Going Under: Chapter 3
BR: This is it, this is the last chapter. I really hope that you guys like it. But I already know that there will be some Ryou fans made at me, I'm sorry. And to save the lawyers the trouble, I do not own Yu-Gi-Oh.
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// I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through//
'Emotional teenagers' Bakura sat on the couch. 'Oh well its not like he is going
anywhere. Ryou doesn't have anywhere to go no family, no friends and no more school'.
Ryou pulled down the toilet seat and sat down on the plastic cover. 'Oh god, Oh
god, what am I going to do. I can't go to school. I have no friends left they all think that I
am doing drugs. I'm stuck here. Here on Earth. In my hell, with Bakura.' Tears welled up
in Ryou's eyes. 'I'm stuck in this prison, with fist made bars'. Ryou stood up with
tearstains covering his face. His fist shook in anger. Anger at the world. Suddenly Ryou
pulled back his fist and hit the mirror with a crash. Hundreds of glass shards hit his face
and fell to the floor. Ryou pulled back his fist in pain and held it against his chest. He
looked down to see blood coming to the surface of his porcelain skin. Ryou picked up a
piece of the broken mirror and looked at his reflection. A depressed, worry worn face
looked back at him. His face had seen so much. So many hardships that most people
never see in their entire life. Ryou had seen the pain of abuse. He dropped the mirror, it
shattered when it hit the floor. 'It has to stop, this can't go on. I can't live my life in fear of the
one I love.' Ryou turned on the radio.
//Now I will tell you what I've done for you
5o thousand tears I've cried
Screaming deceiving and bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again//
Ryou turned the volume up so loud that he could feel the beat pulsating inside of
him.
//I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under//
Ryou bent down and picked up a large piece of glass. 'Mirror, my one true friend.
Please end my pain'. Ryou pulled the piece of glass against his wrist. Releasing warm
blood. It washed over his wrist. Washed away the pain.
//Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again//
Ryou grabbed the mirror with his bleeding fist and continued to make a mirror
image of the cut upon his other wrist. Releasing the sweet blood once again. Releasing
him from his troubles, from his life.
"Ryou!" Bakura shouted, trying to overtake the music coming from the bathroom.
"Ryou, what the hell are you doing up there? ... Ryou don't make me come up there, you
will live to regret it if I do!" When there was no answer Bakura got off the couch and
stormed towards the bathroom fuming with anger.
// I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through//
Ryou felt the pain of his wrists. He felt his pulse growing weaker. But as he was
growing weaker he was growing happier. 'Finally, I'll be free' Ryou felt fait. His body no
longer able to hold his weight he slid to the floor. 'I'm almost there, almost free of my
love. But I wonder if he actually does love me, maybe my friends were right. How could
he love me and hurt me at the same time. He can't love me.' Ryou had made up his mind.
Bakura released his rage on the bathroom door. "Ryou! Open this door right now,
or I'll-"
'No, not yet, he can't find me like this. He can't save me.'
//So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe I can't keep going under//
Ryou let out a sigh of relief, he could finally breathe. He could breathe knowing
that Bakura would never be the cause of his pain again. 'This is it' Ryou thought on the
brink of death. 'It's over'. With that thought, it was over. Ryou's lifeless body let out it's
last breath.
As Bakura broke through the door the volume lowered. With only the music left
playing. Bakura instantly saw the shattered mirror and the blood. 'BLOOD!' Bakura's
eyes followed the blood to the floor, where he saw a blood stained Ryou. "RYOU!"
Bakura shouted quickly kneeling to the floor beside the youth. Bakura went to look for a
pulse and that's when he saw Ryou's wrists. 'Oh god' "Ryou! Wake up, Ryou wake up!"
He was dead. Bakura was too late and he now knew this. Tears ran wildly from Bakura's
eyes. "Ryou, Ryou I love you, wake up. I'm so sorry. I just wanted to protect you, to keep
you safe." Bakura picked Ryou up and pulled him tightly into his chest. "Ryou, I'm sorry.
I tried to save you pain and heart-ach and only drove you to hurt yourself. I love you
Ryou, I really do" Bakura held Ryou's body and began to rock back and forth, as if trying
comfort an infant. Bakura stayed this way long into the night. Crying, holding and
rocking with only the music to comfort him.
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BR: I'm sorry I killed him, I really am. Ryou is one of my favs. I'm also sorry that I wrote a Bakura/Ryou abusive fic. I realized after I started that there are a lot of them. But I just thought the song fit. Anyway please review I love getting your guys' reviews. And feel free to make suggestions. I also want to thank all of you who did review, I appreciate them all. Thank you.
