Act four: Good night my love. The next day.
*HPOV* (As the date comes to an end.)
We made good timing I played with her long hair as I held on tightly to the rabbit and her. It was a good then the rabbit was there for it was blocking any thoughts of lust I had. I wanted to kiss her again but the rabbit was in the way. For a few seconds I almost wanted to toss the rabbit off but that wouldn't be a nice thing to do. Was this what love made you feel like? I was going though dozen of emotions all at once and it was driving me crazy. We reached her house somehow I got Pegasus to fit in that small room half way so I could slide her off him and onto her bed. The clock read 3'o clock so the park closed at two I guessed. Had it taken a whole hour just to get to her house? I had used a lot of power and Pegasus was tired too I believe. She placed the rabbit with her other stuffed animals and put her half of the pictures in her book with the white horse on it. She told me to close my eyes for four seconds. I did as she asked and then like magic, she was back in her nightgown.
She told me she had borrowed Serena's transformation pen to make the dress. I laughed for I thought it was real. I placed her in her bed and tucked her in bed. As I was knelt, she pulled me into another kiss this one was longer than the other one. She pulled my hair gentle as she told me to come back soon. I told her that I would but I still wouldn't show up in her dreams that part I couldn't help but follow the rules. She smiled and said it was okay because she would always dream about me. This made my heart pound and fill it with delight again. I pulled out the small blue box and opened it. Rini sat up as she looked at it with tears filling her eyes again. I explained where and why I had got it as I placed it around her neck. For some reason I just knew how and where it went. I gentle pulled it around so it was facing the front and look into her eyes again. She had the most beautiful eyes in the world to me they were red like a glistening rose. We kissed again even longer than the last two as I wipe her tears away. I told her I must go for the night but we be back soon. Good night, My Small Lady I said with another light kiss. I said those words as if this was all a dream.
*RPOV*
He jumped onto Pegasus and flew off. I felt warm and happy. I was sleepy but I didn't want to go to sleep anymore. I looked at our pictures, the white rabbit, and my necklace. I started crying all over again. I had to put back Serena's transformation pen and bring Diana back in here. That is if I stopped crying I knew this had all been real, really real from the moment we held hands to our last kiss. I can't believe I'm in love and with Helios; it was a dream come true. From watching shooting stars, racing horses, to kissing. I finally have someone to love and loves me back, just like Serena and Darien. I have a boyfriend now who loves me dearly. I kept saying it like it was too good to be true. I couldn't believe it. I knew I should brush my teeth before I got even more cavities but I didn't want to wash our kisses away. Should I tell the girls? I kept asking myself. Mama and papa had tried to keep their love a secret for as long as possible because it was a forbidden love, just like Helios and I so I better not saying anything. Yet how would explain the rabbit, the necklace and the pictures if anyone ever with into my diary?
Finally, I allowed myself to get out of bed even though I really didn't want too cause it was the first time Helios tuck me in and it felt special. I went down to Serena's room and place her pen back in her drawer and took Diana back in my shirt. I went quickly back into my room still not sure on what I should do with the giant rabbit and the necklace. I couldn't hide the rabbit and there was no way I was going to take this necklace off my neck. I wasn't sure if I was going to even wash my neck anymore. I curled up in bed again thinking about how Diana's fur could never feel like Helios hair. The thought about how was I going to put all this in my diary and how warm Helios' kisses were rocked me to sleep. I let out a yawn and close my eyes.
*Next morning*
*RPOV*
Today is June 29, 199X
Dear diary, Boy have I have a lot to tell you! I just had my first real date and it lasted all night long! Guess who I was with bet you can't guess who? Helios! I almost want to scream but I would wake the house up since it only six in the morning. I'm surprise that I woke up so early since I was out till three in the morning. I went back to Elysion (That's where Helios is form.) and it was one of the most magical places I ever been too. I put the flower Helios let me have inside one you your pages so I can keep it forever. I don't have enough words to describe all the things we did there, but we rode horses together and watched shooting stars and I got to pet a whole bunch of animals in the forest! Plus I was surrounded by butterflies and one landed on my nose! I know tomorrow is my birthday but I don't really think it's a big deal anymore. Darien is going to take us shopping today too but I already got everything I wanted. I don't think I want to go shopping actually. Helios got me a giant rabbit that's all white and a necklace that had horses and stars all around it and he got it at Dreamland!
