Title-Frozen (Madonna)
Author- Mistress of Darkness (formally known as Sanit/Evil Une)
Author's Note- Third part to 'Cry' (My Immortal being the second part)
*You only see what your eyes want to see How can life be what you want it to be You're frozen When your heart's not open*
Releena sat in the living room of Millardo's apartment, which he shared with Noin. Her head was bowed, and she was still in her blue flanalle pyjamas. Her honey blond hair was loosely tied back; she also wore blue bear claw slippers on her feet.
Though she had broken things off with Heero quite sometime ago, she still loved him....even if it was the best thing for her.
Noin walked into the apartment. She worn a light blue pants suit, with a white silk blouse underneath. She slipped off her cream coloured trench coat and hung it in the front closet. She hung her keys on the key rack, as she turned, she saw Releena on the couch.
"Still upset about leaving Heero; I see." Noin uttered softly as she sat on the couch next to Releena. "You know it was the best thing for you; right?"
Releena nodded, sniffling loudly. "Yes," she looked up at Noin with bloodshot eyes....she had been crying.
Noin put her arm around Releena's shoulders, and hugged her. "Releena you can't be considering taking him back," she let Releena sit up, and handed her the box of Kleenex. "Are you?"
Releena blew her nose, and wiped away her tears. "Perhaps..." she whispered.
Noin gently shook her head. "If you go back to him now, you'll be setting yourself up to be hurt again, by him."
*You're so consumed with how much you get You waste your time with hate and regret You're broken When your heart's not open*
Releena bowed her head, tears welling in her eyes. "But, even if he was cold-hearted and unfeeling-"
"Frozen is more like it." Noin inturpted.
Releena shot Noin a sharp glare. "Whatever," she wiped her eyes again. "He still doesn't deserve to be hurt the way I hurt him."
"It'll bring him back to reality, Releena." Noin got up off the couch. "It'll be a brutal smack by reality." She folded her arms momentarily, then turned towards the kitchen. "Do you want some tea?" she asked Releena.
Releena nodded. "Thanks," she whispered.
*Mmmmmm, if I could melt your heart Mmmmmm, we'd never be apart Mmmmmm, give yourself to me Mmmmmm, you hold the key*
Releena's mind drifted into thought. If only she would've stayed with him....maybe he wouldn't be hurting....or maybe she should've been more open with him. You know, tell Heero about the fact that he's an emotionless bastard....well minus the bastard part.
Though she still loved him, she was still angry with Heero. He still hadn't called her about the break up....maybe the letter was a little more straight forward than she had thought.
*Now there's no point in placing the blame And you should know I suffer the same If I lose you My heart will be broken*
Noin walked back into the living room carrying two cups of hot tea. "Releena?" Noin waved her hand in front of Releena's blue eyes....however, bloodshot they might be.
Releena blinked, shaking her head gently, then looked up at Noin. "Yes?" she asked, taking the cup that was handed to her.
"You okay?" she asked.
Releena nodded. "I'm fine." She insisted, as she sipped the hot tea.
Noin sat beside her. "It didn't appear so." Noin took a short sip from the cup, then looked at Releena. "You know what I mean; don't you?"
Releena nodded, as she sipped her tea.
*Love is a bird, she needs to fly Let all the hurt inside of you die You're frozen When your heart's not open*
Noin smiled softly, as she placed her cup on the hard wood table. "Then you know that if you were to take Heero back, it would be the biggest mistake of your life; right?"
Releena nodded. "But how can I ever stop loving him?" Releena asked.
Noin sighed softly, contemplating the response to Releena's question. She stared into Releena bloodshot blue eyes. Noin shook her head gently. "You don't." she whispered. "You can't force yourself to stop loving him," Noin rose from the couch, and walked over to the window. She stared down at the street. "Believe me I know all too well, what that is like." She turned back to Releena. "You may never stop loving Heero; but, in time you and he will move on with your lives. The love you feel for him will never leave you-"
"But what if I was meant to be with him....like fate?" Releena interrupted.
