II: When Affection Becomes an Issue Chapter 2: Revenge, the Temporary Fix to the Heart, a yu-gi-oh fanfic

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A Billionaire Doesn't Fall In Love 2:

When Affection Becomes an Issue

By Garden Goddess

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Author's Note: Wow, what a first chapter huh? I know yall are shocked bout the first chapter but here's the second chapter! I hope you like it. This one gets a little... I don't know how to describe it but yall find out so don't hesitate to read on! And please remember to read and review.

Warning! This story contains explicit contents of sex and extreme foul language. Reader Discretion is advised.

Summary: *Sequel to a 'A Billionaire Doesn't Fall in Love' * Kaiba and Seral have finally come into the open about their relationship but now it looks like Seral wants more public affection...... can Kaiba learn to deal with it?

Disclaimer: I do not own Yu Gi Oh or any of its characters.

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Chapter Two: Revenge, the Temporary Fix to the Heart

Holy fucking shit she dumped me.

I'm in complete and utter shock right now. I have lost her. Again. God damn it why do I always have to fucking hurt her? I'm such a bastard! I'm clutching onto the my front door right now for I fear that if I let go, I'm going to pass out. I love that girl and now she just walked out of my life. Why won't I just go to Prom with her? I know why, it's my fucking pride again. I suddenly lift a hand to my face and slap myself. I'm trying to see if this is truly real or just some horrible nightmare. A stinging sensation suddenly springs upon my flesh and I yelp.

Nope, its real alright.

Damn it! I slam the door close and rub the soreness in my cheek as I return to my kitchen. I begin to pace back and forth, my mind spiraling amongst my lost thoughts. I knew as soon as our talking turned into fighting that no good would come from it. If there was one thing I knew, it was that we were both stubborn as hell and never liked be to told we're wrong. She had no right to start this little punishment to begin with. If she truly wanted me to go to Prom, than she could have tried persuading me a little more, not cut off my fucking right to happiness.

And there I go thinking only about myself again.

Stop it, Seto. You love this girl, you'd do anything for her. You've already lost her once, don't let it happen a second time. But what do I do? I could apologize, but alot of good that would do. I'd have to find her and than persuade her to let me talk to her. I'm sure she was extremely upset at this moment, thinking I don't love her at all and damn it I do, I really do. God, my chest hurts right now and all because I hurt her over something so ridiculous as Prom. Okay, I really need to talk to someone right now or I'm seriously going to start thinking unhealthy thoughts.

Where'd that come from?

Am I really considering..sui- no, no I'm not. I'm smarter than that, extremely more intelligent than to actually take my own life and think that it would fix things. Than again, I did screw Gardener before just to make her angry, so why wouldn't I try killing myself? Okay, I really need to get a grip on reality right now. I stopped pacing, raising a hand to my face and suddenly realize that I have been crying this whole time. I really love Seral and the actual reality of her breaking up with me is alot worse than I had ever hoped to imagine. I really need to talk to someone because the actual thought of suicide roaming into my mind is very uncomfortable.

I slip out my cell phone from my pocket and stare at the number pad. Who would I call? Honestly, I have no friends, so who would I even call to talk about my relationship with? Yugi? I'd be crazy to talk to Yugi because all that would do is make me want to challenge him to a duel and I know I'd likely do that straight over the phone. I could call Tea but she's probably too caught up in dealing with herself after me and her had fucked before. I doubt she even told that fool Yugi yet. Tristan? No way, that kid's just plain annoying and I am definitely not going to call that dog, Wheeler. He'd love to rub it in and than take Seral for himself. So that leaves....

Bakura.

I jump suddenly when I realize I can call him. He was there the first time her and I actually had a real argument so he already knew about everything down to the last detail. I normally wouldn't talk to anyone about things like this but I'm in unbearable pain right now and I need someone to talk to. I would talk to Mokuba but he's too young to understand such things and I wasn't going to explain how Seral not sleeping with me is a punishment. That would be unbelievably weird and awkward.

I search for Bakura's number, my teeth threatening to tear through the flesh of my bottom lip and I finally relax when I find it. I dial it quickly as it rings on the other end. It seemed like ages before I picked up his british accent on the other end.

"Hello this is Bakura," his voice was unusually cheerful but than again, I don't remember a time when he wasn't cheerful.

"Bakura, it's Seto Kaiba," I say formally, my voice level and steady,"I need to talk... to you."

"About what, may I ask?"

I finally let out a deep sigh and braced myself to actually say it. Saying it to someone else would mean it actually happened. I really don't have enough pride left to actually deal with saying those words outloud. That would mean it was true and than I would start crying again. I've become extremely emotional eversince I started dating her - and luckily, I don't have friends that hang around to see it or otherwise I'd be embarassed.

But this is Seral I'm talking about and she's my life. I've known her since we were kids. I used to play hopscotch with her for god's sake. I used to take her down to the pond and catch frogs with her... I used to play kickball and catch with her and Mokuba... I used to play house and pretend to be married to her and than pretend Mokuba was our kid... We used to play hide and seek together...

There's just too much damn history between us and I know if she truly wanted things to stay this way, that I was going to have to learn to deal. But dealing meant admitting it first. I take a deep breath again, knowing that Bakura was probably thinking I hung up on him.

"Kaiba? Are you still there?"

"Seral broke up with me."

I suddenly felt the words hit me and him at the same time. I hear him stifle a gasp on his end but I'm too busy letting tears flow down my cheeks to really notice. It was true. It was really true. I've lost the only woman I have ever truly loved. This is ridiculous and it hurts like hell.