We went on just a few rides like the Ferris wheel to the love swans. I think I loved the love swans the best since that when he kissed me I hoped my breath didn't smell like pizza, but I guess he didn't mind since he kept kissing me. We kept playing in each other hair too. He's hair is soft and silky just like mines even though he is a guardian he has major body. Almost like Darien. I wonder if he was noticing me. Blush I think I saying to um devolve into a teenage girl like Serena. He gave me a piggyback ride and everything. Everyone keep saying we made a cute couple and I agreed. We eat pizza, pudding, milkshakes, and a salads for dinner then we went on death dropped. I can't believe we didn't throw up. Wow I sleepy again I better stop now I have too much to say and too much too do. -End-
*HPOV*
I awoke near Pegasus it is clear that I passed out as soon as I enter the gates of Elysion. All my thoughts are of Rini, now I really can't get her off my mind. I showed Pegasus the pictures he only snorted. I guess he is mad that I forgot about him and didn't bring him anything back. I can't believe I did, what I have done, and moreover plan to do it again and again. I'm in love I kept telling Pegasus who only neighed at me. We rode back up to my post where I left Tiger's eyes and the others. They were still going strong much to my surprise yes this could work out. I could keep seeing Rini forget all the trouble that this could lead too. All fair in love and war as they say. So, wasn't this fair? I still would do my duty just not all the time. That was enough wasn't it? The three them tease me about last night shamelessly I ignored them telling them very little. I dared not telling them that I had bought her here first.
I knew she was still sleeping as I peeked in the dream pool. I spotted her dream in an instant. The others laugh at me calling me more lovesick than ever but they would be happy to take my place when the time came. I asked them what did they mean by that. They said when we get married. Marriage? Oh, my, I hadn't even thought about it but Rini was young and so was I for the most part. Though that open up many more questions that I rather they had kept left in the dark. Could I leave my duty and be with her forever or could she be with me? I laughed it off and told them to go to sleep and dream now that they have their own dream mirrors, they smiled they loved sleeping now that they did indeed have their own dream mirrors. They walked off taunting and teasing me. That when I took out our pictures again. When I was sure everyone was gone and Pegasus was asleep, again I kiss her picture. I miss you already I whisper too it.
To spend the rest of my life with my young beautiful princess was my sweetest dream now. Yes, I would cross-worlds over and over again just to be with her. Just to hold her hand, keep her warm, and kiss her. Just so she can kiss me back, say things to make me laugh, and tell me she loves me. I will protect her from anything from her dreams to her heart. Even though I can't always be with her every second of the day I will be watching over her as much as possible because I love her and only her. She is the lady in my life and the lady I love, Small Lady Serenity.
*RPOV* (Going Shopping.)
Serena and Diana woke me up. How long have I been sleeping I wanted to know but didn't want to ask. She said that Darien would be here soon and I should get ready. She was dressed in a short pink dress and matching shoes. I slowly got out of bed getting my clothes ready. That when she asked about the rabbit. Think fast I thought to myself I told her that I gotten the rabbit a while ago from a friends and to mind her business and that she better not touch it. I knew it was mean but Serena was just so nosy sometimes. I hoped she hadn't seen the necklace. I went down to take a shower and dress. I made up a song about Helios and I. I put kissed faces on the mirror then quickly erase them. I stand in the mirror with my wet hair for a long time just staring at my reflection. I am changing into a gown up I said to myself. I touched my lips and smiled. I put on my favorite outfit the one that looks almost like my school uniform only way cuter. Darien honking his car and Serena yelling for me to come out already. Diana wanted to come too but Luna steps on her tail and tells her to stay.
