I don't have any rights in Gilmore girls… I'm living in my own fantasy world

Spoilers: Might contain spoilers 'till the end of second three.

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Chapter 14: Revelations

Rory comes out of her room and is welcome by silence.  She needs to talk to someone, knocking of Jeff's door she says:

"Jeff, can I talk to you for a second?"  Upon hearing no answers, she opens the door to find the room empty.  Taking her jacket, she goes out to walk a little.  Lost in her thoughts, she doesn't realize that she was walking to Tristan's apartment until she was in front of his door.  Hesitantly, she raises her fist to knock.  While waiting for an answer, she hears angry footsteps, the door starts opening and she hears before seeing Tristan:

"I'm done talking!"  Whispering she says:

"I'm not!"  Opening the door fully, Tristan observes Rory, she's still as beautiful as ever but the black bags under her eyes show him that she hasn't sleep much.  She looks so fragile at that moment, all he wants to do is hold her and make her sadness go away, but he can't.  Actually he doesn't want to make her feel better, not after all those years of torture.  He had enough; it's time to move on.  Without saying a word, he makes a gesture inviting her to enter.  She walks to the couch and sits down waiting for him to join him.  Tristan is not moving, he just waits by the still open door.  After a while, Rory asks:

"Aren't you going to sit?"  Slowly, Tristan moves his head from left to right.

"Do you want me to leave?"  Tristan simply moves his shoulder meaning he doesn't really care.

"I'm going to leave Jeff; I want to be with you."  Locking his eyes with Rory's, Tristan asks:

"Don't leave him on my account.  We're through."

"You told me to come back if I could explain."  Coming to sit beside her, Tristan says:

"Look Rory, you're with Jeff, I'm the lover on the side.  I don't want to be, I don't want to let myself fall for you with hopes of you leaving Jeff."

"I want to be with you, Tristan."  Tristan smirks, deciding to play a little game.  Taking her legs and putting them on top of his, he takes her shoes off and starts massaging her feet.  Rory doesn't say anything and enjoys the pleasure of Tristan getting a little less angry.  Moving his hands higher, he caresses her legs.  Then, he gets up, takes both of her hands and gently makes her lies down.  He lies on top of her, holding her hand on top of her hands with one hand, he starts kissing her jaw line, making her shiver.  She closes her eyes and enjoys the feeling; when he starts kissing her hear lobe and murmurs:

"What if you were right? What if I've been playing you all along? Just to get you in bed."  Rory eyes shot open, she tries to move but he got her immobilized, and with one hand, he starts unbuttoning her shirt.  Panic clouds her vision, she says full of fear:

"Please Tristan! Don't! Stop it!"  He looks at her with passionate eyes and a contented smile across his feature.  He doesn't let go of her but he says:

"I won't do anything you don't want me to."  Screaming Rory replies:

"Please, let go of me!"

"No until you tell me why I should trust you."

"I won't explain myself to you!  I was right; I don't even know why I still bother."  Tears of fear and anger start flooding down her cheeks.  Tristan's smile disappear, hurt replace the passion in his eyes before he says:

"You were right for one thing.  I do want you in bed but not just one time."

"Why are you still acting like a jerk?"

"What can I say; you bring out the worst in me!"

"It wasn't supposed to go this way!"

"Grow up Rory!  You think I'm going to run after you for the rest of my life?  I like you but if I commit myself to someone, I need to trust that person completely."

"You can trust me!"

"Trust you to break my heart, I already know that!"

"I don't want to break it!"

"Don't you get it; if you leave Jeff for me what guaranty do I have that you won't leave me for another?"

"What guaranty do I have that you wouldn't leave me for another?"

"Why didn't you want Dean to know that we kissed?"

"I didn't want to lose him."

"If he would've broken up with you over something that had happened after your breakup, he's an idiot!"

"He's not an idiot, he's a nice guy.  He was my first boyfriend."

"What were you scared of?"

"He had this stupid idea that you had a thing for me.  He was jealous of us talking together."

"He didn't trust you either."

"We were great friends that kissed a little.  There was no passion between us."

"Why did you stay with him then?"

"Because he was safe, he loved me, respected me, and treated me right."  Tristan lowers his head a little and starts kissing her softly.  He kisses the now dried tears and whispers between kisses:

"Why did you break up?"

"Because I liked Jess.  I've been horrible to Dean, I've been mean.  He told me he loved me and I answered that I loved the car!  He broke up with me and I ran to kiss you.  After you left, Jess came into town.  He was a rebel without a cause.  He was intriguing and he was always around trying to piss Dean off."  Smirking, Tristan looks at her and says:

"I like this guy."

"He broke my heart.  That's why I'm with Jeff."  Tristan let go of Rory's hands and sits on the opposite side of the couch.  Rory gets up to sit down very close to Tristan, raising both of her hands to rest them on his cheeks; she kisses him lightly and says:

"We wanted people to believe we were a couple.  We never were, we never made out, and we're just friends." Wrapping his arms around her, he asks:

"Why?"

"It was the perfect arrangement for the both of us!  I didn't know that I would fall for someone so soon."  Putting her down once more he says:

"I want you Rory."

"I'm not ready for sex."

"How do I know that Jeff doesn't think of you as more than a sister?"

"That's my secret to share and I'm not ready."  Tristan sits up pretty fast the minute he hears Jeff voice, Rory doesn't move from her position and asks:

"What are you doing here Jeff?" Picking his keys on the coffee table he answers:

"You weren't there to open the door."  Turning to face Tristan he says:

"It was the perfect arrangement for me.  Can you make your promise now?"  Smiling Tristan says:

"Sure.  By the way how long have you listened?"

"Since you went to sit down beside her." Jeff smirks before adding:

"Next time, try to close the door before doing your dirty stuff."  With a laugh, Jeff exits the apartment, closing the door behind him.

After a lot of kissing, Tristan says:

"I'm starving."

"I need coffee."

"Can I take you out for our first date?"

"What do you have in mind?"

"Dinner, coffee and you come and sleep over after?"

"I'm not sure it's such a great idea."

"Why not?"

"Because, I never did it." Rory says, her face turning different color of pink.  Hiding a smirk, Tristan closes the distance between their lips and mutters:

"I'm not in a hurry, I've wait long enough for you.  What do you say? Dinner, coffee, sleep over with PJs?"

"What time are you picking me up?"

"In an hour." After one last kiss, Rory leaves to get ready for her date.

Author note: Reviews are always good motivators. There still a couple of chapters coming up.  I'm not sure how many, stay tune!