To all who have read my stories:
After I listened to the many complaints and heard the crying of fans who have been moved to tears, due to the loss of the amazing character, Sirius Black, I was heart broken. It felt as though the one person who I could enjoy reading about and never get bored was gone forever. Over and over I cried, forcing myself not to believe it was true. But, as Lupin told Harry that he would not be coming back, I knew that we would never find him again. Even though I was shouting Sirius's name with Harry, I remembered the horrible news of JK Rowling. She had repeated over and over in various interviews that the person that she killed was definitely dead, and from then on I knew that Sirius could not possibly come back. She had killed the one person that Harry could truly confide in. His only relative (not blood connected) whom Harry ever loved was now gone forever. No matter where we go, now matter which book we open, Sirius Black will never come back to life again. A bubble of hope from Luna's words at the end was still in my mind, but the voice at the back of my head kept ringing the same words over and over like an echo, "definitely dead. definitely dead," and the bubble burst.
By now, you obviously know about the fact that I was very disappointed in OOTP, mainly, because of the death of Sirius, and also because of Ginny's portrayal in this book. My fics were based around the fact that Ginny still deeply liked Harry, and because of the fact that Draco and her could eventually pair up, but that is most likely not going to happen. For a while now, I've been thinking about deleting all of the fanfiction that I've had posted. Then I realized that that wouldn't be a solution but only make it worse. I enjoy writing so much, and by deleting my stories I would only feel worse. Am I going to keep deleting every story that I have every time a new book comes out? I feel that if I delete my stories, it would make the very few people who have read my fics upset, as I was upset when two very good friends of mine deleted theirs. So, even if I am obligated, I will continue to write and finish my stories. But when I am finished, I will draw my attention away from Ginny and Draco and focus more on Harry. I feel that quitting is not the answer, even if I'm deeply upset. It will take some time for me to keep going so I'll probably be even slower than usual in updating. Thank you for understanding, and I would like to know how you feel about all this so make your voice be heard and please reply if you feel differently. Also, if you don't like a certain story, please inform me, and if the majority doesn't like it, I will remove it. Please give me your advice. Thank you!
Sorry for blabbering on and on like this, and thanks for listening!
CIAO,
PixiePie3 (mourning with grief) (
After I listened to the many complaints and heard the crying of fans who have been moved to tears, due to the loss of the amazing character, Sirius Black, I was heart broken. It felt as though the one person who I could enjoy reading about and never get bored was gone forever. Over and over I cried, forcing myself not to believe it was true. But, as Lupin told Harry that he would not be coming back, I knew that we would never find him again. Even though I was shouting Sirius's name with Harry, I remembered the horrible news of JK Rowling. She had repeated over and over in various interviews that the person that she killed was definitely dead, and from then on I knew that Sirius could not possibly come back. She had killed the one person that Harry could truly confide in. His only relative (not blood connected) whom Harry ever loved was now gone forever. No matter where we go, now matter which book we open, Sirius Black will never come back to life again. A bubble of hope from Luna's words at the end was still in my mind, but the voice at the back of my head kept ringing the same words over and over like an echo, "definitely dead. definitely dead," and the bubble burst.
By now, you obviously know about the fact that I was very disappointed in OOTP, mainly, because of the death of Sirius, and also because of Ginny's portrayal in this book. My fics were based around the fact that Ginny still deeply liked Harry, and because of the fact that Draco and her could eventually pair up, but that is most likely not going to happen. For a while now, I've been thinking about deleting all of the fanfiction that I've had posted. Then I realized that that wouldn't be a solution but only make it worse. I enjoy writing so much, and by deleting my stories I would only feel worse. Am I going to keep deleting every story that I have every time a new book comes out? I feel that if I delete my stories, it would make the very few people who have read my fics upset, as I was upset when two very good friends of mine deleted theirs. So, even if I am obligated, I will continue to write and finish my stories. But when I am finished, I will draw my attention away from Ginny and Draco and focus more on Harry. I feel that quitting is not the answer, even if I'm deeply upset. It will take some time for me to keep going so I'll probably be even slower than usual in updating. Thank you for understanding, and I would like to know how you feel about all this so make your voice be heard and please reply if you feel differently. Also, if you don't like a certain story, please inform me, and if the majority doesn't like it, I will remove it. Please give me your advice. Thank you!
Sorry for blabbering on and on like this, and thanks for listening!
CIAO,
PixiePie3 (mourning with grief) (