BR: This is it, this is the last chapter. I really hope that you guys like it. But I already know that there will be some Ryou fans made at me, I'm sorry. And to save the lawyers the trouble, I do not own Yu-Gi-Oh.
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// I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through//
'Emotional teenagers' Bakura sat on the couch. 'Oh well its not like he is going
anywhere. Ryou doesn't have anywhere to go no family, no friends and no more school'.
Ryou pulled down the toilet seat and sat down on the plastic cover. 'Oh god, Oh
god, what am I going to do. I can't go to school. I have no friends left they all think that I
am doing drugs. I'm stuck here. Here on Earth. In my hell, with Bakura.' Tears welled up
in Ryou's eyes. 'I'm stuck in this prison, with fist made bars'. Ryou stood up with
tearstains covering his face. His fist shook in anger. Anger at the world. Suddenly Ryou
pulled back his fist and hit the mirror with a crash. Hundreds of glass shards hit his face
and fell to the floor. Ryou pulled back his fist in pain and held it against his chest. He
looked down to see blood coming to the surface of his porcelain skin. Ryou picked up a
piece of the broken mirror and looked at his reflection. A depressed, worry worn face
looked back at him. His face had seen so much. So many hardships that most people
never see in their entire life. Ryou had seen the pain of abuse. He dropped the mirror, it
shattered when it hit the floor. 'It has to stop, this can't go on. I can't live my life in fear of the
one I love.' Ryou turned on the radio.
//Now I will tell you what I've done for you
5o thousand tears I've cried
Screaming deceiving and bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again//
Ryou turned the volume up so loud that he could feel the beat pulsating inside of
him.
//I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under//
Ryou bent down and picked up a large piece of glass. 'Mirror, my one true friend.
Please end my pain'. Ryou pulled the piece of glass against his wrist. Releasing warm
blood. It washed over his wrist. Washed away the pain.
//Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again//
Ryou grabbed the mirror with his bleeding fist and continued to make a mirror
image of the cut upon his other wrist. Releasing the sweet blood once again. Releasing
him from his troubles, from his life.
"Ryou!" Bakura shouted, trying to overtake the music coming from the bathroom.
"Ryou, what the hell are you doing up there? ... Ryou don't make me come up there, you
will live to regret it if I do!" When there was no answer Bakura got off the couch and
stormed towards the bathroom fuming with anger.
// I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through//
Ryou felt the pain of his wrists. He felt his pulse growing weaker. But as he was
growing weaker he was growing happier. 'Finally, I'll be free' Ryou felt fait. His body no
longer able to hold his weight he slid to the floor. 'I'm almost there, almost free of my
love. But I wonder if he actually does love me, maybe my friends were right. How could
he love me and hurt me at the same time. He can't love me.' Ryou had made up his mind.
Bakura released his rage on the bathroom door. "Ryou! Open this door right now,
or I'll-"
'No, not yet, he can't find me like this. He can't save me.'
//So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe I can't keep going under//
Ryou let out a sigh of relief, he could finally breathe. He could breathe knowing
that Bakura would never be the cause of his pain again. 'This is it' Ryou thought on the
brink of death. 'It's over'. With that thought, it was over. Ryou's lifeless body let out it's
last breath.
As Bakura broke through the door the volume lowered. With only the music left
playing. Bakura instantly saw the shattered mirror and the blood. 'BLOOD!' Bakura's
eyes followed the blood to the floor, where he saw a blood stained Ryou. "RYOU!"
Bakura shouted quickly kneeling to the floor beside the youth. Bakura went to look for a
pulse and that's when he saw Ryou's wrists. 'Oh god' "Ryou! Wake up, Ryou wake up!"
He was dead. Bakura was too late and he now knew this. Tears ran wildly from Bakura's
eyes. "Ryou, Ryou I love you, wake up. I'm so sorry. I just wanted to protect you, to keep
you safe." Bakura picked Ryou up and pulled him tightly into his chest. "Ryou, I'm sorry.
I tried to save you pain and heart-ach and only drove you to hurt yourself. I love you
Ryou, I really do" Bakura held Ryou's body and began to rock back and forth, as if trying
comfort an infant. Bakura stayed this way long into the night. Crying, holding and
rocking with only the music to comfort him.
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BR: I'm sorry I killed him, I really am. Ryou is one of my favs. I'm also sorry that I wrote a Bakura/Ryou abusive fic. I realized after I started that there are a lot of them. But I just thought the song fit. Anyway please review I love getting your guys' reviews. And feel free to make suggestions. I also want to thank all of you who did review, I appreciate them all. Thank you.