A/N: Just a reminder this contains spoilers and tells who dies so you've
been warned. My friend already chewed me out for me telling her on
accident.
I'm all alone again
Sure I have my friends,
But it's not the same.
He was the closest thing to a father I had.
And now he's gone.
No one can understand how I feel.
Do they know what's its like?
To have their parents taken away so young?
Then to have finally found someone.
Only to lose them.
And it's all my fault!
If only I hadn't rushed into things,
And had waited for Snape to return.
Instead I assumed things too fast.
If only I could go back in time,
and think things through.
Then maybe Sirius wouldn't be dead.
No matter how much I tell myself he's gone,
I can't believe it.
I won't believe it!
He was the only I could tell everything to.
Even through it was his cousin that killed him,
I know it's all my fault in the end.
My friend's efforts to cheer me up,
Can't my cheer me up this time.
I will miss you forever Sirius.
Your memory will always live with me,
Until the time when we meet again.
Tap, tap, tap.
I looked at Hedwig at my window. I quickly scanned over the letter. A long
since seen smile appears on my face.
At least I'll try and live,
You would want me to.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
A/N: I just finished the book 3 hours ago. I read the whole book last and
have not slept yet. I cried when Sirius died and then I thought of how
Harry must feel hence this story/poem thingy. I tried my hardest. After all
people don't think I'm suicidal for nothing **grins** Some people think
that cause of some angst poems I wrote when my mom was in the hospital.
I hope everyone liked it (if anyone read it) and hopefully if you haven't
book your not yelling at me right saying I just ruined the whole book.
Please R+R if you would! I love hearing from people and this is my Harry
Potter fic so don't be afraid to flame me.
been warned. My friend already chewed me out for me telling her on
accident.
I'm all alone again
Sure I have my friends,
But it's not the same.
He was the closest thing to a father I had.
And now he's gone.
No one can understand how I feel.
Do they know what's its like?
To have their parents taken away so young?
Then to have finally found someone.
Only to lose them.
And it's all my fault!
If only I hadn't rushed into things,
And had waited for Snape to return.
Instead I assumed things too fast.
If only I could go back in time,
and think things through.
Then maybe Sirius wouldn't be dead.
No matter how much I tell myself he's gone,
I can't believe it.
I won't believe it!
He was the only I could tell everything to.
Even through it was his cousin that killed him,
I know it's all my fault in the end.
My friend's efforts to cheer me up,
Can't my cheer me up this time.
I will miss you forever Sirius.
Your memory will always live with me,
Until the time when we meet again.
Tap, tap, tap.
I looked at Hedwig at my window. I quickly scanned over the letter. A long
since seen smile appears on my face.
At least I'll try and live,
You would want me to.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
A/N: I just finished the book 3 hours ago. I read the whole book last and
have not slept yet. I cried when Sirius died and then I thought of how
Harry must feel hence this story/poem thingy. I tried my hardest. After all
people don't think I'm suicidal for nothing **grins** Some people think
that cause of some angst poems I wrote when my mom was in the hospital.
I hope everyone liked it (if anyone read it) and hopefully if you haven't
book your not yelling at me right saying I just ruined the whole book.
Please R+R if you would! I love hearing from people and this is my Harry
Potter fic so don't be afraid to flame me.