

— I l-love you, I've always loved you — she said. — and...

Her face was burning red, she was so cute when she blushed like that. Noelle sat on his lap and caressed his face, Asta could feel the weight of her breasts against his abs and it made him turned on.

— And I...

She put her lips close to his ear.

— And I can't stop thinking about... — she whispered — how you'd feel inside of me.

Asta couldn't hold himself anymore, he turned her head to his and kissed her urgently. Their tongues went back and forth on each other's mouths, her lips were so soft he didn't wanna let go. Her hand was grabbing his messy hair while his were in her back, sliding down to her butt. She was moaning with pleasure.

And then, Asta opened his eyes.

He couldn't have done that, not again. This was the third time he had dreamt about her this week, it was getting insane. But this time was different, though: it was the first time he had a dream... like this one.

What was he going to do to her? He was embarrassed even by thinking of it, his face was entirely red and there was a weird felling from inside his pants, he wasn't even recognizing himself anymore. Where the hell was all of this coming from?

But the worst part is... that he wanted to see how it would end.

No! Don't even think about it, Asta! He said to himself. Think about sister Lily, she's the one you love!

Asta got out of his bed. It was the middle of the night, he sun was far from rising, but he felt the urge to go downstairs, he needed some water to clean his head a little.

All of it seemed wrong. Noelle was just his friend, but lately he'd been having thoughts that were unusual to him, such as how he found her boobs to be really nice and it was hard not to look at them, or even what would happen if he just... you know... kissed her out of a sudden.

It was silly, he was just being silly, that would never happen because he would marry sister Lily, that's what he'd promised to her. Besides, he was pretty certain she didn't feel anything for him.

Stuck in his thoughts, Asta ends up stepping on a loose wood on the stairs and this causes him to stumble, rolling down the rest of the stairs.

— Oh, God! What happened? — he heard Noelle's voice. — Asta, are you all right?

— Yeah, I think so, I didn't fall very high. — he said with his hand in his forhead. The hideout needed a little reform, it wasn't the first time that someone stepped into a loose wood or a hole on the floor.

He was surprised to see Noelle up so late. She was wearing a nightdress and it was rather tight on her, so that her breasts were more marked than they should have. He'd never seen her in this kind of outfit before, and it was just perfect.

He shook his head, desperately wanting to get it out of his mind.

— What are you doing up at this time? — she asked him.

— I had a nightmare, couldn't sleep after it, so I came down here so grab a glass of water. — he answered. It was technically the truth. — But I could make the same question to you.

He noticed now that her nose was red and also were her cheeks, it seemed that she'd been crying, but he had no clue why.

— It's none of your business, ok? — she said as she turned her head to the other direction, picking up a glass that was in the balcony.

— Come on, Noelle, you don't need to do that to me. If something is bothering you, you can count on me to help.

She looked at him quietly, unsure if she'd tell him or not.

— It's just that.. — she sighed — now that it's past midnight, I'm already 18.

— I don't follow. Why's that an issue?

— Because... — her eyes were red, at that moment Asta thought she was going to cry. — because it's also the day my mom died.

— Oh... So that's why I never saw you celebrating your birthday.

— I fucking hate my birthday — she confessed. — It was always the worst day ever, my family all blamed me for my mother's death, including myself. I'd just stay in my room all day, and then at the end I'd sometimes visit her in the cemetery to say how sorry I was for being born... — she wasn't looking at him now, her hands were scratching her eyes to hold the tears.

— Noelle, I...

It was the first time he'd seen her this sad, Noelle never showed her feelings to anyone, and now she decided to tell him something really personal. Seeing her that way scared him a little, he didn't know what to do to make her feel better.

Without asking, Asta did the first thing that came in his mind and pushed her for a hug. Contrary to what usually happens, this time she held him tight, they didn't say anything for a while. The warm feeling of her body on him made him want to stay like that forever.

— Hey, listen. — he said as he was still hugging her. — None of this is your fault. I'm sorry that your family treated you that way, but you're with us now, your new family, and we'll support you all the way.

— T-thank you, Asta. — she let out a shy smile. — I'm happy to have you... all of you.

Their heads were really close now, he couldn't stop looking at her lips. His heart was beating real fast, he bet Noelle could her it too.

— I-I think I'll be g-going now. — she stutters as breaks free from him. — I'll see you in the morning.

When she was almost at the stairs, Asta calls her:

— Noelle, wait!

He didn't know why he said that, he didn't even think about what he wanted to say, he just didn't want her to go.

As he was approaching her, Asta stepped on another loose wood and fell on top of her. His arms managed to break the fall but it didn't prevent it, and now they were closer than ever.

— A-Asta...

He puts his hand in her cheeks and kissed her, but she immediately pushed him away.

— Oh shit, shit, I'm so sorry, Noelle! — he said as he stood up. — I shouldn't have... I just...

She took him by the shirt and forced her lips into his. He wasn't expecting this at all, but he kissed her back. Now he could sense her heart was also beating fast, she was as nervous as him.

— S-sorry I pushed you away the first time.

