Bittersweet Partings.
By: Icy Blossom
Author's notes:
Konichiwa mina! First of all I'd just like to apologize for such a late update, I've just finished two and a half weeks of yearly exams so this will be quite a short chapter. I will try to do quick updates in future as I will have quite a lot of spare time. By the way in case you haven't noticed already..chapter one was told in Haruka's POV and this chapter is told in Michiru's. Enjoy the chapter and please remember to review..
Ja ne..
Icy Blossom
Chapter 2:
I think I'm in love..I think I've found the guy of my dreams, there is just one little problem..every time I see a mental image of him in my mind, he is always replaced..
Replaced by the same pair of the most soulful eyes that I've ever seen in my life. They usually sparkle with spirit and radiated warmth and energy to me, but that's all changed since I told her..
"Haruka.." my voice rang in my head as I remembered the events of that day.
"We're not really meant to be..let's move on shall we?" I said.
"..um..Michiru." was all she managed to say before.
"We'll both be happier that way.." I replied.
"What did I do wrong?" she said, "I'll try make up for whatever that I've done wrong..just please tell me what it is."
"Nothing.." was my reply, "it's just that this decision will make both our lives much happier.."
I didn't expect her to take all of this in a calm manner but her reactions really stunned me, she froze on the spot and her eyes were glued on the ground. When she finally looked up and met my gaze a little while later, I immediately regretted my words..
Before I even had a chance to say anything else, she ran off and left me alone in the hallway..
I looked down the silent hallway and silently begged Haruka to come back, smile at me and walk me to class..
I don't know how long I stood in there but I finally returned to reality when Tokiya came a while after the departure of Haruka. I felt a little better for a while as he held my hand and led me to our classroom but as soon as I entered I felt my heart shatter as I saw Haruka with her head down on the table..it was so painful, I felt like running straight outdoors but the teacher entered so I was forced to go to my seat.
As I sat there I came to a realization..I was losing her..she is mad at me and she'll probably never talk to me again..
I blocked out the horrible thought and part of myself reasoned that the thought was unbelievable as Haruka had always understood me best.
She is my best friend, I thought..but as I continued to replay that phrase I realized something else..
Best friend? Are we just that? Those two words could never describe the relationship between the two of us. Haruka..she is the most important person in my life, she is the one who's always been there when I needed a shoulder to cry on, the one who drives me to school and keeps me company, the one who brightens up my day and most importantly..
She had given up her own life to save me in numerous occasions and I knew that I would do the very same thing for her..
How can I call her my best friend..Haruka..she is my partner..
After all these thoughts, the belief that I've found my dream guy was not of any importance to me all of a sudden. All I wanted to do at that moment was to go to Haruka and tell her that I'm extremely sorry for saying the things that I've said to her early that morning. I so desperately wanted to see her smile and hear her voice as she spoke gently to me like she always did.
All through out the lesson there was just one thing on my mind..I really hope that I will not be too late when I tell you just exactly what's been on my mind..
Haruka..you of all people should know just how much you mean to me.
To be continued.
AN: I hope that you liked that. Please tell me how I can make it better and send as many reviews as possible. Thanks for reading and I'll try to update as soon as possible.
By: Icy Blossom
Author's notes:
Konichiwa mina! First of all I'd just like to apologize for such a late update, I've just finished two and a half weeks of yearly exams so this will be quite a short chapter. I will try to do quick updates in future as I will have quite a lot of spare time. By the way in case you haven't noticed already..chapter one was told in Haruka's POV and this chapter is told in Michiru's. Enjoy the chapter and please remember to review..
Ja ne..
Icy Blossom
Chapter 2:
I think I'm in love..I think I've found the guy of my dreams, there is just one little problem..every time I see a mental image of him in my mind, he is always replaced..
Replaced by the same pair of the most soulful eyes that I've ever seen in my life. They usually sparkle with spirit and radiated warmth and energy to me, but that's all changed since I told her..
"Haruka.." my voice rang in my head as I remembered the events of that day.
"We're not really meant to be..let's move on shall we?" I said.
"..um..Michiru." was all she managed to say before.
"We'll both be happier that way.." I replied.
"What did I do wrong?" she said, "I'll try make up for whatever that I've done wrong..just please tell me what it is."
"Nothing.." was my reply, "it's just that this decision will make both our lives much happier.."
I didn't expect her to take all of this in a calm manner but her reactions really stunned me, she froze on the spot and her eyes were glued on the ground. When she finally looked up and met my gaze a little while later, I immediately regretted my words..
Before I even had a chance to say anything else, she ran off and left me alone in the hallway..
I looked down the silent hallway and silently begged Haruka to come back, smile at me and walk me to class..
I don't know how long I stood in there but I finally returned to reality when Tokiya came a while after the departure of Haruka. I felt a little better for a while as he held my hand and led me to our classroom but as soon as I entered I felt my heart shatter as I saw Haruka with her head down on the table..it was so painful, I felt like running straight outdoors but the teacher entered so I was forced to go to my seat.
As I sat there I came to a realization..I was losing her..she is mad at me and she'll probably never talk to me again..
I blocked out the horrible thought and part of myself reasoned that the thought was unbelievable as Haruka had always understood me best.
She is my best friend, I thought..but as I continued to replay that phrase I realized something else..
Best friend? Are we just that? Those two words could never describe the relationship between the two of us. Haruka..she is the most important person in my life, she is the one who's always been there when I needed a shoulder to cry on, the one who drives me to school and keeps me company, the one who brightens up my day and most importantly..
She had given up her own life to save me in numerous occasions and I knew that I would do the very same thing for her..
How can I call her my best friend..Haruka..she is my partner..
After all these thoughts, the belief that I've found my dream guy was not of any importance to me all of a sudden. All I wanted to do at that moment was to go to Haruka and tell her that I'm extremely sorry for saying the things that I've said to her early that morning. I so desperately wanted to see her smile and hear her voice as she spoke gently to me like she always did.
All through out the lesson there was just one thing on my mind..I really hope that I will not be too late when I tell you just exactly what's been on my mind..
Haruka..you of all people should know just how much you mean to me.
To be continued.
AN: I hope that you liked that. Please tell me how I can make it better and send as many reviews as possible. Thanks for reading and I'll try to update as soon as possible.
