I've been stuck recently with college enrollment, graduation partying involving lots of booze, beach parties and my late SAT studying. Plus I've promised recently to write songs for my friend's band. These ones here some of the ones I wrote, which I hope can hold you guys up until I can finish the last chapter. Hope you enjoy ^_^
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Killing Me Softly
Again He knocks on my door
A daily routine for me
Asking questions I can't be sure
Though he sees right through me
But Death doesn't come for no reason
Threw me words I don't understand
Inside this room of black and white
Inside the ring of a private fight
Chorus:
Can't stand it any longer
Playing life's dubious game
To find that familiar stranger
Down from a thousand same
And now I see
This is killing me
Killing me softly
I remember another night
As sanity tried to leave me
Succumbing to the bright lights
Of a non-existant chemistry
Keeping this promise alive
Of my meeting you one day
I have that feeling, that resolve
That I'll be knowing you at all
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State of Illusionment
Reality a splendored bitch
It makes me feel so small
There I cry, there I fall
I draw the line, which is which?
Take it on with a bloody fist
But with people unforgiving
Don't give me a chance on loving
Don't give me a chance in living
Chorus:
A state of illusionment
Locked away in my mind
Ecstacy without torment
Rather be there, behind the mist
Ecstacy at your presence
There... I know you exist
Take a look at all you people
In all your smiles, in all your joys
Never the time to hear the voice
Of the man with the needle
The man you never gave a chance
Chance to sweep you off your feet
Say he's not the one in your plans
In your lovely little pipe dream
Chorus
He's pumping in the elixir
His final, last escape from this
To find the one, his only wish
Thinking that's where he'll find her
Who loves him because he's him
And now as his eyesight dims
"God never put you here, I see...
If He did, you'd end up like me..."
Chorus
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Okay.... I'll admit it. I wrote these during a bout of depression I've been having recently after going out with my friends. On that specific occasion, I was gonna meet 2 of them and watch a movie, then wait for some of my other friends to arrive. But lo and behold, they brought their girlfriends, which made feel ridiculously OP (Out of Place), and just watching them having public displays of affection made my skin crawl and my lonely heart bleed like hell. Thank God the other guys came in time to save me from further torment. Then I went to the gym, and wrote these two songs when I got home.
Yeah, I can't deny that I'm so ****ing jealous of them, and seeing them all lovey-dovey makes me soul bleed in ways words cannot express, but that's just me. Writing just happens to be the place where I can express my emotions, and considering what my stories are about, you can make a logical guess about my life.
*sigh*
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Killing Me Softly
Again He knocks on my door
A daily routine for me
Asking questions I can't be sure
Though he sees right through me
But Death doesn't come for no reason
Threw me words I don't understand
Inside this room of black and white
Inside the ring of a private fight
Chorus:
Can't stand it any longer
Playing life's dubious game
To find that familiar stranger
Down from a thousand same
And now I see
This is killing me
Killing me softly
I remember another night
As sanity tried to leave me
Succumbing to the bright lights
Of a non-existant chemistry
Keeping this promise alive
Of my meeting you one day
I have that feeling, that resolve
That I'll be knowing you at all
****************
State of Illusionment
Reality a splendored bitch
It makes me feel so small
There I cry, there I fall
I draw the line, which is which?
Take it on with a bloody fist
But with people unforgiving
Don't give me a chance on loving
Don't give me a chance in living
Chorus:
A state of illusionment
Locked away in my mind
Ecstacy without torment
Rather be there, behind the mist
Ecstacy at your presence
There... I know you exist
Take a look at all you people
In all your smiles, in all your joys
Never the time to hear the voice
Of the man with the needle
The man you never gave a chance
Chance to sweep you off your feet
Say he's not the one in your plans
In your lovely little pipe dream
Chorus
He's pumping in the elixir
His final, last escape from this
To find the one, his only wish
Thinking that's where he'll find her
Who loves him because he's him
And now as his eyesight dims
"God never put you here, I see...
If He did, you'd end up like me..."
Chorus
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Okay.... I'll admit it. I wrote these during a bout of depression I've been having recently after going out with my friends. On that specific occasion, I was gonna meet 2 of them and watch a movie, then wait for some of my other friends to arrive. But lo and behold, they brought their girlfriends, which made feel ridiculously OP (Out of Place), and just watching them having public displays of affection made my skin crawl and my lonely heart bleed like hell. Thank God the other guys came in time to save me from further torment. Then I went to the gym, and wrote these two songs when I got home.
Yeah, I can't deny that I'm so ****ing jealous of them, and seeing them all lovey-dovey makes me soul bleed in ways words cannot express, but that's just me. Writing just happens to be the place where I can express my emotions, and considering what my stories are about, you can make a logical guess about my life.
*sigh*