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Loneliness, Pain and Hope

  What does it feel like to be alone?  I know that feeling very well.  Being in love with someone but not having that love returned is the most painful thing of all.

  Of course I am happy for her - I have to be.  What would mother think otherwise?  I am expected to always be a happy student, a happy daughter and patient friend.  Everyone expects something from me.

  I am spent.  There is nothing left that I can give to anyone anymore.  Empty.  No one will ever understand me and no one would ever try.  To them, I am just pretty, rich, happy Tomoyo Daidouji.

  I would never let anyone know what I am thinking about as they would always be shocked if Tomoyo Daidouji did something improper and unladylike.

  But, what can I do?  I see my beloved, in the arms of another.  Not mine and never mine.  How can I bear that.  But I must.  He came back from Hong Kong just for her.  I long for someone that would do that to me.  Be with me for all eternity.  Love me.

  But I sense someone else.  Someone who is like me.  Someone that longs for a person that loves him as well.  And I know him.

  A emotionless face.  But, oh such an expressive piano.  Joy and sadness, despair and loneliness all woven into each note.  Sadness.  Loneliness.  The same emotions that I feel tumbling inside me.

  He looks at me and smiles.  A sad beautiful smile.  With a hint of what he is feeling inside him.

  Perhaps, he understands me…  He does understand me.  He puts the same emotions into any and all songs he plays.

  Eriol Hiiragizawa…

  Perhaps there is hope in this world.

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The End

Did'ja like it.  Well I know it's a bit sad but I was in a sad mood so yeah.  Please review!!  Ja ne!!