My Immortal ~ EVANESCENCE
Author's Note- by popular demand, here's the sequel to 'cry'. There will most likely be more to come....so much more.
**I'm so tired of being here**
Weeks passed by, and turned into months. Heero didn't seem to be the same after Releena had left him so suddenly. His empty expression, only seemed to mirror the emotions that he couldn't seem to express.....however, confusing they may seem.
Heero had moved out of the apartment, that he and Releena once shared....there were too many memories there.
**suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave**
Heero sat outside of Quatre's apartment building, on the stairs. He only brought a suitcase with him, which held all of his belongings.....everything he ever owned. Heero's head hung between his broad shoulders, as the rain pelted his drenched body, and soaked his dark chestnut hair.
**because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone**
Heero had thrown away everything that reminded him of her.....the woman he loved, and still loved. Well everything except the letter and the photograph that she left him, as a symbol of his lack of emotions. Even as Heero sat there, he wondered why, even after all of these years, he couldn't even express the slightest of emotion.....not compassion, fear, sadness.....not even love towards Releena.
**these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase**
A pair of familiar looking running shoes. Heero's head rose slightly, meeting the face of the man whom wore the shoes.....Quatre.
"What are you doing out here?" Quatre demanded. "You'll catch your death of cold out here, in the rain." Heero remained silent, as Quatre handed Heero his umbrella.
"Well, come on," Quatre walked by Heero and unlocked the glass pained door. "There no sense in staying out here."
Heero rose to his feet, and walked into the building, as Quatre turned around to him.
"Why are you here?" he asked.
"I moved out." Heero uttered monotonously.
Quatre blinked. "Why?"
"Too many memories."
Quatre nodded his head slightly. "Alright, come on up."
Quatre led Heero to his apartment, and unlocked the door. He entered, then turned on the lights. The place seemed to be in good working order, though it looked like Duo had been through there recently.
"You'll have to sleep on the couch." Quatre told Heero, as he peeled off his wet jacket. "Hilde kicked Duo out again, and he's in the spare room."
'That explains the mess.' Heero thought, as he walked over to the couch, and plopped on the sofa. He laid down and closed his eyes, as memories of Releena passed through his dreams.
**when you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
and I've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me**
Heero remembered how much he actually loved Releena.....with every fibber of his being; however, he just couldn't express it, without being afraid of screwing things up......nevertheless he managed to screw things up, without lifting a finger. He'd do anything to get her back.....even if it meant having to ask Quatre to help him. But it would be worth it all, if it meant that Releena would come back to him.
**you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now I'm bound by the life you left behind**
He remembered how Releena used to catch him off guard, even if it was up. She was the light of his life....his better half. And he was still bound to her love.....well her to his, away.
**your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me**
A darkness invaded Heero's dreams. As he stood there in the darkness, and ordered for there to be light, he saw a shadowy figure standing in the distance. He attempted to walk towards the figure; however, he could not move.
"Turn on the damn lights!!!" Heero roared.
Seconds pasted, which felt like centuries to Heero. As the time elapsed into the now slowly fading darkness, the figure's face was slowly beginning to lighten.....it was Releena.
Heero's eyes dilated, as he stared at her beautiful face. He gazed into her deep sea blue eyes. He reached out to her, and she moved away.
"No," she whispered harshly.
**these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase**
Heero's eyes dilated, as Releena moved away from him. "But I-"
"No you don't!" Releena spoke sternly. "You can't...."
"Can't what?" Heero demanded.
Releena was silent.
"Can't what?" he ordered.
Still Releena maintained her silence. It was slowly becoming deafening. He had asked her a direct question, why wasn't she answering him.....he wanted to know what he couldn't do.
"Can't what?" Heero demanded in a softer tone, thinking that the tone he had used before, frightened her somehow.
Releena remained silent.
**when you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
and I've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me**
"Releena!!" Heero roared. "Tell me what I can't do!!" he demanded, slightly furious with her silence. Heero moved towards her; however, she only moved away from him.
"You can't...." her voice trailed off.
"CAN'T WHAT? GOD DAMNIT!!!!"
**I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
and though you're still with me
I've been alone all along**
"Heero!" Quatre shook Heero awake.
Heero's eyes opened slightly, staring emptily at Quatre. "What?"
"You were talking in your sleep." Quatre whispered.
"More like yelling in his sleep." Duo corrected with a smirk.
Duo's statement only earned him a sharp glare from Quatre, warning him.
Heero sat up on the couch, bowing his head. His mind only remained on his dream. 'Can't what?' Heero thought to himself. 'What can't I do?'