I get in Darien car he wearing his green shirt and blue jeans. I like this outfit out of all his outfits. He wearing his sunglasses too. I wonder how Helios would look in sunglasses. Then it hits me we will probably never get to go out in the daytime only at night. Darien asks me why am I so quiet. I tell him I'm just happy that tomorrow is my birthday he smiles and that I really growing up. I'm thinking how much I miss Helios smile and try to picture it. Serena and Darien are holding hands while Darien drives. I wish I could hold Helios hands. I fight back the tears. Why I can't I be with Helios all the time? Why can't I spend my birthday with everyone even Helios? I want to go to Elysion for my birthday and ride Star Dreamer again. Somehow, I think Helios allowed us to win. I start to pull on my hair twirling it around and around like when Helios and I were playing with each other hair. I wanted to play with his hair now. Everything reminds me of him. Now I feel sad but I'm happy that I have a boyfriend but then I mad cause this is a forbidden love. How could love be forbidden and why were there rules against us? Why was I having all these mood swings? Darien parks the car and we get out we are at the mall again. I don't think Serena told Darien we were just here yesterday. I almost felt like telling him but I too sad to care. I hold Darien's hand wishing I was holding Helios hands. Serena going crazy again looking at all the necklaces and diamonds. Why does Serena always causes such scenes? Everyone looking our way as Darien shakes his head saying he doesn't have the money for it right now.
I know that's a lie. Darien always have money except when he has to pay taxes and rent. That only once a year that he has to pay taxes and one every other month that rent is due. Darien asks me if I want anything I tell him I still thinking. Yeah thinking about Helios. He touches my necklace and ask who got it for me. I just say I found it when I was walking. I knew the friend thing wouldn't work cause no of my classmates had this kind of money. Darien says that's nice and hugs me close to him as he lets out a sigh and says let's pry Serena off the mannequins before the security guards do. I jump on Darien back almost crying cause even this now reminds me of Helios. Serena whines about being a princess and how a princess should get diamonds and gold rings the day before their birthday. She starts crying and Darien threatens to take her home if she doesn't behave. She gives him puppy dog's eyes and he spots a hot dog place and ask her if she want one. Serena buys five and pigs out as if the world is going to come to an end. I have a small milkshake and some chilly fries. Darien tells Serena to slow down or she'll choke. He pats my hand and ask me if I miss being with my parents again. I nod because I am just beginning too miss them. I also miss Pluto too. I would go to her with problems like this cause I know that she wouldn't tell the whole world, but Pluto stopped time and was gone now.
We walk around some more. Darien buys me some dolls, crayons, a paint set, a coloring book, and some bubble bath. He buys Serena some outfits, some shoes and a small gold ring. We leave while Darien carrying all of Serena bags. I carry my own bags as we walk out the sliding doors. Darien has a hard time at first putting everything in the trunk but gets it all in. Serena tells him he's the love of her life and a lot of other mushy things. I hope I don't end up like that with Helios. Darien blushes and starts the car. I get out the car when we arrive at the house and Darien gives me my bags. I want to take a bath with my new bubble bath without Serena. Serena smiles and tells me to go on ahead when I tell her this. I know there about to start kissing and stuff. It's the afternoon now I run my bathwater Diana ask if we bought anything back for her. I tell her no she gets sad but runs off cause Artemis is here now.
I jump in the tub I hear Serena giggling. The giggle in which she been kissing Darien a lot well actually making out. I start crying. I want to make out with Helios now. I enjoy kissing him very much. I wonder when I will see him again but then I remember all I really have to is go to sleep and he'll be there. I soak away my trouble and think back to our date. I laugh and cry some more then I start singing again. I get out and dry off. I walk out with just a towel on since I forgot to bring myself some clothes. I go into my room and just lay down. I don't want to write in my diary. I don't want to do anything but be with Helios and then go home to the future. Could I tell mama and papa about this? No of course, not they would say I am too young for all this and lecture me about being a lady. There isn't anyone I could talk to about this. I cry some more then get dress in a new nightgown. I hug my rabbit and play with my necklace. I bring my rabbit with me and go to sleep.
"You driven me crazy Helios but I love you all the more for it," I whisper to the rabbit imaging it to be Helios kissing it. I feel like a woman now more than ever. I am in love in a forbidden love at that and I love myself for it. I close my eyes and rest. Thinking only of the one, I love my boyfriend Helios.
*~*~*~*Author's note: Sniff and that a wrap. I don't how many times I almost cried when I went over this. I'm glad I didn't delete it after all. Summer school isn't as easy as I thought it would be since I taking class at a JR College. I needed the floppy for some new assignments. Now I not going to use it cause I have a lot of stories about sailor moon on this floppy of mines. Some of them are just plain stupid though. Sadly, I don't have a sequel to this but now I think I will make one. *~*~*~*~*
*HPOV* (As the date comes to an end.)
