Somebody Else
Part 2
By: ~uNn@mEd~
Disclaimer: I don't own Card Captor Sakura
It's Sakura's point of view this time. Thank you for those who review appreciate it really. I'll give details on a few things later and you get to vote.
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I was too late to realize it.
You left me and told me how you felt for me.
I was at the airport then I saw the plane take you away from Tomoeda, from your friends, from me.
I really have to admit you surprise me when you told me how you felt, shocked even. I felt so stupid to not to realize it.
When you told me how you felt and that you were going to leave, my feelings got mixed up. The first thing that I thought felt for you was a friend, but the thought of you leaving change that. It hurt more than the thought of Eriol leaving. It just felt that a letter was not more than enough to be in touch with you.
I tried my best to sort my feelings for you. I tried to figure it out so before you left I felt it was the right thing to do, something I have to do for me not to feel bad.
I tried to understand why I still tried to be friendly with you, even when you were mean to me, even when you wouldn't smile, why I always befriended you, why I chose you to comfort me after what had happened with Yukito.
Did I really care for you in that way?
I then remembered what Yukito told me, "You will someday find someone who you will love and that person will love you in return" and then Eriol's words came to mind also "You will only realize how important a friend is when that person is gone".
So I imagined my life without you, I guess I wouldn't be here now, you were hard on me because you wanted to teach me. I was kind of stubborn back then wasn't I?
A lot of people say that you were uncaring and cold. At first I thought too, but I also discovered that that it was just the way you are, you really cared for everyone more than they ever knew. You just had your own way of showing it. You are the most caring person I know.
After thinking of these things I discovered that I… was in love with you… When I discovered it my love for you was already deep. Too deep.
So I did everything I can to get there so I can tell you how I felt.
But I didn't make it… I felt my heart broke right then and there. I got all the chances in the world yet I still wasn't able to do it.
Can you forgive me?
I never thought that you would ever leave. I took you for granted, I wasn't able to even contact you back in Hong Kong, I don't have your address or number.
Will you ever comeback?
Yes you will come back… please come back for me… for us…
I can only pray… and hope…
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After writing I feel that my fanfics are a bit short, so it is up to you readers to do what you want, fast updates (1days -one week) yet short, or long updates (4days- two weeks) just write your vote in the review.
Don't worry it's not yet finish no way I'd end this in a bad ending, I like good endings.
For those who first reviewed thank you … sniff… I'm touched… don't worry I'll try much harder as long as there as people like you…
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