End
Author's Note- by popular demand, here's the sequel to 'cry'. There will most likely be more to come....so much more.
**I'm so tired of being here**
Weeks passed by, and turned into months. Heero didn't seem to be the same after Releena had left him so suddenly. His empty expression, only seemed to mirror the emotions that he couldn't seem to express.....however, confusing they may seem.
Heero had moved out of the apartment, that he and Releena once shared....there were too many memories there.
**suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave**
Heero sat outside of Quatre's apartment building, on the stairs. He only brought a suitcase with him, which held all of his belongings.....everything he ever owned. Heero's head hung between his broad shoulders, as the rain pelted his drenched body, and soaked his dark chestnut hair.
**because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone**
Heero had thrown away everything that reminded him of her.....the woman he loved, and still loved. Well everything except the letter and the photograph that she left him, as a symbol of his lack of emotions. Even as Heero sat there, he wondered why, even after all of these years, he couldn't even express the slightest of emotion.....not compassion, fear, sadness.....not even love towards Releena.
**these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase**
A pair of familiar looking running shoes. Heero's head rose slightly, meeting the face of the man whom wore the shoes.....Quatre.
"What are you doing out here?" Quatre demanded. "You'll catch your death of cold out here, in the rain." Heero remained silent, as Quatre handed Heero his umbrella.
"Well, come on," Quatre walked by Heero and unlocked the glass pained door. "There no sense in staying out here."
Heero rose to his feet, and walked into the building, as Quatre turned around to him.
"Why are you here?" he asked.
"I moved out." Heero uttered monotonously.
Quatre blinked. "Why?"
"Too many memories."
Quatre nodded his head slightly. "Alright, come on up."
Quatre led Heero to his apartment, and unlocked the door. He entered, then turned on the lights. The place seemed to be in good working order, though it looked like Duo had been through there recently.
"You'll have to sleep on the couch." Quatre told Heero, as he peeled off his wet jacket. "Hilde kicked Duo out again, and he's in the spare room."
'That explains the mess.' Heero thought, as he walked over to the couch, and plopped on the sofa. He laid down and closed his eyes, as memories of Releena passed through his dreams.
**when you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
and I've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me**
Heero remembered how much he actually loved Releena.....with every fibber of his being; however, he just couldn't express it, without being afraid of screwing things up......nevertheless he managed to screw things up, without lifting a finger. He'd do anything to get her back.....even if it meant having to ask Quatre to help him. But it would be worth it all, if it meant that Releena would come back to him.
**you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now I'm bound by the life you left behind**
He remembered how Releena used to catch him off guard, even if it was up. She was the light of his life....his better half. And he was still bound to her love.....well her to his, away.
**your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me**
A darkness invaded Heero's dreams. As he stood there in the darkness, and ordered for there to be light, he saw a shadowy figure standing in the distance. He attempted to walk towards the figure; however, he could not move.
"Turn on the damn lights!!!" Heero roared.
Seconds pasted, which felt like centuries to Heero. As the time elapsed into the now slowly fading darkness, the figure's face was slowly beginning to lighten.....it was Releena.
Heero's eyes dilated, as he stared at her beautiful face. He gazed into her deep sea blue eyes. He reached out to her, and she moved away.
"No," she whispered harshly.
**these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase**
Heero's eyes dilated, as Releena moved away from him. "But I-"
"No you don't!" Releena spoke sternly. "You can't...."
"Can't what?" Heero demanded.
Releena was silent.
"Can't what?" he ordered.
Still Releena maintained her silence. It was slowly becoming deafening. He had asked her a direct question, why wasn't she answering him.....he wanted to know what he couldn't do.
"Can't what?" Heero demanded in a softer tone, thinking that the tone he had used before, frightened her somehow.
Releena remained silent.
**when you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
and I've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me**
"Releena!!" Heero roared. "Tell me what I can't do!!" he demanded, slightly furious with her silence. Heero moved towards her; however, she only moved away from him.
"You can't...." her voice trailed off.
"CAN'T WHAT? GOD DAMNIT!!!!"
**I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
and though you're still with me
I've been alone all along**
"Heero!" Quatre shook Heero awake.
Heero's eyes opened slightly, staring emptily at Quatre. "What?"
"You were talking in your sleep." Quatre whispered.
"More like yelling in his sleep." Duo corrected with a smirk.
Duo's statement only earned him a sharp glare from Quatre, warning him.
Heero sat up on the couch, bowing his head. His mind only remained on his dream. 'Can't what?' Heero thought to himself. 'What can't I do?'
End
