*A Secret Not To Be Heard*
Hello! ^^ This is my first Inuyasha fic (claps) I'm so happy I had this sitting in my file for quite some time! I really hope you like it! I need at least like 3-5 reviews to continue the story, it would totally make me feel better, it's just about like how Inuyasha and Sesshoumaru grow up as kids I think it could be dark I'm not exactly sure..ENJOY! Plz no flames only constructive criticism!
Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha and all of the characters it holds.I don't even own myself since a bad mishap (sold herself for car horn) BEEP BEEP it was a nice car horn too.
Also one more thing ::.::=actions of something /.../=thoughts "."=talking _=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=
"I will love you always and forever, you know that? Terribly terribly much"
"Mother.." the youkai whispered under his breath of his unconsciousness. He cringed as the wind touched his pale white skin and danced with his white mane. His bangs started to irritate him also, he shut his eyes harder so that he can remain asleep. The wind became more rougher for him to sleep so he gave up. He slit his eyes slowly into the dark twilight. Whole body seemed stiff and numb, it was almost unbearable. The youkai couldn't do nothing but..sit..ha that is a laugh. Him, Sesshoumaru, Lord of the Western Lands, numb? With what he supposed? Fear? Anger? Jealousy? Ahh yes, something a mere normal human could feel. But he can felt much more then that, he surpasses all that is emotion to him. He is no mere human. He is..demon.
"Rrrmmf" Rin struggled to warm up against the cold, hard ground. Her cheek blushed with bright red and whisk shivers can be heard. Sesshoumaru noticed. He did nothing, but stare. Yes, all he did was that. Rin was a very important role in his life. He hadn't noticed till now. She was just a mere human child. It frustrates him how he can't answer on why he saved her. Was it pity? It couldn't, he was too proud to pity anyone. Maybe love or guilt. It was neither of these, especially love. He needs no companion for himself. He learned the hard way how that is. So in other words, Rin.is just Rin. A little girl following him, a little sister.
The wind shifted it's coarse and move a different direction. Dead silence came over the night. Rin stopped struggling and continued to sleep. Sesshoumaru couldn't stop the numbness of his past. He remembered a faint memories of him as a kid. Heh, wasn't those wonderful memories. He smirked as he remembered one. What happened? Ah yes, it was then when father appeared first time and took him from the one he held dear at the time. It wasn't a blur, nor was it anything remembered as yesterday..it was just a mere memory. He closed his eyes and faint images came across his mind.
"I will love you always and forever , you know that? Terribly terribly much."
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The town was dry that day, it was the middle of summer and a drought has brought it presences for almost a month. Temperatures were high that month, as it was declared a heat wave. The streets were bare of activity, yet only workers for the crops had seemed to try to keep the least of the supply up till at least rain comes. Children had stayed in their houses long enough and suffered under the hot suns. It was miserable. Day after day rain will soon appear. The humidity was so bad, your lucky that you don't suffocate under the sun. It was tough for the people at the field. Collecting as much as they can. It was around noon time and the glare of the sun flashed near their eyes. "Arg, man it's awful today" one of the workers snarled. "Well, it could've been worse. What time is it?" he yelled to one of the others "I say around noon, I guess"
He young man nodded "Great, let's take a break, we're nowhere near close to done." He pulled out a cloth and wiped his face. It felt so good after a hard time of work. "Ya comin' Tetsu?" the other man smirked as he dropped his tools "Hell yeah Houjin!" The rest decided they deserved themselves a quick time too. The two guys smiled and practically dragged themselves to the Kairu Restaurant.
The Kairu Restaurant was crowded after the announced break. One of the ladies came up just in time "Hel-oh it's you Houjin and Tetsu. You need no greetings." The lady's face turned serious and almost to the state of anger. " Come this way." The two men ignored the response and were seated at their table. Houjin smirked at the waitress " Service will be here shortly." Houjin nodded "Yeah, how about you stay here for a while, we'll bring company" He smirked, the waitress sees nothing funny "I'll bring water" she walked off with an emotionless face and left.