Noin sighed. "If your love was fated to Heero, then fate will bring both of you back together, and Heero won't make the same mistakes he has." She bowed her head. "On the other hand, if it is not fated, then you'll find someone new, and perhaps love him more than Heero."
*Mmmmmm, if I could melt your heart Mmmmmm, we'd never be apart Mmmmmm, give yourself to me Mmmmmm, you hold the key*
Releena bowed her head. The truth was she didn't want to love anyone else other than Heero....she couldn't.
Noin walked over to Releena, and rested her hand on her shoulder. "I can relate to how you feel for Heero; but you must understand that going back to him would be a grave mistake."
Releena shook her head. "I don't believe that, Noin." Releena whispered. "You feel the same way about my brother, as I do for Heero." She raised her head. "If you were apart from my brother for any amount of time, you'd drive yourself crazy, if you didn't keep yourself busy, like you do."
Noin remained silent....Releena was right.
"You were standing at the window a minute ago, looking down at the street, just to see if my brother's car had arrived at the curb; weren't you?"
Still, Noin did not respond.
Releena bowed her head. "I understand how you feel for my brother, and I feel the same way for Heero." Her head rose to meet Noin's insistent stare. "This separation between Heero, and myself, is tearing me apart." Noin sat beside Releena, still silent....for once she was speechless. What could she say that would change Releena's mind....or that wouldn't make things worse.
*You only see what your eyes want to see How can life be what you want it to be You're frozen When your heart's not open*
Releena bowed her head, as her mind wandered....her mind always wandered to the same cavern in her mind....Heero. Releena closed her eyes, as she tried to fight off her tears. She wanted to forget him; but, Heero was a hard person to forget....even if you wanted to. It was true, Heero left a large imprint in her life, and the truth was, she needed him, and he needed her.
*Mmmmmm, if I could melt your heart Mmmmmm, we'd never be apart Mmmmmm, give yourself to me Mmmmmm, you hold the key*
Releena took in a deep breath, as she raised her head. Her tear welled eyes, stared out the window in front of her. 'Heero,' she thought. 'You're the only one who can fix things.'
END
Author- Mistress of Darkness (formally known as Sanit/Evil Une)
Author's Note- Third part to 'Cry' (My Immortal being the second part)
*You only see what your eyes want to see How can life be what you want it to be You're frozen When your heart's not open*
Releena sat in the living room of Millardo's apartment, which he shared with Noin. Her head was bowed, and she was still in her blue flanalle pyjamas. Her honey blond hair was loosely tied back; she also wore blue bear claw slippers on her feet.
Though she had broken things off with Heero quite sometime ago, she still loved him....even if it was the best thing for her.
Noin walked into the apartment. She worn a light blue pants suit, with a white silk blouse underneath. She slipped off her cream coloured trench coat and hung it in the front closet. She hung her keys on the key rack, as she turned, she saw Releena on the couch.
"Still upset about leaving Heero; I see." Noin uttered softly as she sat on the couch next to Releena. "You know it was the best thing for you; right?"
Releena nodded, sniffling loudly. "Yes," she looked up at Noin with bloodshot eyes....she had been crying.
Noin put her arm around Releena's shoulders, and hugged her. "Releena you can't be considering taking him back," she let Releena sit up, and handed her the box of Kleenex. "Are you?"
Releena blew her nose, and wiped away her tears. "Perhaps..." she whispered.
Noin gently shook her head. "If you go back to him now, you'll be setting yourself up to be hurt again, by him."
*You're so consumed with how much you get You waste your time with hate and regret You're broken When your heart's not open*
Releena bowed her head, tears welling in her eyes. "But, even if he was cold-hearted and unfeeling-"
"Frozen is more like it." Noin inturpted.
Releena shot Noin a sharp glare. "Whatever," she wiped her eyes again. "He still doesn't deserve to be hurt the way I hurt him."
"It'll bring him back to reality, Releena." Noin got up off the couch. "It'll be a brutal smack by reality." She folded her arms momentarily, then turned towards the kitchen. "Do you want some tea?" she asked Releena.
Releena nodded. "Thanks," she whispered.
