ok so InuYasha isn't mine and neither is kagome or any of the characters. so ummm... yeah heh heh heh heh

Author note: mwahahaha... this is my first fanfic ^.^ hopefully my friends online will read this and support me because they are all perverts and the few friends I have irl wont .. My oh so loving and perverted boyfriend is helping me write this so maybe our average imaginations will collide and make an above average one o.o; yes there is lemon but I dunno when :D so umm... enjoy our overly perverted story. as laura would say "oooo shiney"this is only the first chapter ofcourse... I have lot of spare time so I can promise you often updates... I think that because this one doesn't really catch the readers attention so much as I wanted it to. I must do another chapter tomorrow when it's not 3:30am. hehe ^^;; hope you liked it, I only got a 'B' in creative writing so... whatever I hated that teacher. please 2 Be r&r kthx :P (I only ask for people to review it because it's my first and I hope I don't make a complete fool of myself).


Sudden Realization

*chapter 1*

Kagome woke up from a bad dream. sweating yet cold and pail. She sat in her bed wondering.

"had I really dreamed of InuYasha last night?" she blinked.

Kagome thought of calling a close friend but the only real close friend she thought she could talk to about her dream was Sango. Kagome knew she couldn't go back to Feudal Japan, atliest not until she stopped having arrousing dreams about InuYasha. Kagome looked at the clock *3:13am*. So she layed her head on her pillow but she couldn't go to bed because it seemed that everthing around her bothered her but really, it was the thoughts of InuYasha that bothered her. She dreamed of him sneaking into her room at night and confessing his love to her and then kissing her more lovingly then any romance movie could put it. She was only depressed about her dreams because she knew they would never become a reality. InuYasha was to hard headed to confess his love the way she wanted him to, if he even loved her at all.

The next morning she woke up and looked outside. She was glad to know her Granfather didn't have to make up lies about her medical status because it was summer, but it was hot and the humidity made it worse.
Then she let her mind slip and thought about InuYasha's hot body after fighting a deamon or just traveling a great deal during a summer's day. how his muscles flexed when using his sword or helping her lift something. Then... She realised what she was thinking and hit herself in the head.

"pervert, pervert, pervert Kagome!" she murmered under her breath.

Kagome went down stairs to where her grandfathers and brother occupied the Diningroom while her mother subsided in the kitchen making a racket fixing waffels, but all Kagome could think about was InuYasha and then....

*wham*

Kagome had ran into the wall.

"Are you alright Kagome?" her mother asked from the kitchen.

Kagome just stared off blankly and her brother gave her the "what a wierd sister" look.
She sat down next to her grandfather who was making a list of medical problems he could use for the following school year out of medical book that was outdated by 300 or so years.

"How do you think you get rid of a crush?" she blurted out randomly as all the faces turned to her abruptly.

Her mother Just thought it was a school crush on some person at school because of the way Kagome had put it, but the truth was Kagome was over her crush with InuYasha already and was in *love* with him. She would do anything to make him happy and he was everything she wanted to even live for.

"Go out and meet new people, find another guy that makes your heart skip a beat Kagome." her mother replied so easily.

Kagome took this in consideration and then went out to meet up with the friends she had neglected so much in the past because of the man she loved and the trouble she had caused. She avoided meeting up with Hojo because she knew he couldn't cure her love sick mind. Sheh ad to find another guy that could take InuYasha's place. Someone wild, someone just as strong as InuYasha, but just as *dangerous*

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InuYasha sat around lazily basting in the sun near a lake he was familiar to. He remembered seeing Kagome naked here for the first time. Although he didn't think much of it at the time.Soon he started to spot out the way her body sat. nice round breasts and semi-wide hips but just enough to bear little Inus and Kagomes. and her waist was perfect for him to put his hands on. Although that is what he just imagined, he never really tried it out. One thing he "knew" for sure was that he did not really love kagome, he just enjoyed the way God had formed her body into a piece of sensual art.

"it's just my instinct to want to stare at a beautiful women" he thought.

Soon he would realise how he really felt...
First though, he had to realise that he had not seen kagome for five days. This was odd because he was used to seeing her smiling face everyday and cheering him up when he was depressed every once in a while. Now he was depressed because he was getting frustrated as to the hunt for the jewel shards, but Kagome was no where to be seen. This depressed him more. InuYasha decided he wanted to go to her but didn't want to make a seen so he didn't tell sango and Miroku where he was going. He snuck off into the night and into the well.