Tetsu had a heartily laugh "Houjin you fool! Is that the only "good" line you thought of? That's hilarious!" Houjin smirked and bared a hearty smile. His eyes were full of mischief and happiness in his hazel eyes. " Well, I don't see who's talking, I'm surprised that you still know how it feels to be free!" Tetsu smiled ,it's true. He was married. During that exciting ride of freedom and carefree days, his ride stopped. He doesn't care though, he has a lovely wife and a wonderful newborn baby daughter. Nothing could be more better then that "Well I'm surprise you know everything there is to know about marriage huh Mr. Freedom?"
Houjin grinned at his friend how a long way he been with him. It seemed like he was his other half. They've been through together at almost anything. He nodded at his confidant. "Yeah, yeah so maybe your right? But still, doesn't look hard does it?" Tetsu busted out another hearted laugh. It was very ironic that his friend Houjin always thinks he know everything about marriage. He not even married yet too. But it was very odd on how you think that he'd be the FIRST person to get married, sure he was kick backed and is free like a wild horse. Still after you really met him, you just can't get enough..sorta that is.
Another waitress came in with a kind and amicable smile. "Hello! Here is your water. Anything you want to eat?" Tetsu started knowing exactly what he usually gets "I would like a beef pot" Houjin nodded "Likewise" The waitress bowed and walked out "Well she looks suitable huh Houjin?" Houjin took a huge gulp of his water, a hot days work parched his mouth "Huh? Oh the waitress that just served us? Well, she doesn't look like my type of woman" Tetsu raised his eyebrow confused on his "types" of woman "What do you mean by types?" Tetsu to a gulp as well into his cold water. "Well...it's hard to explain. You'll see." Tetsu brushed off the subject and changed to another one "Well anyways, have you heard about that there was a house far off here?"
Houjin squinted his eyebrows thinking really hard on who Tetsu was talking about. "Oh! You mean that little house? I heard the other day from the workers that a woman and a little child lives there" The waitress came this two beef pots for them " Here I hope you enjoy!" She bowed as the two men nodded their heads "Yeah, the other day my wife and I were talking about it. She said that there WAS a woman and child there. She saw two figures while she was visiting the well for a pale for water" Houjin's face turned serious "Hmm, did your wife seen what they looked liked?" Tetsu took a bite out of the Beef pot and thought for a little while "Hmmm, she didn't really see, but she said she could've sworn that the little kid had a tail and could been a youkai. Houjin blinked as if Tetsu's wife was hallucinating from the heat " Youkai?? Wow, has the heat went to everyone's head?" Tetsu shrugged his shoulders and continued eating "I don't know, but still something suspicious about that family. Houjin nodded in agreement as he also joined in eating his lunch.
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"Mmmmmm, what a hot day." a middle aged woman fanned herself near the restaurant as she talked to her friend "Don't you think so?" The other woman quite stout from the other nodded "Why yes. It's been happening all month now and more" She fanned herself with her hand as she sweated "Well we better get back to our homes, I don't think the restaurant will needs us anyways" The thinner woman nodded in response and began to leave, but a suspicious person came in their path. "Excuse me?" The stouter woman raised an eyebrow, she had never met this woman. She studied this mysterious person, her face and head was covered in a cloak and she body also. So really you couldn't tell who it was. "Well, what is it?" The suspicious nodded "Do you know where the well is?"
The stout woman looked at her for a while then noticed that she was getting impatient. "There's two wells around here. The one close to here, that one I recommend it's cleaner and better to drink at. But the other one is in the outer limits of town and it's not as clean but very cold" The mysterious woman nodded "Thank you very much" She went out of the way of the two ladies and disappeared in the crowd. "What an odd person, I wonder who that was?"
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"Where is that blasted well?" The woman raced around the trail finding anything remotely a well. Her patience was again wearing off then out of no where she found it in the end of the trail. She smiled as she raced to it and placed her pale in the cool, soothing water. She grinned as she got enough "Don't worry honey. Mommy going to come home soon" She picked up her slightly heavy pail with a visible smile as she raced to her little house.
"::Cough, Cough:: mmmm. Mother.where are you?" he closed his eyes resting his feverish head on his futon. His vision was blurry and he couldn't think straight, all he can think about were the faces of people. Not as in images of their face, but their true personality. A mask that cannot be seen, but can be made. The white haired youkai turned his head from the ceiling. Excruciated from pain, he tried all his might to sleep, trying to destract himself from his aching body. All his senses were blocked from all the emotions and pain he feels. No one would understand him except for..
