CastingSoulEyes
June 17, 2003
Hidden Love
~ Chapter 1 ~
"The time of innocence is gone, the idea of being loved lost like a ship in the fog. No more shall I see rainbows, or chase dreams. No it all ends soon. Soon I shall be no more than another face in the crowd of many. Nameless, unnoticed and worse of all forgotten. Soon it well all change for me and yet at the same time it well all remains the same. I am unnoticed, unknown and no one truly knows me so there fore I am forgotten easily. After all how can someone not known be forgotten? Its simple, I barely exists. I am over powered by shadows that loom over me. Shadows with eyes of blue such blue all of them blue, all of their hair red, red like mine. How I want to crawl into my skin and vanish forever, after all I am no one to anyone. I live in his shadows, while he lives in my dreams. I want him and I've long for him. Sometimes, I hurt so badly just to be held by him just once. Soon I will be on the train home for the summer. He is coming home with us. I will be once again hidden in corners outside and everywhere. I need to be out of his sight. He cannot see me, not that he ever notices me. I don't exists to him, no matter how hard I wish for him to. He saved me once, I remember waking up to him looking down at me. He was hurt and he was dying. I felt such pain in my chest, my heart clenched as he fell over practically poisoned to death... Oh how I was completely scared that day, but he lived and he rescued me. How I wanted to wrap my arms around him and scream at him for endangering himself over someone as forgettable as me. That was four years ago, yet I still remember it. Well I guess I should sleep. So this ends my last entry of my fifth year at Hogwarts. Goodnight!" The youngest Weasley closed the dairy over the years as she shut the dusty semi tattered book closed. Ginny was a young woman now ending her fifth year at Hogwarts. Not knowing she was about to start a very memorable chapter in her life, that very well may change it.
"The time of innocence is gone, the idea of being loved lost like a ship in the fog. No more shall I see rainbows, or chase dreams. No it all ends soon. Soon I shall be no more than another face in the crowd of many. Nameless, unnoticed and worse of all forgotten. Soon it well all change for me and yet at the same time it well all remains the same. I am unnoticed, unknown and no one truly knows me so there fore I am forgotten easily. After all how can someone not known be forgotten? Its simple, I barely exists. I am over powered by shadows that loom over me. Shadows with eyes of blue such blue all of them blue, all of their hair red, red like mine. How I want to crawl into my skin and vanish forever, after all I am no one to anyone. I live in his shadows, while he lives in my dreams. I want him and I've long for him. Sometimes, I hurt so badly just to be held by him just once. Soon I will be on the train home for the summer. He is coming home with us. I will be once again hidden in corners outside and everywhere. I need to be out of his sight. He cannot see me, not that he ever notices me. I don't exists to him, no matter how hard I wish for him to. He saved me once, I remember waking up to him looking down at me. He was hurt and he was dying. I felt such pain in my chest, my heart clenched as he fell over practically poisoned to death... Oh how I was completely scared that day, but he lived and he rescued me. How I wanted to wrap my arms around him and scream at him for endangering himself over someone as forgettable as me. That was four years ago, yet I still remember it. Well I guess I should sleep. So this ends my last entry of my fifth year at Hogwarts. Goodnight!" The youngest Weasley closed the dairy over the years as she shut the dusty semi tattered book closed. Ginny was a young woman now ending her fifth year at Hogwarts. Not knowing she was about to start a very memorable chapter in her life, that very well may change it.
