*A Secret Not To Be Heard*
(glimmering eyes) Oh thank you for the reviews even when I haven't been updated in a WHILE. Darn you school! (shakes fist) Now that it's almost done (Yay!) I can concentrate more to what you need ^^. Thank you for telling me, but everyone (except for 1) wanted a Sesshoumaru story, but now that I think of it I want and Inuyasha story too! So this is going to be a Sesshoumaru story all by itself while after completing this one or when school is out which will give me more time I'll make an Inuyasha childhood story HAHAHA! I'm so smart I give the needs to all my fans ^^.
I should also tell you that I usually update around once a week (3 if I'm in a REAL GOOD MOOD! Like for instance, New Manga and DVDs ^^) This doesn't count though since I was way busy then I used to be. It's like I have my own life! 0_0 ok enough jibber jabber! On with the story! (sorry!! To many announcements, but please I'm going to make this chapter a first person pov ^_^)
Disclaimer: I, Lumina Glow, Here by clearly state that I do not own Inuyasha, or any anime such. Thank You (bows) ::.::=actions of something /.../=thoughts "."=talking
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Sesshoumaru Point of View~
The next couple of days got better for me, I could actually move my arms and legs (a very hard task I may say) and I had less attacks of pains and fevers. One thing I have noticed was my mother has been leaving the house more then usual, I would try to bring up the subject, but she seemed uncomfortable and always changed the subject. It actually brought her to the point of crying which I didn't understand. It actually happened yesterday though. My mother came home after going somewhere and she made dinner. She came to my room and ate with me and I asked why she always left at this time since I would get bored and lonely. She said she had business to attend to and I ask if father could come home when I'm alone.
That really made her angry and she yelled something like I do not need a father when she's the only one that cares for me and she ran crying while knocking over her soup. I had a cloth and tried to clean the whole mess, but my body was so weak, I fell unconscious. I woke up in the middle of the night and saw that the flood was cleaned and figured that mother had came in. I felt a different sharp pain in my heart and it would not go away for a while. So I thought it was because I made my mother upset. From that day forward I have never mention her leavings and father ever again.
Today, was really boring so far though since when I woke up this morning, mother wasn't there, but she left me breakfast. When I finished eating, I practiced moving my arms and legs so I can get used to them. I would crawl to one the stand on the edges of the room to hold me up to I would slowly walking to on side to the other. I can walk better though, I stood up and touched from one edge of the room to the other then I went back to my futon. I looked at the same ceiling as I did for days and closed my eyes so I can fall asleep again. I wasn't sleepy though and it was hard to me to go back to bed when I just woke up. So I'm just here, looking up the wooden small house.
Nothing is different even when time passes. I am, but a lone adolescent always causing grief for my mother, if I were not to talk, no one would get hurt or even listen for that matter. That is why I have to accept the fact that I am meaningless and worthless to the point of deserving no existence. I softly go to sleep as I continue to relax, but something that I couldn't put my finger on was tickling my ear from it growing volume as it came closer. It was very faint still, so I couldn't put my finger on what it was. One was all sorts of noise some low and some high. Then there was one that was giggling. Giggling? That must mean that.children are here! Well, not to say I am not a child, but I must be far more superior and responsible. I stood up and inhaled before I went into the crucial, painful stage of getting up.
I grabbed my crouches, which I barely use since, I'm too tired after practicing walking and rose up to hear more sounds of adolescent giggling and what not. I peered out of my room to see at first nothing, but the childish sounds. That is until when I was about to retreat in my room trying to tell myself that I've lost my mind. A paper ball bounces towards me and hits my heel. I stare at it for quite some time, yet knowing fully that it takes a long time (and a lot of pain) just to bend over.