We made good timing I played with her long hair as I held on tightly to the rabbit and her. It was a good then the rabbit was there for it was blocking any thoughts of lust I had. I wanted to kiss her again but the rabbit was in the way. For a few seconds I almost wanted to toss the rabbit off but that wouldn't be a nice thing to do. Was this what love made you feel like? I was going though dozen of emotions all at once and it was driving me crazy. We reached her house somehow I got Pegasus to fit in that small room half way so I could slide her off him and onto her bed. The clock read 3'o clock so the park closed at two I guessed. Had it taken a whole hour just to get to her house? I had used a lot of power and Pegasus was tired too I believe. She placed the rabbit with her other stuffed animals and put her half of the pictures in her book with the white horse on it. She told me to close my eyes for four seconds. I did as she asked and then like magic, she was back in her nightgown.
She told me she had borrowed Serena's transformation pen to make the dress. I laughed for I thought it was real. I placed her in her bed and tucked her in bed. As I was knelt, she pulled me into another kiss this one was longer than the other one. She pulled my hair gentle as she told me to come back soon. I told her that I would but I still wouldn't show up in her dreams that part I couldn't help but follow the rules. She smiled and said it was okay because she would always dream about me. This made my heart pound and fill it with delight again. I pulled out the small blue box and opened it. Rini sat up as she looked at it with tears filling her eyes again. I explained where and why I had got it as I placed it around her neck. For some reason I just knew how and where it went. I gentle pulled it around so it was facing the front and look into her eyes again. She had the most beautiful eyes in the world to me they were red like a glistening rose. We kissed again even longer than the last two as I wipe her tears away. I told her I must go for the night but we be back soon. Good night, My Small Lady I said with another light kiss. I said those words as if this was all a dream.
*RPOV*
He jumped onto Pegasus and flew off. I felt warm and happy. I was sleepy but I didn't want to go to sleep anymore. I looked at our pictures, the white rabbit, and my necklace. I started crying all over again. I had to put back Serena's transformation pen and bring Diana back in here. That is if I stopped crying I knew this had all been real, really real from the moment we held hands to our last kiss. I can't believe I'm in love and with Helios; it was a dream come true. From watching shooting stars, racing horses, to kissing. I finally have someone to love and loves me back, just like Serena and Darien. I have a boyfriend now who loves me dearly. I kept saying it like it was too good to be true. I couldn't believe it. I knew I should brush my teeth before I got even more cavities but I didn't want to wash our kisses away. Should I tell the girls? I kept asking myself. Mama and papa had tried to keep their love a secret for as long as possible because it was a forbidden love, just like Helios and I so I better not saying anything. Yet how would explain the rabbit, the necklace and the pictures if anyone ever with into my diary?
Finally, I allowed myself to get out of bed even though I really didn't want too cause it was the first time Helios tuck me in and it felt special. I went down to Serena's room and place her pen back in her drawer and took Diana back in my shirt. I went quickly back into my room still not sure on what I should do with the giant rabbit and the necklace. I couldn't hide the rabbit and there was no way I was going to take this necklace off my neck. I wasn't sure if I was going to even wash my neck anymore. I curled up in bed again thinking about how Diana's fur could never feel like Helios hair. The thought about how was I going to put all this in my diary and how warm Helios' kisses were rocked me to sleep. I let out a yawn and close my eyes.
*Next morning*
*RPOV*
Today is June 29, 199X
Dear diary, Boy have I have a lot to tell you! I just had my first real date and it lasted all night long! Guess who I was with bet you can't guess who? Helios! I almost want to scream but I would wake the house up since it only six in the morning. I'm surprise that I woke up so early since I was out till three in the morning. I went back to Elysion (That's where Helios is form.) and it was one of the most magical places I ever been too. I put the flower Helios let me have inside one you your pages so I can keep it forever. I don't have enough words to describe all the things we did there, but we rode horses together and watched shooting stars and I got to pet a whole bunch of animals in the forest! Plus I was surrounded by butterflies and one landed on my nose! I know tomorrow is my birthday but I don't really think it's a big deal anymore. Darien is going to take us shopping today too but I already got everything I wanted. I don't think I want to go shopping actually. Helios got me a giant rabbit that's all white and a necklace that had horses and stars all around it and he got it at Dreamland!
