3. The madness
But after four weeks she realised that was exactly what he meant. There was no word of him and it became clear to Geoey that he wouldn't say one more word. Her parents denied her every information about her brother except that he'd be fine and that he miss's her. She wasn't angry anymore after the sixth with had started. She was furious. She snapped at everyone except her parents. Those were granted with a deadly silence. No word came out of her mouth that was directed to them. The brunt of her anger were received by Pete, Foss and Julie but the last one just bits and pieces cause she had nearly no time for Geoey. And when they talked over the phone then they went down a certain scheme. They greeted each other; Julie started to talk about how great her life is now after that bugger, as Geoey liked to refer to Dean, was back in their team; Geoey just snapped and they started fighting. Every call ended with one or both of them hanging up in anger. At the end of the seventh week Julie refused to talk to her anymore. She told Geoey: to f**k off and stay the hell away from her until she, Geoey, would be in normal patterns again, and in exactly those words. Pete had already given up trying to solve anything and now he tried to stay out of her way. If Foss had thought that the point were Geoey's moods can't get any worse was reached he was proven wrong. It got worse. It got a whole lot of worse. Foss as a patient young man. You rarely saw him blow up some steam. But when he was at the end of his patience then you better stay clear of his way. However Geoey was too lost in her own anger that she didn't saw it coming. One evening after an extremely hard training especially because Geoey seemed to think that she needed to play a rowdy and did some rather brutal and unnecessary checks to the opposite team and to her own team Foss lost it. After everyone else had changed he held her back. "Hold it Geosey."
"What do you want?" She snapped back at him.
"I'm tired of your moods, or better the lack of those. There seems to be just one left and that is anger and I am so tiered of you." Foss growled barley keeping his anger own in check.
"Oh .. you too? You want to stay away from me too? Okay I won't hold you up. Go. Leave. I couldn't care less."
"Oh no, Geosey. This isn't about me. This is about you. Stop being a Buck- toothed witch and start acting like a normal person."
"Oh stuff it and beat it you nitwit!" That was it. Foss totally lost it. He grabbed her by the arms and slammed her at the wall behind her. His face was contorted in anger. And Geoey out of an unbeknown reason was suddenly extremely interested in the little vein on his right temple that suddenly stood out and moved in tack to the fast beating of his heart. "That's it. That's it. Either you stop being as you are right now or you can leave, and don't even try to put the guilt on me. It is you that drives everyone away. Everyone I know tried to be patient but enough is enough. If you want to put guilt on anyone then search it within you. Face it that the only problem here is you. Nobody else." Geoey was far from impressed. This whole speech just fuelled her anger and she was about to retort, much to her dismay it needed to be done just oral cause she wasn't able to move because of the death grip Foss had on her. But her friend beat her to it: "Just shut up and get a grip on your life Geosey. You really do need professional help. You are so far over the line of sanity that it is more than scaring. Get help!" She didn't know what it was, but her guess was that it was exactly what her brother told her, that made her reconsider her point of view. "But .. .. no. No, no, no, no, no. It couldn't be. I'm not crazy. I'm not crazy! I'm not barking mad. I'm normal. I'm totally normal. Everybody else is crazy, but not me!" Geoey didn't even recognised that she stammered out loud. As she went on and on and on Foss got scared. He stepped a few steps back and watched one of his oldest friends act like a total lunatic. It was the most scariest thing he had ever seen. She rambled on and on about being crazy or not. Her body language spoke of total confusion and nervousness. Her hands were trembling and her head moved from one side to the other. Her eyes moved wildly in their sockets. Then suddenly from one moment to the other all movement stopped. Tears started to spill from her eyes and exactly those green orbs fixated suddenly on Foss. In those he could clearly see that at this moment her sanity really balanced on a knife's edge. "I am really crazy ain't I? I really do belong in a nuthouse don't I?" Her voice was shaky and barley recognizable.
"No I don't think so." Foss said gently and soothingly. "But I do think you need the help of a psychologist to work things out. Ask your parents they surely will help you. And I'm here, too. I will always be here for you. I'm sorry that I blew up in your face the way I did." He told her and embraced her in an enormous bear hug. At that moment her mind was finally clear of all the anger and she finally understood what her brother meant. He was right. He was absolutely right with his assumptions in the letter concerning her reactions. He was right with everything. How could she have doubted him? And Foss was right too. She really needed help. As much help as she can get. But she needed to work through everything alone with help but alone. But on the other hand she knew that she'll never be alone one her way. She had Foss and her parents and maybe the team to her aid if she would be able to apologize to them. And then, maybe she could apologize to Dorian and Jules and maybe they'd be able to forgive her. Yeah her twin was right she needed to come to terms with her own life first before she'd be able to care about anything else. ´Yes, first sorting out my f**ked up life then afterwards letting everyone else's in.` And as this decision stood firm she let herself fall into Foss's embrace.
Author's Note: Hi everyone. This one is a slightly irritating one I know, but I needed to write it. And don't worry this is a mighty ducks story but I needed to get Geoey on the right track again. The next chapter will be with the ducks. I promise. Okay and now I just want to give a short answer to questions I have received: Number 1: yes Dorian and Geoey are identical twins (more or less).. Number 2: Geoey's last name is Hancock.
P.S.: Thanks again for all the reviews. It means a lot to me.