I looked at the corner of my eyes to see I little girl with short blue hair and brown eyes with a pink, well if it weren't dirty, brownish kimono with rips on the edges. I looked at her intently as she stares at me quivering her lip and swallowed. I then turned my attention to the paper ball and then to her. I knew what she wanted, but was it worth the pain? I say.no. I kicked the ball towards her instead making it easier for me and her. She wiped her face and snatched the ball with her dirty, smugly hands. She looked at me still as if she had something to say, yet she couldn't say a thing. "Well? What do you want? You got it right?" She was a little surprised of my cold comment as I still had a blank expression to my face. She nodded "Thank you, sir" and with that she left.
I raised my eyebrow /did she just say.sir? Excuse me, but I'm the same age as her! Well, in demon years of course./ Even, with that said, I was still curious. How did she get here? Or find it at the least. There has to be more then one. I know it, I turn to where the little girl went I continued to hear voices. I raised my eyebrow and limped down the hallways and stopped to see near the corner the little girl with this one guy and another girl.
The guy looked a little older then the little girl, but younger then me. They also, must have been related in some why since by facial feature and they had the same hair color, yet his eyes were blue too. He looked mad or upset about something I wasn't sure. I had more attention on the other person. She had red hair and looked around my age, maybe younger. She had green, hazel eyes, and light pale skin tone, like mine. I don't see why I paid any attention to her and was looking again at the little girl who was now crying. I was questioned by this and listen to their conversation. " Yuri! Why did you leave out of our sight? You could've been hurt or lost! Then, what were we suppose to do, Huh? Tell mom, that we went where we shouldn't and lost you just so you can drink in the other well?!" The boy was getting really red by now as the little girl, or should I say Yuri, was getting yelled at. " I'm sorry! I just dropped my ball and I was looking for it. Please don't tell mom!" She held back a sob and closed her eyes. The other girl then had her turn to speak up.
" Cho! I think she had enough, Yuri is only 7, she can't help it! As long as she's ok and found her ball then there's nothing to be mad about. It's not like anyone lives here anyways!" she gave Yuri a little cloth to dry her eyes and stop crying. " Natsuko! Your always taking her side in everything. If you keep spoiling her like that she won't be able to take responsibility. She must learn that her actions causes good and bad things." I'm really getting bored of this fighting, I'm just going to go back and take a rest from this.
I turned around and was heading towards my room, sure enough they would leave soon. "But.. I didn't go on my own! This man helped me and gave me my ball back!" Cho bend down to Yuri's height " A man helped you eh? You know your not suppose to talk to strangers!" /Darn it! I'm not a stranger! You guys are, walking around my house! Also, I am not a man! What's with people saying that and they're around my age!/ "B-b-but I wanted to find the ball so you wouldn't get mad at me and he was nice enough to give back to me."
Cho glared at Yuri with undoubted eyes and grabbed her hand "I want to meet this stranger, but not today, we'll come again tomorrow. As for you, I won't tell mom, but you must promise not to do that! I'll go and get our stuff from the field, Natsuko take her to the village for me please, tell mother that I went to get our stuff." Natsuko smiled nodded, "Okay then" she took Yuri's hand "I'll see you at dinner." Yes! The humans are leaving my house! About time too! Cho nodded his head and ran off to the field. Natsuko waited till he was out of sight and turned to Yuri "Come on Yuri, let's go home." Yuri smiled as they walked out until I seen no sight of them. I smirked now that they were finally gone, now I can rest so I can get better. I must be since I stood so long even with the support of the wall. I limped to my futon since mother said that men to not crawl even in pain, they keep their heads high with pride. I finally made it and started to quickly fall asleep in slumber. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~**~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Natsuko's POV
I followed the dark path of the forest where it leads to our little village and held my hand tightly to Yuri so she won't be lost and out of my sight. Most of the trip was quiet and not because I chose it to, but because I was deep in thought on who this mystery man was, if he was a man. Yuri has this thing of calling people sir and ma'am and their our age. She gets made fun of a lot because of that. I wonder if he's our age? I looked at Yuri and she looks deep in thought too. My curiosity could not wait no longer and I started to break the ice. "What are you thinking about Yuri?" Yuri looked up at me with her big blue ocean eyes and smiled " I can't stop thinking about the man, he looked sad when I was talking to him." I nodded my head "Yeah, about that what happen?" Yuri was silent for a while then told.