Panting and wheezing the woman ran as fast as she could into the house. She was in a nick of time. She rushed through the halls and in the doors into her son's room. The woman frowned as she saw her son was in pain, quickly she grabbed a cloth and soaked it in the water and rinsed it. "Why us..why?" She laid the cool cloth on the young youkai's head. He smiled as his head felt very good. The woman still panting smiled as she found that her son will be ok. She glance at his features to see if anything was wrong.
She glanced at his face and he looked rather paler then usual. Then again he IS sick, being bite by a poisonous monster and all. His eyes were darkened by lack of rest and and was sweating from his forehead. His nose is red from the congestion and wheezes through his mouth. Certainly this is an awful thing to see you child in this condition. She then looked at his near shut eyes and saw he was sad and worried. No wonder the child thought that she looked so depressed. She tried to cover if up with a warm smile and that help a little. The mother grabbed the rag as she rinsed it out to lay apoun his head again. She felt his head and the fever was declining. Her smile became wider as she knew her son would be ok.
"Mother?" The young Youkai asked,opening his eyes wider to see the sight of her mother. The mother accosted closer to her son with curiosty to his question. "Yes dear, what may it be?" The boy's smile appered on his face hoping everything will be ok. "Am I going to die?" Her eyes shot out hear that question. Yes there was a chance for him to die, but very rare. Should she tell him that. She looked at him, seeing his childish eyes full of worry. No child should have that especially a child. They're suppose to be happy and cheerful forever. Unfortunatly, this isn't the case. Not wanting her son to be worried she stroked his hair and smile. "Of course not. In a week or so you'll be just fine."
Her endearing smile made him believe her and he smile back. His mother approach closer and put his head on her lap. His white hair flowed ontop of her lap and simmered in the sunlight. It was still the afternoon. She closed her eyes as she stoked her son's hair,humming along. Everything was so calm and ok during that time. Things have been hard,for both of them. For one thing, the two were both full demons.
Society doesn't take the same level of respect like other when it comes to them. The mother knew, she was smart that she'd probably be hunted down in her sleep if she revealed herself in the village. Instead, she went to the farest house away from the village and that's where they live. It looked very deserted and the house wasn't at all the best house you could find. But it had a roof over its head and that's decent enough. Now and then she goes to the village,just to walk around or find some food and other essentials of living. But that's pretty much it. As for her son... Since he's full youkai. It's hard for him to have friends. The mother wouldn't let her play with the demons either. Afraid he'll be eaten or worse. He never goes to the village EVER...except .
"::Cough Cough:: Owww" The mother snapped from her train of thoughts and looked at her son "What's wrong Sesshoumaru? Are you in pain?" She look in his eyes and saw it was true. He squinted now and then from the shard pains where the poison was struck. Even when the poison is out and the pain will go off on it's own. It's still awful to see someone like that. "Make it go away mother. Please.." She frowned as she knew that if she could then that would've been the first thing she would've done. "Please forgive me. But I have nothing else to help you with Sesshoumaru. I can only comfort." Tears weilded up in her eyes, she can't believe she had to say that. It struck her in the heart. One tiny tear drop rolled on her cheek, but it stopped before it reached to her chin.
Sesshoumaru caught the tear on his finger and licked it. "Mother, you told me never to cry. So now..I'm going to tell you not to cry. Because at first...I didn't know why you said that and got made every time I did,but now I do. It's because you love me and don't want me hurt. So please don't cry" His Mom was so shocked and speechless. It made her so happy that her son ever said that. She was so overwhelmed that she didn't caught herself crying again. "Mother..please stop I can't stand you being sad" She looked down at her son leaned closer for a hug "Dear.these aren't tears of sadness. They're tears of happiness and proud to ever have you in my life" Sesshoumaru was very confused and didn't understand. It sounded kinda dumb. Not to cry but to cry.. That's what it sounds like. He'll never cry.never. _=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=
YAY FIRST CHAPPY DONE!!!! OHOHOHOH ONE MORE THING!!!! Plz tell me if I should make this a plain-out fluffy story and his childhood or make it a Fluffy and Inuyasha childhood story too! ^^ that would make me sooooooooooooooooo happy! But this is my first Inuyasha chappy so only constructive critisism ok?...ok ^^ plz enjoy it and give me review. ..this lil girl needs help.will you help her?
