Authors note:
Weelll what might my excuse be???
No seriously, I have just finished reading HP and the Order of the Phoenix and even though I loved it and the development of Harry's character into something more tangible and humane, it did severly pour cold water down my inspirational neck. I can honestly say that the Hermione got on my nerves and Ron still seems flat and the one particular development regarding a certain character in the end was a bit of a chock. And maybe it was the romantic in me, but I did not want to se Draco as the snivelling childish pratt he has been so far. I suppose I had expected some sort of development of him. Not to make him good or anything, but maybe more adult and evil.
I don't know, but I do know that it will take a while for any updates regarding Dreaming and Bleeding the walls. But I have to admit that I was allready having serious problems with Bleeding the walls as I seemed to have, in my own eyes, stared of with a bit to big of a bang and everything I now write seems childish and illogical. And I made the capital offence of posting the first chapter without actually knowing the rest of the story. And now I am feeling very, very dumb indeed.
So, if any one can come up with anything to help me, please e-mail me at jepa82@hotmail.com and in the meanwhile read my story Blue study and please comment as I have no other opinion then my own to rely on.
Thank you, from a freaked out Jepa
Hugs and cheers :)