"We were at the fields playing and the ball I brought rolled down the hill to the old house. I know Cho would get mad at me so I ran down to get it myself and I followed it and I heard footsteps, at first I thought it was you or Cho so I ran to see and it was the guy. I was scared since he didn't look like he was friendly, but I wanted my ball back and he gave it me. That's then I heard you guys and ran to you." I looked at her for a while and then concentrated on the sunset about to fall completely. "Did he hurt you or anything?" I asked without changing my focus on the road. "No he didn't, he just looked sad and lonely." I started to self a tinge of pity on the man, if he was. No one should feel sad or lonely.
"Tell me Yuri, what did he look like? Was he around our age or was he really a man?" Yuri stopped and thought to a while, she closed her eyes and reopened them. "He was around our age. He looked young, had long white hair, and looked very beautiful like mother." She stopped for a while to think again. /Did she just say he looked beautiful?? I hope she means handsome. "He also had long nails and golden eyes, I can't remember anything else, but I remember him limping so I think he hurted." I pity rate began to grow and also my interest at the same time, maybe it's time to me to see who this guy really is.
We finally reached the village, but I had changed my plans as of now. "Yuri, you know where we live right?" Yuri nodded "Good, then I'm going to.help big brother with carrying our stuff okay?" Yuri looked at me "But didn't big brother tell you to bring me home?" I thought and smiled " No, he said bring you to the village and I think your big enough to go by yourself right? Besides, we brung a lot of stuff and I need to help him okay? Don't talk to strangers Yuri! Remember!" I rushed back into the path as she started walking home by herself. I smiled wider to finally go back and see who this "man" is. I took a short-cut to make sure no one sees me and I can come home before Cho comes, luckily.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~~* I'm so sorry this was short! I'll make a longer one I swear! It's just that I already had ideas for the next chapter. PLEASE REVIEW ^^ I'll love you forever! -Luminaglow
(glimmering eyes) Oh thank you for the reviews even when I haven't been updated in a WHILE. Darn you school! (shakes fist) Now that it's almost done (Yay!) I can concentrate more to what you need ^^. Thank you for telling me, but everyone (except for 1) wanted a Sesshoumaru story, but now that I think of it I want and Inuyasha story too! So this is going to be a Sesshoumaru story all by itself while after completing this one or when school is out which will give me more time I'll make an Inuyasha childhood story HAHAHA! I'm so smart I give the needs to all my fans ^^.
I should also tell you that I usually update around once a week (3 if I'm in a REAL GOOD MOOD! Like for instance, New Manga and DVDs ^^) This doesn't count though since I was way busy then I used to be. It's like I have my own life! 0_0 ok enough jibber jabber! On with the story! (sorry!! To many announcements, but please I'm going to make this chapter a first person pov ^_^)
Disclaimer: I, Lumina Glow, Here by clearly state that I do not own Inuyasha, or any anime such. Thank You (bows) ::.::=actions of something /.../=thoughts "."=talking
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Sesshoumaru Point of View~
The next couple of days got better for me, I could actually move my arms and legs (a very hard task I may say) and I had less attacks of pains and fevers. One thing I have noticed was my mother has been leaving the house more then usual, I would try to bring up the subject, but she seemed uncomfortable and always changed the subject. It actually brought her to the point of crying which I didn't understand. It actually happened yesterday though. My mother came home after going somewhere and she made dinner. She came to my room and ate with me and I asked why she always left at this time since I would get bored and lonely. She said she had business to attend to and I ask if father could come home when I'm alone.
That really made her angry and she yelled something like I do not need a father when she's the only one that cares for me and she ran crying while knocking over her soup. I had a cloth and tried to clean the whole mess, but my body was so weak, I fell unconscious. I woke up in the middle of the night and saw that the flood was cleaned and figured that mother had came in. I felt a different sharp pain in my heart and it would not go away for a while. So I thought it was because I made my mother upset. From that day forward I have never mention her leavings and father ever again.
