Take me apart, and put me back together. Fix me. With all the love you say you have for me. Where is it. You don't ever show me this love. I'm lost, and you won't help me. Are you scared? Don't worry my kitten. I still love you. How could I not. I caress you. But you shun me. I kiss you. But you push me farther away. Let me help you, so one day you can help me.
I want something I can never have. Because you are too far away. The distinct reminder lapping at the edges of my conscious. Blinding heat of you around me. Hold me. I love you, and your love for me. I can still recall the taste of your tears, echoing of your voice, just like the ringing in my ears. I don't want to sleep anymore, my favorite dreams of you still wash ashore. You still surround me, although your gone. You can make this all go away. But you won't.
I'm scaring myself. The thoughts that turn about in my head scare me. The vapid stillness. The gaping hole.
You always were the one to show me how. I could never do the things I do now. You taught me to love, no matter how useless the lesson. Your a drug. I can't go on anymore, not without you.
In this place it seems like such a shame. Although in this place it all looks the same. Every where I go your all I see. Just a fading fucking reminder of who I used to be. I used to be powerful. I used to be in control. I used to be frozen. I used to be no one and nothing. I was just he, Prodigy.
I want something I can never have. Because you are too far away. The distinct reminder lapping at the edges of my conscious. Blinding heat of you around me. Hold me. I love you, and your love for me. I can still recall the taste of your tears, echoing of your voice, just like the ringing in my ears. I don't want to sleep anymore, my favorite dreams of you still wash ashore. You still surround me, although your gone. You can make this all go away. But you won't.
I'm scaring myself. The thoughts that turn about in my head scare me. The vapid stillness. The gaping hole.
You always were the one to show me how. I could never do the things I do now. You taught me to love, no matter how useless the lesson. Your a drug. I can't go on anymore, not without you.
In this place it seems like such a shame. Although in this place it all looks the same. Every where I go your all I see. Just a fading fucking reminder of who I used to be. I used to be powerful. I used to be in control. I used to be frozen. I used to be no one and nothing. I was just he, Prodigy.