Gomen nasai , it took me a looooooong time to post . I know some people are
grumbling threats and waving sharp objects at me by now . Sorry ; I was
just reeeeaaaaallllyyyyy busy these past few weeks with exams and all .
Being in high school is TUFF ... TUFF ... TUFF !!!!! *shakes her fist*
Kamisama ! If only Zeus would strike my school down with a thunderbolt and give me permanent holiday from school ! *imagines and has a silly grin on her face*
I MIGHT be introducing an OC in this chapter ; it is up to you to conclude what you might and may . - - -
The world was spinning softly . he knew . he could hear it whirring on its axis . The silent frrrrrrhhhhhhhhh that made you wonder if something was broken ... frrrrrrrrhhhhhh ...
Maybe something was wrong with the world . Maybe it was indeed broken .
He could hardly breath . Tried as he might to gasp in a lungful of wonderful air , it was as if the earth was trying to deny him the simple need of air .
Life was cruel ...
He tried to pry open his eyes - it took an eternity .
And when he did open it ; he wasn't able to see anything at all ; nothing but darkness .
He laughed . His throat was making strange gurgling sounds ; like a drowning man . His chest was constricting for the lack of air ; it was as if he was slowly being choked to death by an unseen hand .
He hated confined spaces . He hated darkness . He hated not being able to breathe freely .
He was in fact , claustrophobic ; something that had almost killed him off because of hyperventilation before ... and yet here he was in a solid box with no way out . Fate was a sadist ; now he knew . He laughed .
With all the strength he could muster , he pounded his fist against the hard wood . It made a dull thud . With a sinking feeling , he realized that he had already been buried . Underground . Alive .
They had buried him underground alive . The bastards !
He banged his fist against the unyielding barrier . He needed to get out ! He needed fresh air !
He had done so for a long time , heaving against the wood with all his strength and failing to do much damage against his enemy because of lack of space .
The oxygen was running out . He could feel it ... with one last desperate attempt ; a rain of splinters started to land on his unprotected face , blinding him with the sharp edges . He lolled his head to the side .
Finally !
He heard the sound of cracking , he felt blood dribbling down his throbbing fists and he smiled . A wild smile . A smile he had never smiled before .
The barrier snapped open , exploding into the open air ; letting the welcome oxygen to come to him . It was a pleasant feeling , being alive . It was something he had never appreciated before . Like a bittersweet memory that remains with you and yet barely remember .
His unsure feet wobbled like a small filly's ; a newborn trying to walk at once . He braced himself against the edges of the coffin (which was what the damnable box was - probably) He staggered to his feet and felt the cool breeze washing over him .
Beautiful , beautiful life ! He was alive ! Breathing ! Oh pure benevolence !
But ... why had God created the world so dark ?
He gasped ' why? ' and fell down once more into the abyss . He had lost the battle and oblivion was closing in on him .
- - -
Yes ! Yes ! Yes ! It's a sucky chapter ! I know ! You might be saying that you guys don't deserve to get this terrible chapter after all the waiting you've done ! I'm very very very sorry . I'm just so busy these past few weeks (months ? has it been more than a month since I last updated already ?) that I haven't had the time or the energy to write something even resembling decency ; after all , I still do have my pride .
Hmmmm... I wonder if this "new" character plays a big part in the story or is he just a wallflower ? Hmmmmm .. ?
What do you guys think ?
Drop me a line pleaaaaaaaaze !!!! *begging eyes*
Yohji : *mutters* The little bitch . she's made the story run around the Schwarz and this new guy when I haven't even been shown in even one itsy bitsy scene yet . Omi : *nods sympathetically and pats him on the back* Hai , hai . I know what you mean Yohji-kun . Redemption : Jerks ! You'll see ! If you want yourselves to be seen that bad ; go write your own fanfics ! Do I even get to talk in the story ? Huh ?! And you don't see me complaining d'ya ? Y_Y Jerks . Ken's ghost : *pats pats* Don't worry Redemption-chan ; I'll take care of you . *smiles at her* Redemption : @_@;;;; Waaaaaiiiiiiiiiii ! *runs around , screaming*
Kamisama ! If only Zeus would strike my school down with a thunderbolt and give me permanent holiday from school ! *imagines and has a silly grin on her face*
I MIGHT be introducing an OC in this chapter ; it is up to you to conclude what you might and may . - - -
The world was spinning softly . he knew . he could hear it whirring on its axis . The silent frrrrrrhhhhhhhhh that made you wonder if something was broken ... frrrrrrrrhhhhhh ...