Hello! ^^ This is my first Inuyasha fic (claps) I'm so happy I had this sitting in my file for quite some time! I really hope you like it! I need at least like 3-5 reviews to continue the story, it would totally make me feel better, it's just about like how Inuyasha and Sesshoumaru grow up as kids I think it could be dark I'm not exactly sure..ENJOY! Plz no flames only constructive criticism!
Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha and all of the characters it holds.I don't even own myself since a bad mishap (sold herself for car horn) BEEP BEEP it was a nice car horn too.
Also one more thing ::.::=actions of something /.../=thoughts "."=talking _=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=
"I will love you always and forever, you know that? Terribly terribly much"
"Mother.." the youkai whispered under his breath of his unconsciousness. He cringed as the wind touched his pale white skin and danced with his white mane. His bangs started to irritate him also, he shut his eyes harder so that he can remain asleep. The wind became more rougher for him to sleep so he gave up. He slit his eyes slowly into the dark twilight. Whole body seemed stiff and numb, it was almost unbearable. The youkai couldn't do nothing but..sit..ha that is a laugh. Him, Sesshoumaru, Lord of the Western Lands, numb? With what he supposed? Fear? Anger? Jealousy? Ahh yes, something a mere normal human could feel. But he can felt much more then that, he surpasses all that is emotion to him. He is no mere human. He is..demon.
"Rrrmmf" Rin struggled to warm up against the cold, hard ground. Her cheek blushed with bright red and whisk shivers can be heard. Sesshoumaru noticed. He did nothing, but stare. Yes, all he did was that. Rin was a very important role in his life. He hadn't noticed till now. She was just a mere human child. It frustrates him how he can't answer on why he saved her. Was it pity? It couldn't, he was too proud to pity anyone. Maybe love or guilt. It was neither of these, especially love. He needs no companion for himself. He learned the hard way how that is. So in other words, Rin.is just Rin. A little girl following him, a little sister.
The wind shifted it's coarse and move a different direction. Dead silence came over the night. Rin stopped struggling and continued to sleep. Sesshoumaru couldn't stop the numbness of his past. He remembered a faint memories of him as a kid. Heh, wasn't those wonderful memories. He smirked as he remembered one. What happened? Ah yes, it was then when father appeared first time and took him from the one he held dear at the time. It wasn't a blur, nor was it anything remembered as yesterday..it was just a mere memory. He closed his eyes and faint images came across his mind.
"I will love you always and forever , you know that? Terribly terribly much."
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The town was dry that day, it was the middle of summer and a drought has brought it presences for almost a month. Temperatures were high that month, as it was declared a heat wave. The streets were bare of activity, yet only workers for the crops had seemed to try to keep the least of the supply up till at least rain comes. Children had stayed in their houses long enough and suffered under the hot suns. It was miserable. Day after day rain will soon appear. The humidity was so bad, your lucky that you don't suffocate under the sun. It was tough for the people at the field. Collecting as much as they can. It was around noon time and the glare of the sun flashed near their eyes. "Arg, man it's awful today" one of the workers snarled. "Well, it could've been worse. What time is it?" he yelled to one of the others "I say around noon, I guess"
He young man nodded "Great, let's take a break, we're nowhere near close to done." He pulled out a cloth and wiped his face. It felt so good after a hard time of work. "Ya comin' Tetsu?" the other man smirked as he dropped his tools "Hell yeah Houjin!" The rest decided they deserved themselves a quick time too. The two guys smiled and practically dragged themselves to the Kairu Restaurant.
The Kairu Restaurant was crowded after the announced break. One of the ladies came up just in time "Hel-oh it's you Houjin and Tetsu. You need no greetings." The lady's face turned serious and almost to the state of anger. " Come this way." The two men ignored the response and were seated at their table. Houjin smirked at the waitress " Service will be here shortly." Houjin nodded "Yeah, how about you stay here for a while, we'll bring company" He smirked, the waitress sees nothing funny "I'll bring water" she walked off with an emotionless face and left.