We went on just a few rides like the Ferris wheel to the love swans. I think I loved the love swans the best since that when he kissed me I hoped my breath didn't smell like pizza, but I guess he didn't mind since he kept kissing me. We kept playing in each other hair too. He's hair is soft and silky just like mines even though he is a guardian he has major body. Almost like Darien. I wonder if he was noticing me. Blush I think I saying to um devolve into a teenage girl like Serena. He gave me a piggyback ride and everything. Everyone keep saying we made a cute couple and I agreed. We eat pizza, pudding, milkshakes, and a salads for dinner then we went on death dropped. I can't believe we didn't throw up. Wow I sleepy again I better stop now I have too much to say and too much too do. -End-
*HPOV*
I awoke near Pegasus it is clear that I passed out as soon as I enter the gates of Elysion. All my thoughts are of Rini, now I really can't get her off my mind. I showed Pegasus the pictures he only snorted. I guess he is mad that I forgot about him and didn't bring him anything back. I can't believe I did, what I have done, and moreover plan to do it again and again. I'm in love I kept telling Pegasus who only neighed at me. We rode back up to my post where I left Tiger's eyes and the others. They were still going strong much to my surprise yes this could work out. I could keep seeing Rini forget all the trouble that this could lead too. All fair in love and war as they say. So, wasn't this fair? I still would do my duty just not all the time. That was enough wasn't it? The three them tease me about last night shamelessly I ignored them telling them very little. I dared not telling them that I had bought her here first.
I knew she was still sleeping as I peeked in the dream pool. I spotted her dream in an instant. The others laugh at me calling me more lovesick than ever but they would be happy to take my place when the time came. I asked them what did they mean by that. They said when we get married. Marriage? Oh, my, I hadn't even thought about it but Rini was young and so was I for the most part. Though that open up many more questions that I rather they had kept left in the dark. Could I leave my duty and be with her forever or could she be with me? I laughed it off and told them to go to sleep and dream now that they have their own dream mirrors, they smiled they loved sleeping now that they did indeed have their own dream mirrors. They walked off taunting and teasing me. That when I took out our pictures again. When I was sure everyone was gone and Pegasus was asleep, again I kiss her picture. I miss you already I whisper too it.
To spend the rest of my life with my young beautiful princess was my sweetest dream now. Yes, I would cross-worlds over and over again just to be with her. Just to hold her hand, keep her warm, and kiss her. Just so she can kiss me back, say things to make me laugh, and tell me she loves me. I will protect her from anything from her dreams to her heart. Even though I can't always be with her every second of the day I will be watching over her as much as possible because I love her and only her. She is the lady in my life and the lady I love, Small Lady Serenity.
*RPOV* (Going Shopping.)
Serena and Diana woke me up. How long have I been sleeping I wanted to know but didn't want to ask. She said that Darien would be here soon and I should get ready. She was dressed in a short pink dress and matching shoes. I slowly got out of bed getting my clothes ready. That when she asked about the rabbit. Think fast I thought to myself I told her that I gotten the rabbit a while ago from a friends and to mind her business and that she better not touch it. I knew it was mean but Serena was just so nosy sometimes. I hoped she hadn't seen the necklace. I went down to take a shower and dress. I made up a song about Helios and I. I put kissed faces on the mirror then quickly erase them. I stand in the mirror with my wet hair for a long time just staring at my reflection. I am changing into a gown up I said to myself. I touched my lips and smiled. I put on my favorite outfit the one that looks almost like my school uniform only way cuter. Darien honking his car and Serena yelling for me to come out already. Diana wanted to come too but Luna steps on her tail and tells her to stay.
