After the War 4
"I guess it takes the quiet to talk to the loud. Though , it seems our positions are reversed. I know when you believe something you voice it. in this case it's gotten you into trouble. I believe you when you say you're Death. But you can't say it to just anyone."
I watched your face at Heero's funeral. I was convinced you were going to bring a knife to your wrists. I don't think anyone would have blamed you then. But doing it on Relena's doorstep? What were you thinking? I knew you were eccentric but..."
If I had known your plan... I'd never've taken you to her. Truthfully , I thought you were going to smack her around a bit. I could've condoned that. Hell, I 'd have paid to see it. You know, the police suspect she was dead when we arrived."
Do you know what you're doing to Quatre? To me? How about Wufei? Do you ever think of him? He loves you so much. But you don't care, do you?"
You need to make a decision. My home is open to you if you speak up. Come on, damn you, speak! Quatre needs you out of here! He cries every night! And Wufei buries himself in his work."
They're falling apart without you. I hate seeing Quatre like that. If you don't come back on your own... I'll beat you into yourself. No matter what it does to Quatre. No matter what it does to Wufei."
I'm sick of it I tell you. Sick of watching you fall further. Sick of watching Quatre cry over you. Sick of watching Wufei worry about you. I hate it! I hate knowing you can hear me and you won't say anything!"
Stop staring out the window and look at me! I won't allow this to go on any longer! You're stronger than this! You've got to get over it all! No more fucking tears for the dead! WAKE UP!"
Trowa shook his head in disgust, made his way out the door, not once seeing the tears streaming down Duo's face.