Tetsu had a heartily laugh "Houjin you fool! Is that the only "good" line you thought of? That's hilarious!" Houjin smirked and bared a hearty smile. His eyes were full of mischief and happiness in his hazel eyes. " Well, I don't see who's talking, I'm surprised that you still know how it feels to be free!" Tetsu smiled ,it's true. He was married. During that exciting ride of freedom and carefree days, his ride stopped. He doesn't care though, he has a lovely wife and a wonderful newborn baby daughter. Nothing could be more better then that "Well I'm surprise you know everything there is to know about marriage huh Mr. Freedom?"
Houjin grinned at his friend how a long way he been with him. It seemed like he was his other half. They've been through together at almost anything. He nodded at his confidant. "Yeah, yeah so maybe your right? But still, doesn't look hard does it?" Tetsu busted out another hearted laugh. It was very ironic that his friend Houjin always thinks he know everything about marriage. He not even married yet too. But it was very odd on how you think that he'd be the FIRST person to get married, sure he was kick backed and is free like a wild horse. Still after you really met him, you just can't get enough..sorta that is.
Another waitress came in with a kind and amicable smile. "Hello! Here is your water. Anything you want to eat?" Tetsu started knowing exactly what he usually gets "I would like a beef pot" Houjin nodded "Likewise" The waitress bowed and walked out "Well she looks suitable huh Houjin?" Houjin took a huge gulp of his water, a hot days work parched his mouth "Huh? Oh the waitress that just served us? Well, she doesn't look like my type of woman" Tetsu raised his eyebrow confused on his "types" of woman "What do you mean by types?" Tetsu to a gulp as well into his cold water. "Well...it's hard to explain. You'll see." Tetsu brushed off the subject and changed to another one "Well anyways, have you heard about that there was a house far off here?"
Houjin squinted his eyebrows thinking really hard on who Tetsu was talking about. "Oh! You mean that little house? I heard the other day from the workers that a woman and a little child lives there" The waitress came this two beef pots for them " Here I hope you enjoy!" She bowed as the two men nodded their heads "Yeah, the other day my wife and I were talking about it. She said that there WAS a woman and child there. She saw two figures while she was visiting the well for a pale for water" Houjin's face turned serious "Hmm, did your wife seen what they looked liked?" Tetsu took a bite out of the Beef pot and thought for a little while "Hmmm, she didn't really see, but she said she could've sworn that the little kid had a tail and could been a youkai. Houjin blinked as if Tetsu's wife was hallucinating from the heat " Youkai?? Wow, has the heat went to everyone's head?" Tetsu shrugged his shoulders and continued eating "I don't know, but still something suspicious about that family. Houjin nodded in agreement as he also joined in eating his lunch.
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"Mmmmmm, what a hot day." a middle aged woman fanned herself near the restaurant as she talked to her friend "Don't you think so?" The other woman quite stout from the other nodded "Why yes. It's been happening all month now and more" She fanned herself with her hand as she sweated "Well we better get back to our homes, I don't think the restaurant will needs us anyways" The thinner woman nodded in response and began to leave, but a suspicious person came in their path. "Excuse me?" The stouter woman raised an eyebrow, she had never met this woman. She studied this mysterious person, her face and head was covered in a cloak and she body also. So really you couldn't tell who it was. "Well, what is it?" The suspicious nodded "Do you know where the well is?"
The stout woman looked at her for a while then noticed that she was getting impatient. "There's two wells around here. The one close to here, that one I recommend it's cleaner and better to drink at. But the other one is in the outer limits of town and it's not as clean but very cold" The mysterious woman nodded "Thank you very much" She went out of the way of the two ladies and disappeared in the crowd. "What an odd person, I wonder who that was?"
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"Where is that blasted well?" The woman raced around the trail finding anything remotely a well. Her patience was again wearing off then out of no where she found it in the end of the trail. She smiled as she raced to it and placed her pale in the cool, soothing water. She grinned as she got enough "Don't worry honey. Mommy going to come home soon" She picked up her slightly heavy pail with a visible smile as she raced to her little house.
"::Cough, Cough:: mmmm. Mother.where are you?" he closed his eyes resting his feverish head on his futon. His vision was blurry and he couldn't think straight, all he can think about were the faces of people. Not as in images of their face, but their true personality. A mask that cannot be seen, but can be made. The white haired youkai turned his head from the ceiling. Excruciated from pain, he tried all his might to sleep, trying to destract himself from his aching body. All his senses were blocked from all the emotions and pain he feels. No one would understand him except for..