Maybe something was wrong with the world . Maybe it was indeed broken .
He could hardly breath . Tried as he might to gasp in a lungful of wonderful air , it was as if the earth was trying to deny him the simple need of air .
Life was cruel ...
He tried to pry open his eyes - it took an eternity .
And when he did open it ; he wasn't able to see anything at all ; nothing but darkness .
He laughed . His throat was making strange gurgling sounds ; like a drowning man . His chest was constricting for the lack of air ; it was as if he was slowly being choked to death by an unseen hand .
He hated confined spaces . He hated darkness . He hated not being able to breathe freely .
He was in fact , claustrophobic ; something that had almost killed him off because of hyperventilation before ... and yet here he was in a solid box with no way out . Fate was a sadist ; now he knew . He laughed .
With all the strength he could muster , he pounded his fist against the hard wood . It made a dull thud . With a sinking feeling , he realized that he had already been buried . Underground . Alive .
They had buried him underground alive . The bastards !
He banged his fist against the unyielding barrier . He needed to get out ! He needed fresh air !
He had done so for a long time , heaving against the wood with all his strength and failing to do much damage against his enemy because of lack of space .
The oxygen was running out . He could feel it ... with one last desperate attempt ; a rain of splinters started to land on his unprotected face , blinding him with the sharp edges . He lolled his head to the side .
Finally !
He heard the sound of cracking , he felt blood dribbling down his throbbing fists and he smiled . A wild smile . A smile he had never smiled before .
The barrier snapped open , exploding into the open air ; letting the welcome oxygen to come to him . It was a pleasant feeling , being alive . It was something he had never appreciated before . Like a bittersweet memory that remains with you and yet barely remember .
His unsure feet wobbled like a small filly's ; a newborn trying to walk at once . He braced himself against the edges of the coffin (which was what the damnable box was - probably) He staggered to his feet and felt the cool breeze washing over him .
Beautiful , beautiful life ! He was alive ! Breathing ! Oh pure benevolence !
But ... why had God created the world so dark ?
He gasped ' why? ' and fell down once more into the abyss . He had lost the battle and oblivion was closing in on him .
- - -
Yes ! Yes ! Yes ! It's a sucky chapter ! I know ! You might be saying that you guys don't deserve to get this terrible chapter after all the waiting you've done ! I'm very very very sorry . I'm just so busy these past few weeks (months ? has it been more than a month since I last updated already ?) that I haven't had the time or the energy to write something even resembling decency ; after all , I still do have my pride .
Hmmmm... I wonder if this "new" character plays a big part in the story or is he just a wallflower ? Hmmmmm .. ?
What do you guys think ?
Drop me a line pleaaaaaaaaze !!!! *begging eyes*
Yohji : *mutters* The little bitch . she's made the story run around the Schwarz and this new guy when I haven't even been shown in even one itsy bitsy scene yet . Omi : *nods sympathetically and pats him on the back* Hai , hai . I know what you mean Yohji-kun . Redemption : Jerks ! You'll see ! If you want yourselves to be seen that bad ; go write your own fanfics ! Do I even get to talk in the story ? Huh ?! And you don't see me complaining d'ya ? Y_Y Jerks . Ken's ghost : *pats pats* Don't worry Redemption-chan ; I'll take care of you . *smiles at her* Redemption : @_@;;;; Waaaaaiiiiiiiiiii ! *runs around , screaming*