*Mmmmmm, if I could melt your heart Mmmmmm, we'd never be apart Mmmmmm, give yourself to me Mmmmmm, you hold the key*
Releena's mind drifted into thought. If only she would've stayed with him....maybe he wouldn't be hurting....or maybe she should've been more open with him. You know, tell Heero about the fact that he's an emotionless bastard....well minus the bastard part.
Though she still loved him, she was still angry with Heero. He still hadn't called her about the break up....maybe the letter was a little more straight forward than she had thought.
*Now there's no point in placing the blame And you should know I suffer the same If I lose you My heart will be broken*
Noin walked back into the living room carrying two cups of hot tea. "Releena?" Noin waved her hand in front of Releena's blue eyes....however, bloodshot they might be.
Releena blinked, shaking her head gently, then looked up at Noin. "Yes?" she asked, taking the cup that was handed to her.
"You okay?" she asked.
Releena nodded. "I'm fine." She insisted, as she sipped the hot tea.
Noin sat beside her. "It didn't appear so." Noin took a short sip from the cup, then looked at Releena. "You know what I mean; don't you?"
Releena nodded, as she sipped her tea.
*Love is a bird, she needs to fly Let all the hurt inside of you die You're frozen When your heart's not open*
Noin smiled softly, as she placed her cup on the hard wood table. "Then you know that if you were to take Heero back, it would be the biggest mistake of your life; right?"
Releena nodded. "But how can I ever stop loving him?" Releena asked.
Noin sighed softly, contemplating the response to Releena's question. She stared into Releena bloodshot blue eyes. Noin shook her head gently. "You don't." she whispered. "You can't force yourself to stop loving him," Noin rose from the couch, and walked over to the window. She stared down at the street. "Believe me I know all too well, what that is like." She turned back to Releena. "You may never stop loving Heero; but, in time you and he will move on with your lives. The love you feel for him will never leave you-"
"But what if I was meant to be with him....like fate?" Releena interrupted.
Noin sighed. "If your love was fated to Heero, then fate will bring both of you back together, and Heero won't make the same mistakes he has." She bowed her head. "On the other hand, if it is not fated, then you'll find someone new, and perhaps love him more than Heero."
*Mmmmmm, if I could melt your heart Mmmmmm, we'd never be apart Mmmmmm, give yourself to me Mmmmmm, you hold the key*
Releena bowed her head. The truth was she didn't want to love anyone else other than Heero....she couldn't.
Noin walked over to Releena, and rested her hand on her shoulder. "I can relate to how you feel for Heero; but you must understand that going back to him would be a grave mistake."
Releena shook her head. "I don't believe that, Noin." Releena whispered. "You feel the same way about my brother, as I do for Heero." She raised her head. "If you were apart from my brother for any amount of time, you'd drive yourself crazy, if you didn't keep yourself busy, like you do."
Noin remained silent....Releena was right.
"You were standing at the window a minute ago, looking down at the street, just to see if my brother's car had arrived at the curb; weren't you?"
Still, Noin did not respond.
Releena bowed her head. "I understand how you feel for my brother, and I feel the same way for Heero." Her head rose to meet Noin's insistent stare. "This separation between Heero, and myself, is tearing me apart." Noin sat beside Releena, still silent....for once she was speechless. What could she say that would change Releena's mind....or that wouldn't make things worse.
*You only see what your eyes want to see How can life be what you want it to be You're frozen When your heart's not open*
Releena bowed her head, as her mind wandered....her mind always wandered to the same cavern in her mind....Heero. Releena closed her eyes, as she tried to fight off her tears. She wanted to forget him; but, Heero was a hard person to forget....even if you wanted to. It was true, Heero left a large imprint in her life, and the truth was, she needed him, and he needed her.
*Mmmmmm, if I could melt your heart Mmmmmm, we'd never be apart Mmmmmm, give yourself to me Mmmmmm, you hold the key*
Releena took in a deep breath, as she raised her head. Her tear welled eyes, stared out the window in front of her. 'Heero,' she thought. 'You're the only one who can fix things.'
END
