After several weeks of excellent progress on my mental health I can feel the Darkness attempting to subsume me again.
I won't let it.
The collective hatred of me from my past Internet encounters and my writing career is never far from my mind. It's the reason I'm so careful about what I say and on SpaceBattles; I think being banned from SpaceBattles would hurt me psychologically after ragequitting or having been banned/rejected by so many communities.
So I am doing my best to repeat my personal motto: "It happened, but now I'm better." I am eternally grateful for the week I spent in rehab; it has given me the tools I need to cope with potential regressions like this.
