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Distance

What She Needs

Draco didn't talk to Hermione a for a few days after that night, she didn't blame him, she never told anyone about her problem, no one knew except him, some people would call him a jerk for doing what he did, but she would have walked out on him too if she saw something like that. Blood dripping down your arm, isn't very romantic.

Draco Malfoy? Suicidal? Yeah right, everything about him was perfect, except his family, but him as an individual was perfect, she was sitting next to him on the couch doing her homework when he finally broke the 2-day silence.

"Why?" was all he said, she put down her quill and looked at him then shook her head, "It's a lot of things and I don't want to talk about it," he just nodded, she got up and gathered her things and walked into her room.

She didn't want to deal with him right now, no one knew! Not a person! Except him! The one person she didn't want to know, she didn't want him to know anything about her, nothing about her past about her life about anything, and he just found out one thing, she was a fucking coward and the obvious that he had found out the other night.

She sat on her bed and looked at the box on her vanity, she lifted her sleeve and looked at the 2 day old cut, she never noticed how deep she cuts, but it was starting to scare her, she loved the feeling, loved seeing herself bleed and the pain that came with it, she could have killed herself 10 times over if she wanted to, she was sick, she had an addiction to something nobody would have thought Hermione Granger would even think about, but she did, she hated herself more.

She crossed her room to her vanity and opened the box, she picked up the glass and, she turned around FUCK there were no windows in her room, she tucked the glass into her robe pocket and left her room to the bathroom, she stood over the toilet and dropped it in, then she took a deep breathe and flushed, watching the glass swirl in the water then disappear into the pipe.

She slid down the wall, now what, there was a knock at the door, that's what, "Mione, I need to use the bathroom are you almost done?" it was Draco, she got up and smacked herself mentally for sitting on the floor like a depressed mental head and unlocked the door and looked at him.

"Victor Krum abused me," there she said it, tears were in her eyes, "And, I have been cutting myself for at least 2 years now and I hate school and I hate being someone I'm not and I hate being looked at as the smart Granger girl who is nothing but a book-worm! I'm more than that and, and," he didn't let her finish he just kissed her, she pushed him away, tears were coming down her face, "No I cant do this," she said wiping her eyes then running to her room and locking it with a lock spell.

He looked at her door, what was he supposed to do, he never has time to say anything, he was quite mute in this actually, (A/N Ha sorry) he scratched his head and plopped on the couch forgetting he had to take a major piss, but some things go away unexpectedly, but Hermione's problems weren't, so that was what has been wrong, Victor, he never liked him come to think of it, all arrogant and quite ugly in his opinion, he felt something in the pit of his stomach, pity? Sympathy? No he was hungry, dinner had started 10 minutes ago, he picked up his things and threw them in his room before leaving the common room hoping to the gods that they were serving chicken tonight.

Hermione wiped her eyes one more time before looking at the clock and noticing she had cried all through dinner, what a pathetic loser, she thought, she felt groggy and decided a shower would be nice right about now, she grabbed her pajamas and a pair of underwear and left her room, Dracos door was shut and the fire was low, she shrugged exhaling, she walked into the bathroom and looked at the shower, then at the Jacuzzi size tub, a bath sounded better, she locked the door and then transfigured the ordinary candles into scented aromatherapy candles, relaxed she turned on all the taps, pink purple blue and yellow beautifully smelling bubbles gushed out of the taps, she undressed then dipped into the tub, just the right temperature.

All to soon the relaxment ended when Draco was once again at the door saying he needed a shower, she threw the soap at the door and said to wait his turn that she was quite comfortable and might not be out for awhile, the next thing she knew Draco had alohamora-ed the door open and said it was getting late and he needed one now.

She screamed and went lower into the bubbles, he made a choking noise and covered his eyes, "S-sorry Mione," he said turning around, "Ugh! God Draco! When I say I am not getting out I mean it! Go away!" she said making sure she was fully covered by bubbles, he turned around peaking through his hands, "How long are y-you going to be?" he asked edging to the door, she smirked, "What? Never seen a girl naked or something?" she swam to the side of the tub putting her arms on the floor and resting her chin on her hands, he blushed, "Y-yes I have actually, but you are different and I don't want to see you," he said blushing even more, "HA! You kiss me randomly and practically undress me in my bed but you don't want to see me naked?" she laughed again, he frowned and picked up the soap and threw it at her.

She ducked her head and grabbed his ankle and before they knew what happened he had fallen into the tub on top of her.

eeeeek hahahahhahahahhaha CLIFFHANGER!! I'm still grounded too so don't know when I will right the next one –sing song voice- mwahaha