Two Feelings and Words Revealed
A burning rage wanting to consume my mind.
Try as I might, it won't let go.
A stinging feeling, wanting to come out my eyes.
I just push it back and ignore it.
What is this burning rage?
What is this stinging feeling?
Is this anger I feel?
Is this happiness I feel?
What are these feelings that I'm going through?
What are these emotions?
Usually I only feel happiness when I'm with friends, my family.
Usually I only feel fullness when I am at home, my school.
Usually I only feel loved when I am at my 2nd family's house.
What are these feelings?
Usually I only feel dislike at my rival.
Usually I only feel anger at my enemy.
Usually I only feel loathing at the betrayer.
What are these emotions?
Are they jealousy and sadness?
Or are they something else?
No, they're jealousy and sadness.
Why am I feeling this way?
I know I should only feel joy for my godfather, but I am jealous
that he spends more time with my parents, when I know I shouldn't
seeing as they are dead in my reality.
Yet I can't help the feeling.
I know that I should feel anger at my parents and resentment at my
godfather, yet I can't.
I only feel sadness.
Sadness, because my parents won't except me- yet I don't blame
them- because they think I'm a dark wizard because I can speak
parseltongue.
Sadness, because my gadfather can get them to except him- yet I
don't blame him- because they (my parents) have known him longer.
I wish to just jump in their arms and be hugged and kissed and
loved, yet I can't.
I can just only wish, hope, and dream.
I just pray that they come true.
A burning rage wanting to consume my mind.
Try as I might, it won't let go.
A stinging feeling, wanting to come out my eyes.
I just push it back and ignore it.
What is this burning rage?
What is this stinging feeling?
Is this anger I feel?
Is this happiness I feel?
What are these feelings that I'm going through?
What are these emotions?
Usually I only feel happiness when I'm with friends, my family.
Usually I only feel fullness when I am at home, my school.
Usually I only feel loved when I am at my 2nd family's house.
What are these feelings?
Usually I only feel dislike at my rival.
Usually I only feel anger at my enemy.
Usually I only feel loathing at the betrayer.
What are these emotions?
Are they jealousy and sadness?
Or are they something else?
No, they're jealousy and sadness.
Why am I feeling this way?
I know I should only feel joy for my godfather, but I am jealous
that he spends more time with my parents, when I know I shouldn't
seeing as they are dead in my reality.
Yet I can't help the feeling.
I know that I should feel anger at my parents and resentment at my
godfather, yet I can't.
I only feel sadness.
Sadness, because my parents won't except me- yet I don't blame
them- because they think I'm a dark wizard because I can speak
parseltongue.
Sadness, because my gadfather can get them to except him- yet I
don't blame him- because they (my parents) have known him longer.
I wish to just jump in their arms and be hugged and kissed and
loved, yet I can't.
I can just only wish, hope, and dream.
I just pray that they come true.