Today, was really boring so far though since when I woke up this morning, mother wasn't there, but she left me breakfast. When I finished eating, I practiced moving my arms and legs so I can get used to them. I would crawl to one the stand on the edges of the room to hold me up to I would slowly walking to on side to the other. I can walk better though, I stood up and touched from one edge of the room to the other then I went back to my futon. I looked at the same ceiling as I did for days and closed my eyes so I can fall asleep again. I wasn't sleepy though and it was hard to me to go back to bed when I just woke up. So I'm just here, looking up the wooden small house.
Nothing is different even when time passes. I am, but a lone adolescent always causing grief for my mother, if I were not to talk, no one would get hurt or even listen for that matter. That is why I have to accept the fact that I am meaningless and worthless to the point of deserving no existence. I softly go to sleep as I continue to relax, but something that I couldn't put my finger on was tickling my ear from it growing volume as it came closer. It was very faint still, so I couldn't put my finger on what it was. One was all sorts of noise some low and some high. Then there was one that was giggling. Giggling? That must mean that.children are here! Well, not to say I am not a child, but I must be far more superior and responsible. I stood up and inhaled before I went into the crucial, painful stage of getting up.
I grabbed my crouches, which I barely use since, I'm too tired after practicing walking and rose up to hear more sounds of adolescent giggling and what not. I peered out of my room to see at first nothing, but the childish sounds. That is until when I was about to retreat in my room trying to tell myself that I've lost my mind. A paper ball bounces towards me and hits my heel. I stare at it for quite some time, yet knowing fully that it takes a long time (and a lot of pain) just to bend over.
I looked at the corner of my eyes to see I little girl with short blue hair and brown eyes with a pink, well if it weren't dirty, brownish kimono with rips on the edges. I looked at her intently as she stares at me quivering her lip and swallowed. I then turned my attention to the paper ball and then to her. I knew what she wanted, but was it worth the pain? I say.no. I kicked the ball towards her instead making it easier for me and her. She wiped her face and snatched the ball with her dirty, smugly hands. She looked at me still as if she had something to say, yet she couldn't say a thing. "Well? What do you want? You got it right?" She was a little surprised of my cold comment as I still had a blank expression to my face. She nodded "Thank you, sir" and with that she left.
I raised my eyebrow /did she just say.sir? Excuse me, but I'm the same age as her! Well, in demon years of course./ Even, with that said, I was still curious. How did she get here? Or find it at the least. There has to be more then one. I know it, I turn to where the little girl went I continued to hear voices. I raised my eyebrow and limped down the hallways and stopped to see near the corner the little girl with this one guy and another girl.
The guy looked a little older then the little girl, but younger then me. They also, must have been related in some why since by facial feature and they had the same hair color, yet his eyes were blue too. He looked mad or upset about something I wasn't sure. I had more attention on the other person. She had red hair and looked around my age, maybe younger. She had green, hazel eyes, and light pale skin tone, like mine. I don't see why I paid any attention to her and was looking again at the little girl who was now crying. I was questioned by this and listen to their conversation. " Yuri! Why did you leave out of our sight? You could've been hurt or lost! Then, what were we suppose to do, Huh? Tell mom, that we went where we shouldn't and lost you just so you can drink in the other well?!" The boy was getting really red by now as the little girl, or should I say Yuri, was getting yelled at. " I'm sorry! I just dropped my ball and I was looking for it. Please don't tell mom!" She held back a sob and closed her eyes. The other girl then had her turn to speak up.
" Cho! I think she had enough, Yuri is only 7, she can't help it! As long as she's ok and found her ball then there's nothing to be mad about. It's not like anyone lives here anyways!" she gave Yuri a little cloth to dry her eyes and stop crying. " Natsuko! Your always taking her side in everything. If you keep spoiling her like that she won't be able to take responsibility. She must learn that her actions causes good and bad things." I'm really getting bored of this fighting, I'm just going to go back and take a rest from this.