I get in Darien car he wearing his green shirt and blue jeans. I like this outfit out of all his outfits. He wearing his sunglasses too. I wonder how Helios would look in sunglasses. Then it hits me we will probably never get to go out in the daytime only at night. Darien asks me why am I so quiet. I tell him I'm just happy that tomorrow is my birthday he smiles and that I really growing up. I'm thinking how much I miss Helios smile and try to picture it. Serena and Darien are holding hands while Darien drives. I wish I could hold Helios hands. I fight back the tears. Why I can't I be with Helios all the time? Why can't I spend my birthday with everyone even Helios? I want to go to Elysion for my birthday and ride Star Dreamer again. Somehow, I think Helios allowed us to win. I start to pull on my hair twirling it around and around like when Helios and I were playing with each other hair. I wanted to play with his hair now. Everything reminds me of him. Now I feel sad but I'm happy that I have a boyfriend but then I mad cause this is a forbidden love. How could love be forbidden and why were there rules against us? Why was I having all these mood swings? Darien parks the car and we get out we are at the mall again. I don't think Serena told Darien we were just here yesterday. I almost felt like telling him but I too sad to care. I hold Darien's hand wishing I was holding Helios hands. Serena going crazy again looking at all the necklaces and diamonds. Why does Serena always causes such scenes? Everyone looking our way as Darien shakes his head saying he doesn't have the money for it right now.
I know that's a lie. Darien always have money except when he has to pay taxes and rent. That only once a year that he has to pay taxes and one every other month that rent is due. Darien asks me if I want anything I tell him I still thinking. Yeah thinking about Helios. He touches my necklace and ask who got it for me. I just say I found it when I was walking. I knew the friend thing wouldn't work cause no of my classmates had this kind of money. Darien says that's nice and hugs me close to him as he lets out a sigh and says let's pry Serena off the mannequins before the security guards do. I jump on Darien back almost crying cause even this now reminds me of Helios. Serena whines about being a princess and how a princess should get diamonds and gold rings the day before their birthday. She starts crying and Darien threatens to take her home if she doesn't behave. She gives him puppy dog's eyes and he spots a hot dog place and ask her if she want one. Serena buys five and pigs out as if the world is going to come to an end. I have a small milkshake and some chilly fries. Darien tells Serena to slow down or she'll choke. He pats my hand and ask me if I miss being with my parents again. I nod because I am just beginning too miss them. I also miss Pluto too. I would go to her with problems like this cause I know that she wouldn't tell the whole world, but Pluto stopped time and was gone now.
We walk around some more. Darien buys me some dolls, crayons, a paint set, a coloring book, and some bubble bath. He buys Serena some outfits, some shoes and a small gold ring. We leave while Darien carrying all of Serena bags. I carry my own bags as we walk out the sliding doors. Darien has a hard time at first putting everything in the trunk but gets it all in. Serena tells him he's the love of her life and a lot of other mushy things. I hope I don't end up like that with Helios. Darien blushes and starts the car. I get out the car when we arrive at the house and Darien gives me my bags. I want to take a bath with my new bubble bath without Serena. Serena smiles and tells me to go on ahead when I tell her this. I know there about to start kissing and stuff. It's the afternoon now I run my bathwater Diana ask if we bought anything back for her. I tell her no she gets sad but runs off cause Artemis is here now.
I jump in the tub I hear Serena giggling. The giggle in which she been kissing Darien a lot well actually making out. I start crying. I want to make out with Helios now. I enjoy kissing him very much. I wonder when I will see him again but then I remember all I really have to is go to sleep and he'll be there. I soak away my trouble and think back to our date. I laugh and cry some more then I start singing again. I get out and dry off. I walk out with just a towel on since I forgot to bring myself some clothes. I go into my room and just lay down. I don't want to write in my diary. I don't want to do anything but be with Helios and then go home to the future. Could I tell mama and papa about this? No of course, not they would say I am too young for all this and lecture me about being a lady. There isn't anyone I could talk to about this. I cry some more then get dress in a new nightgown. I hug my rabbit and play with my necklace. I bring my rabbit with me and go to sleep.
"You driven me crazy Helios but I love you all the more for it," I whisper to the rabbit imaging it to be Helios kissing it. I feel like a woman now more than ever. I am in love in a forbidden love at that and I love myself for it. I close my eyes and rest. Thinking only of the one, I love my boyfriend Helios.
*~*~*~*Author's note: Sniff and that a wrap. I don't how many times I almost cried when I went over this. I'm glad I didn't delete it after all. Summer school isn't as easy as I thought it would be since I taking class at a JR College. I needed the floppy for some new assignments. Now I not going to use it cause I have a lot of stories about sailor moon on this floppy of mines. Some of them are just plain stupid though. Sadly, I don't have a sequel to this but now I think I will make one. *~*~*~*~*