They started kissing again, but this time it was more urgent and full of passion. Asta felt heat all over his body, it was as if he was gonna explode. Noelle put her hands on his neck, their tongues moving fast on each other's mouths.

What was happening to him? Could he still be in a dream? No, he thought to himself, this feeling I'm having in my stomach is really real, I'm making out with my best friend.

And hope you forgive me, sister Lily, but I don't wanna stop.

Asta shoved her against the wall and started kissing her neck and that made her moan. She had her hands on his back, holding him tight as she tried to take out his shirt.

— Do you... wanna move this somewhere else? — he asked.

— hu-hum...

They walked up the stairs holding hands and went to Asta's room. Upon arriving, he locked the door and began kissing her again, laying her down carefully on her bed. He stared at her for a few seconds, still not believing that what was happening was even real. Noelle's cheeks were red, she had her eyes closed, still embarrassed to look at him.

— You're looking so cute right now, Noelle. — he said. She opened her eyes just to bring his head closer to her again.

Asta made a trail of kisses that went from her lips to her neck, then took off one of her dress straps and kissed her collarbone. Noelle had her hands in his hair, the noise she made as he was kissing her neck made him get hard.

— C-can I? — he asked as he touched the other strap of her dress. Noelle lifted her back a little to unzip it, exposing her breasts.

He had never touched a girl's breasts before, his face blushed with embarrassment. Noelle took his hand and brought it to one of her breasts, gasping with pleasure as he squeezed it. He then started sucking on her nipple just to see her reaction, being pleased when he heard her moan.

— Asta... could you... — She had one hand massaging her panties, which were already wet.— please.

— I-I don't know if I can. - he said nervously.

— You just have to... — She took his hand and moved it to her panties, repeating the same movement with her hand on top of his. — do it like this...

His heart was pounding, he was touching a girl's private parts, and it wasn't just any girl, it was Noelle, the girl he'd been dreaming about for months.

Except that this was better than any dream he'd ever had.

He took off her panties and continued massaging them, moving faster this time. Noelle was holding the bed sheets, her legs squeezing in bed.

— Ah... mmh... just a little lower...

Further down was her entrance, he was afraid of hurting her and so he slowly inserted his middle and ring fingers, it made her let out a loud moan.

— Do you want me to stop?

— No...n-no, I'm just...not used to this feeling.

When he saw she was starting to get used to it, Asta started to move faster, he felt that she was going to let out another moan and kissed her before she could. Her nipples were hard and he used his other hand to play with one of them, Noelle was doing the same with the other.

Her insides were getting tighter, now it was pulsing.

— Asta, I think I'll... ahh — she gasped — go faster...

His fingers moved back and forth inside her tight interior. Noelle was breathing heavily and couldn't stop moaning, it was so freaking hot to look at.

When she reached her orgasm, the pulse stopped and she was getting looser, but her breathing was still heavy, so was her heartbeat. Asta removed his fingers from her vagina, they were wrinkled from being so wet.

Noelle looked down and noticed that he was hard inside his pants, he had been like that for a while.

— D-do you want me to...

— I don't know... — He said feeling insecure.

— I don't think it's fair to you to do me and I don't return the favor.

Asta tried to deny it, but he wanted it so much, since the moment he woke up from that dream he was thinking about what would've happened next, and now he'd have the chance to know.

Asta sat on the bed and Noelle started to unbuckle his belt. Her hands were too close to his hard cock, which was already making him lose his mind.

She took out his boxes and grabbed his dick in her hand, beginning to make slow movements up and down. The way she was doing it was so good, he couldn't stop looking at her cute face while she was fucking him with her hands.

He'd never felt this way before as he'd never touched himself, he didn't even know he could feel this kind of pleasure. She starts to go faster now.

— Ah... Noelle..

— Is it okay? — she asked while still keeping her pace.

— It's... perfect — was all that he could say.

— W-what... what if I do this?

She then put her mouth on the tip of his dick, licking it. Now her hands were free for her to start touching herself. Asta instantly let out a moan, he held her head as she was going deeper. The inside of her mouth was tight and wet, it was beyond everything he could've imagined it'd be.

— N-noelle, I'm almost there...

His dick was pulsing. He let his head loose back, breathing heavily. When he felt his cum, he knew he was having an orgasm. Noelle swallowed all of it and gave the tip of his penis a final lick before taking it out of her mouth.

Now she was kissing him again, he felt the teste of his own cum in her mouth, but that didn't bother him, he was still amazed by everything that happened.

She then whispered in his ear:

— I love you, Asta.

She said it, and it wasn't a dream this time. Did he love her too? Was this what it meant being in love for real?

He hugged her, feeling the sweet smell of her hair. Deep in his head he was saying he loved her too, he just didn't know love yet.


Author's Notes:

Oh god, you guys won't believe how hard it was to write this, I hope I got all the words correct but I'm still not sure lol

So what'd you think of this one shot? Was is good enough? I don't know when I'll write another smut again, I don't have a lot of ideas for them because it's difficult to write it and still try to be accurate to their personalities, but I already have other ideas for more normal chapters.

See you again soon!