I turned around and was heading towards my room, sure enough they would leave soon. "But.. I didn't go on my own! This man helped me and gave me my ball back!" Cho bend down to Yuri's height " A man helped you eh? You know your not suppose to talk to strangers!" /Darn it! I'm not a stranger! You guys are, walking around my house! Also, I am not a man! What's with people saying that and they're around my age!/ "B-b-but I wanted to find the ball so you wouldn't get mad at me and he was nice enough to give back to me."
Cho glared at Yuri with undoubted eyes and grabbed her hand "I want to meet this stranger, but not today, we'll come again tomorrow. As for you, I won't tell mom, but you must promise not to do that! I'll go and get our stuff from the field, Natsuko take her to the village for me please, tell mother that I went to get our stuff." Natsuko smiled nodded, "Okay then" she took Yuri's hand "I'll see you at dinner." Yes! The humans are leaving my house! About time too! Cho nodded his head and ran off to the field. Natsuko waited till he was out of sight and turned to Yuri "Come on Yuri, let's go home." Yuri smiled as they walked out until I seen no sight of them. I smirked now that they were finally gone, now I can rest so I can get better. I must be since I stood so long even with the support of the wall. I limped to my futon since mother said that men to not crawl even in pain, they keep their heads high with pride. I finally made it and started to quickly fall asleep in slumber. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~**~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Natsuko's POV
I followed the dark path of the forest where it leads to our little village and held my hand tightly to Yuri so she won't be lost and out of my sight. Most of the trip was quiet and not because I chose it to, but because I was deep in thought on who this mystery man was, if he was a man. Yuri has this thing of calling people sir and ma'am and their our age. She gets made fun of a lot because of that. I wonder if he's our age? I looked at Yuri and she looks deep in thought too. My curiosity could not wait no longer and I started to break the ice. "What are you thinking about Yuri?" Yuri looked up at me with her big blue ocean eyes and smiled " I can't stop thinking about the man, he looked sad when I was talking to him." I nodded my head "Yeah, about that what happen?" Yuri was silent for a while then told.
"We were at the fields playing and the ball I brought rolled down the hill to the old house. I know Cho would get mad at me so I ran down to get it myself and I followed it and I heard footsteps, at first I thought it was you or Cho so I ran to see and it was the guy. I was scared since he didn't look like he was friendly, but I wanted my ball back and he gave it me. That's then I heard you guys and ran to you." I looked at her for a while and then concentrated on the sunset about to fall completely. "Did he hurt you or anything?" I asked without changing my focus on the road. "No he didn't, he just looked sad and lonely." I started to self a tinge of pity on the man, if he was. No one should feel sad or lonely.
"Tell me Yuri, what did he look like? Was he around our age or was he really a man?" Yuri stopped and thought to a while, she closed her eyes and reopened them. "He was around our age. He looked young, had long white hair, and looked very beautiful like mother." She stopped for a while to think again. /Did she just say he looked beautiful?? I hope she means handsome. "He also had long nails and golden eyes, I can't remember anything else, but I remember him limping so I think he hurted." I pity rate began to grow and also my interest at the same time, maybe it's time to me to see who this guy really is.
We finally reached the village, but I had changed my plans as of now. "Yuri, you know where we live right?" Yuri nodded "Good, then I'm going to.help big brother with carrying our stuff okay?" Yuri looked at me "But didn't big brother tell you to bring me home?" I thought and smiled " No, he said bring you to the village and I think your big enough to go by yourself right? Besides, we brung a lot of stuff and I need to help him okay? Don't talk to strangers Yuri! Remember!" I rushed back into the path as she started walking home by herself. I smiled wider to finally go back and see who this "man" is. I took a short-cut to make sure no one sees me and I can come home before Cho comes, luckily.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~~* I'm so sorry this was short! I'll make a longer one I swear! It's just that I already had ideas for the next chapter. PLEASE REVIEW ^^ I'll love you forever! -Luminaglow