But after four weeks she realised that was exactly what he meant. There was no word of him and it became clear to Geoey that he wouldn't say one more word. Her parents denied her every information about her brother except that he'd be fine and that he miss's her. She wasn't angry anymore after the sixth with had started. She was furious. She snapped at everyone except her parents. Those were granted with a deadly silence. No word came out of her mouth that was directed to them. The brunt of her anger were received by Pete, Foss and Julie but the last one just bits and pieces cause she had nearly no time for Geoey. And when they talked over the phone then they went down a certain scheme. They greeted each other; Julie started to talk about how great her life is now after that bugger, as Geoey liked to refer to Dean, was back in their team; Geoey just snapped and they started fighting. Every call ended with one or both of them hanging up in anger. At the end of the seventh week Julie refused to talk to her anymore. She told Geoey: to f**k off and stay the hell away from her until she, Geoey, would be in normal patterns again, and in exactly those words. Pete had already given up trying to solve anything and now he tried to stay out of her way. If Foss had thought that the point were Geoey's moods can't get any worse was reached he was proven wrong. It got worse. It got a whole lot of worse. Foss as a patient young man. You rarely saw him blow up some steam. But when he was at the end of his patience then you better stay clear of his way. However Geoey was too lost in her own anger that she didn't saw it coming. One evening after an extremely hard training especially because Geoey seemed to think that she needed to play a rowdy and did some rather brutal and unnecessary checks to the opposite team and to her own team Foss lost it. After everyone else had changed he held her back. "Hold it Geosey."
"What do you want?" She snapped back at him.
"I'm tired of your moods, or better the lack of those. There seems to be just one left and that is anger and I am so tiered of you." Foss growled barley keeping his anger own in check.
"Oh .. you too? You want to stay away from me too? Okay I won't hold you up. Go. Leave. I couldn't care less."
"Oh no, Geosey. This isn't about me. This is about you. Stop being a Buck- toothed witch and start acting like a normal person."
"Oh stuff it and beat it you nitwit!" That was it. Foss totally lost it. He grabbed her by the arms and slammed her at the wall behind her. His face was contorted in anger. And Geoey out of an unbeknown reason was suddenly extremely interested in the little vein on his right temple that suddenly stood out and moved in tack to the fast beating of his heart. "That's it. That's it. Either you stop being as you are right now or you can leave, and don't even try to put the guilt on me. It is you that drives everyone away. Everyone I know tried to be patient but enough is enough. If you want to put guilt on anyone then search it within you. Face it that the only problem here is you. Nobody else." Geoey was far from impressed. This whole speech just fuelled her anger and she was about to retort, much to her dismay it needed to be done just oral cause she wasn't able to move because of the death grip Foss had on her. But her friend beat her to it: "Just shut up and get a grip on your life Geosey. You really do need professional help. You are so far over the line of sanity that it is more than scaring. Get help!" She didn't know what it was, but her guess was that it was exactly what her brother told her, that made her reconsider her point of view. "But .. .. no. No, no, no, no, no. It couldn't be. I'm not crazy. I'm not crazy! I'm not barking mad. I'm normal. I'm totally normal. Everybody else is crazy, but not me!" Geoey didn't even recognised that she stammered out loud. As she went on and on and on Foss got scared. He stepped a few steps back and watched one of his oldest friends act like a total lunatic. It was the most scariest thing he had ever seen. She rambled on and on about being crazy or not. Her body language spoke of total confusion and nervousness. Her hands were trembling and her head moved from one side to the other. Her eyes moved wildly in their sockets. Then suddenly from one moment to the other all movement stopped. Tears started to spill from her eyes and exactly those green orbs fixated suddenly on Foss. In those he could clearly see that at this moment her sanity really balanced on a knife's edge. "I am really crazy ain't I? I really do belong in a nuthouse don't I?" Her voice was shaky and barley recognizable.
"No I don't think so." Foss said gently and soothingly. "But I do think you need the help of a psychologist to work things out. Ask your parents they surely will help you. And I'm here, too. I will always be here for you. I'm sorry that I blew up in your face the way I did." He told her and embraced her in an enormous bear hug. At that moment her mind was finally clear of all the anger and she finally understood what her brother meant. He was right. He was absolutely right with his assumptions in the letter concerning her reactions. He was right with everything. How could she have doubted him? And Foss was right too. She really needed help. As much help as she can get. But she needed to work through everything alone with help but alone. But on the other hand she knew that she'll never be alone one her way. She had Foss and her parents and maybe the team to her aid if she would be able to apologize to them. And then, maybe she could apologize to Dorian and Jules and maybe they'd be able to forgive her. Yeah her twin was right she needed to come to terms with her own life first before she'd be able to care about anything else. ´Yes, first sorting out my f**ked up life then afterwards letting everyone else's in.` And as this decision stood firm she let herself fall into Foss's embrace.
Author's Note: Hi everyone. This one is a slightly irritating one I know, but I needed to write it. And don't worry this is a mighty ducks story but I needed to get Geoey on the right track again. The next chapter will be with the ducks. I promise. Okay and now I just want to give a short answer to questions I have received: Number 1: yes Dorian and Geoey are identical twins (more or less).. Number 2: Geoey's last name is Hancock.
P.S.: Thanks again for all the reviews. It means a lot to me.