Panting and wheezing the woman ran as fast as she could into the house. She was in a nick of time. She rushed through the halls and in the doors into her son's room. The woman frowned as she saw her son was in pain, quickly she grabbed a cloth and soaked it in the water and rinsed it. "Why us..why?" She laid the cool cloth on the young youkai's head. He smiled as his head felt very good. The woman still panting smiled as she found that her son will be ok. She glance at his features to see if anything was wrong.
She glanced at his face and he looked rather paler then usual. Then again he IS sick, being bite by a poisonous monster and all. His eyes were darkened by lack of rest and and was sweating from his forehead. His nose is red from the congestion and wheezes through his mouth. Certainly this is an awful thing to see you child in this condition. She then looked at his near shut eyes and saw he was sad and worried. No wonder the child thought that she looked so depressed. She tried to cover if up with a warm smile and that help a little. The mother grabbed the rag as she rinsed it out to lay apoun his head again. She felt his head and the fever was declining. Her smile became wider as she knew her son would be ok.
"Mother?" The young Youkai asked,opening his eyes wider to see the sight of her mother. The mother accosted closer to her son with curiosty to his question. "Yes dear, what may it be?" The boy's smile appered on his face hoping everything will be ok. "Am I going to die?" Her eyes shot out hear that question. Yes there was a chance for him to die, but very rare. Should she tell him that. She looked at him, seeing his childish eyes full of worry. No child should have that especially a child. They're suppose to be happy and cheerful forever. Unfortunatly, this isn't the case. Not wanting her son to be worried she stroked his hair and smile. "Of course not. In a week or so you'll be just fine."
Her endearing smile made him believe her and he smile back. His mother approach closer and put his head on her lap. His white hair flowed ontop of her lap and simmered in the sunlight. It was still the afternoon. She closed her eyes as she stoked her son's hair,humming along. Everything was so calm and ok during that time. Things have been hard,for both of them. For one thing, the two were both full demons.
Society doesn't take the same level of respect like other when it comes to them. The mother knew, she was smart that she'd probably be hunted down in her sleep if she revealed herself in the village. Instead, she went to the farest house away from the village and that's where they live. It looked very deserted and the house wasn't at all the best house you could find. But it had a roof over its head and that's decent enough. Now and then she goes to the village,just to walk around or find some food and other essentials of living. But that's pretty much it. As for her son... Since he's full youkai. It's hard for him to have friends. The mother wouldn't let her play with the demons either. Afraid he'll be eaten or worse. He never goes to the village EVER...except .
"::Cough Cough:: Owww" The mother snapped from her train of thoughts and looked at her son "What's wrong Sesshoumaru? Are you in pain?" She look in his eyes and saw it was true. He squinted now and then from the shard pains where the poison was struck. Even when the poison is out and the pain will go off on it's own. It's still awful to see someone like that. "Make it go away mother. Please.." She frowned as she knew that if she could then that would've been the first thing she would've done. "Please forgive me. But I have nothing else to help you with Sesshoumaru. I can only comfort." Tears weilded up in her eyes, she can't believe she had to say that. It struck her in the heart. One tiny tear drop rolled on her cheek, but it stopped before it reached to her chin.
Sesshoumaru caught the tear on his finger and licked it. "Mother, you told me never to cry. So now..I'm going to tell you not to cry. Because at first...I didn't know why you said that and got made every time I did,but now I do. It's because you love me and don't want me hurt. So please don't cry" His Mom was so shocked and speechless. It made her so happy that her son ever said that. She was so overwhelmed that she didn't caught herself crying again. "Mother..please stop I can't stand you being sad" She looked down at her son leaned closer for a hug "Dear.these aren't tears of sadness. They're tears of happiness and proud to ever have you in my life" Sesshoumaru was very confused and didn't understand. It sounded kinda dumb. Not to cry but to cry.. That's what it sounds like. He'll never cry.never. _=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=_=
YAY FIRST CHAPPY DONE!!!! OHOHOHOH ONE MORE THING!!!! Plz tell me if I should make this a plain-out fluffy story and his childhood or make it a Fluffy and Inuyasha childhood story too! ^^ that would make me sooooooooooooooooo happy! But this is my first Inuyasha chappy so only constructive critisism ok?...ok ^^ plz enjoy it and give me review. ..this lil girl needs help.will you help her?
