I don't have any rights in Gilmore girls… I'm living in my own fantasy world

Spoilers: Might contain spoilers 'till the end of second three.

Author note: Remember English is my second language, sorry for any of the mistakes, I want to improve but I need people to tell me about my mistakes and explain them.

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Chapter 5: Lost hearts

Inside Jeff & Rory's apartment, Monday morning

Jeff woke up sleeping on the couch at 5 in the morning.  All his muscles ached.  Not a great idea to sleep there.  He will have to learn to toughen up if he wants to keep up during the movie nights.  The last thing he remembers was changing positions to keep his eyes open.  He probably didn't try hard enough.  He decided to go take a shower but before he had to start the coffee in case the girls wake up.  In the shower, he was thinking about the way Tristan looked at Rory last night.  He looked at her with so much lust!  Jeff had also seen the glances Rory was giving Tristan while he wasn't looking.  "I guess there's more between them than they say!  I got to help them out but if I do, will I lose my best friend in the process? If they go out together, will he be threatened by me because technically I'd be her ex?  Maybe I could befriend him and see if he's trustworthy of my secret… That's what I'll do!"

In front the door of the apartment, Luke was wondering if he had made the right choice.  He had woken up at four in the morning thinking about Lorelai who would have to take the bus to come back home.  Without thinking he had jumped into his truck and driven to Rory's new apartment.  Now, he had doubts about his being here.  Ever since the previous summer when he had that dream about Lorelai telling him not to get engaged while she was in Europe, he had hope that she would come to him and confess her love to him.  He knew it was silly; she would never take that risk and that is if she felt the same way.  She didn't want to lose the friendship they had built over the years but he had already lost so much because he was waiting for her!  Rachel had left because he loved Lorelai, he remembered her last words to him:

"I'm leaving Luke."

"Fine."

"Don't you want to know the reason?"

"I know the reason; this town is too small for you. Been there done that!"

"It's not the reason and you know it, there's someone else!"

"So there's another man!"

"No, a woman."

"A what?"

"You are in love with someone else!"

"We're just friends, I told you a thousand times!"

"You told me once, but you have to tell her before its too late! Good bye Luke"

And she was out the door, out of his life. He hadn't had the chance to tell Lorelai, Max proposed the same night Rachel left and after he decided to let it go. He left Nicole because of a stupid dream!  The only thing she had told him was she had known all along but wished she was mistaking. She told him to go to Lorelai before it was too late.  And a second break up because of Lorelai.  The second one was because of that dream she had that they were married.  He began hoping after she had told him about the dream.  He just stood there unsure if he should knock or leave.  He then looked at the time and decided to go take a walk and come back at a more decent hour.

Tristan woke up.  It was too early to get up but he knew there was nothing he could do to fall asleep again.  He remembered her words.  Rory was right, he deserved better than a girl who couldn't read a menu and have a substantial conversation.  Paris would've been a great candidate but he'd known her for so many years, and there was no chemistry on his side.  Rory was as smart as Paris, even more good looking and there was this innocence in her as though she was a child who had never grown up.  Having met Rory's mom, he knew where she got that from.  He was sure of only two things, the first one what that he liked Rory a lot and if she would give him a chance, she could be the one but he wouldn't know for sure unless he tried.  The second thing he knew what that he had started a friendship with Jeff; he seemed like a nice guy and he didn't want to hurt him.  He would just have to think a lot about that now.

Rory woke up from her sweat dreams.  All she could remember of that dream was making love with someone, someone who smelled so good.  She could still smell his odor.  She had butterflies flying all over her body as he was touching her and kissing her.  She didn't remember who he was but just the feeling of loving and being loved.  If it was really love, not just a fantasy, then she had never been in love before.  The sexual tension and tenderness was there.  She had never experience something like that in her life.  She just wished that she could go back to sleep.

Lorelai woke up at the scent of coffee.  She got up and went to the kitchen.  There! Coffee!  She heard the soft sound of a shower and thought that things would be all right.  Jeff was a decent person and he would take good care of Rory.  She knew she would have to let Rory go eventually but she would have preferred if it would have been when her daughter was thirty or something.  She would be so lonely by herself!  "At least I got Sookie and Luke to keep me company!" she said out loud.  Luke, he was a real friend, one who knows how to forgive and forget.  She had been hard on him, she had said harsh words to him in the past, yet, when she was in need of a friend, he was there.  So many times, she had thought about kissing him; so many times, she wanted to tell him what he meant to her.  Every time she forgot about it.  The only time she came close to a realization was when Rory was in Washington for six weeks and then she had the weirdest dream about Luke and herself.  She picked up a cup of coffee and went to wake Rory up.

Tristan was walking to Jeff and Rory's apartment.  He decided to try and be a good friend to Jeff so he wouldn't kick him out of Rory's life like Dean would have done.  When he got to the apartment, he knocked three times.  Luke arrived at the same time as the door opened.

Rory and Lorelai were giggling while they opened the door. They exclaim at the same time:

"Tristan, what are you doing here?" Rory said while Lorelai was saying "Luke, what are you doing here?"

Author note: Finished for today! I'm sorry if there's not any action in this chapter but I needed to go into the characters heart to be able to get to the end. The first 3 chapters popped into my head followed by the last one.