"I am so sorry, Kaiba."

I ignore his voice and I begin to sob into the phone. I let it drop from my hand, hitting the ceramic floor of the kitchen as I slowly buckle to my knees. I bury my face into my hands, the tears not ceasing their assault. My life has never had any true meaning until me and Seral had admitted we were in love. Before than, my life consisted of nothing but dueling, work and school. Nothing but those three, usually in that order. I used to be so consumed with having to be the best that I ignored everything and sometimes, I even ignored Mokuba. Than Seral and I.. we fell in love and things changed. I was actually happy for once in my life.

She had given me so much that no one else ever cared to give me. She was there every step of the way and after finally realizing my feelings and finally mustering courage to tell her how I feel... it's all gone in less than twenty minutes. Two months, just like that, gone in less than a fucking half hour! The thought alone angers me and upsets me at the same time. I thought I had changed but obviously not as a whole or otherwise I would have forgotten my damn pride and just asked her to the Prom.

Suddenly I look down at my cell phone and realize Bakura is saying my name. I lift the phone and wipe the tears from my vision.

"Yes, I'm here," I finally answer, my voice not even recognizable to me.

I hear him let out a sigh and than speak,"Look, Kaiba, I want you to stay where you are okay? I thought I had lost you for a moment there - I thought maybe you did something a little drastic. I'm going to come over so just stay where you are okay?"

I nod but realize he can't see me,"Okay."

I shut the phone off when I was met with the dial tone and than stare at it. I had actually asked for help - well not exactly, he had offered it and now he was coming to my mansion thinking I'm about to kill myself. Am I? I honestly don't know. You probably think I'm crazy right now but I'm not, I'm justing losing touch of reality.

"Seto?"

I stand and spin around quickly, surprised by the name. I had actually thought it was Seral for a brief moment and realize it isn't - it's just Mokuba.

I sniff and wipe the tears from my eyes again, trying to offer the best smile I can,"Hey kid."

"Why..why are you crying?"

I grit my teeth and suddenly realize that he wasn't here to see or hear any of this. Lucky for him because he would have yelled at both of us for arguing over the fucking Prom. He has this strange intuition that amazes both me and Seral. My little brother has this weird sixth sense and can know what people are thinking and feeling before they even do. That has been proven on my account considering he knew how I felt about Seral before I even knew.

"I...uh.. nothing, I'm fine."

Why am I trying to lie to him? It's pretty evident I've been crying, I'm sure my face is red right now and tears are probably still lingering near my eyes. I don't really know how to stop them from coming, I just get a pain in my chest and they fall. I'm new to these so called feelings and there's no way I have control over them. Seral had been the first person I ever truly cried over and now I was crying over her again. God, I want her back!

I suddenly notice Mokuba has his arms crossed and is narrowing his eyes at me. He must be angry and knows I'm lying to him. I let out a deep breath, preparing myself to say it outloud again. No matter how many times I can say it, it still feels like daggers to my chest. Not only did I hurt her, I made her cry and that's enough reason for her to leave me right?

"Seral..s-she.. broke up... w-with me."

Mokuba's eyes grow wide and so do mine, realizing once again, that I, am now alone again. Like I had been two months before we became a couple and not two teenagers fucking eachother for the rush of it. I suddenly allow myself to slump to the floor, leaning my back against the lower cupboards. Tears are renewing against my cheeks again and I let them fall. I don't sob this time, I don't making the strong gasping as I bawl - I just sit there, staring forward as the tears continue to slide down my cheeks.

I think I'm losing myself. I feel Mokuba snuggling against me, his arms encircling my waist as he tries to comfort me. I only wrap my arm around him and hold him closer to me, knowing his words won't help me but it was reassuring to know that my little brother cared about me so much to actually stay with me in my current condition.

"Seto, it's okay..." I hear him whisper as he looks at me.

I only continue to stare forward, not truly hearing him but yet understanding what he's saying. I want to go after her, want to tell her I'm sorry - to remind her I love her. I want to just take her to the damn Prom to make her happy, to make her happy with me. If she's not happy with me than I don't deserve her. I had told her before we even got together that I would do anything for her, so why don't I?

I suddenly begin to sob again - full out crying. Mokuba looks at me surprised as I slowly remove him from me, standing up and heading out the back door. He doesn't follow me. I'm glad he didn't because I need to be alone - I need to think. I head down the street, walking along aimlessly, my tears still evident and pouring from the rims of my eyes. I suddenly walk past a familar house and stop to look at it.

It's Wheeler's house and suddenly I feel as though I should be going in there. He hates me, I hate him but would he listen? I know Bakura would be arriving at my mansion soon but I can't wait - I need to talk to someone, anyone and I need to talk to that someone now. So I suck in what's left of my pride and approach the front door.

Here goes nothing.

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"Seral?!"

I guess my current condition has Joey startled because he's rushing to me and pulling me into his bedroom away from his dad and away from his sister. I guess I picked the wrong day to come here because his sister Serenity was visiting him but she didn't seem to mind when she saw how upset I was. He made me sit down on his bed as he paced in front of me, waiting for an explanation.

"It's Kaiba, isn't it? What did dat jerk do ta ya now?!"

I bit my lip slightly and managed to let out,"I broke up with him."

I watched Joey's eyebrows shoot up in surprise and than lower in confusion,"Wait! You broke up wit him? I thought ya guys were in love or somethin'."

I shrugged, crossed my arms and looked away from him, a frown gracing my face,"He's an asshole."

Joey could tell there was alot more to the situation than there was. Some people think just because he's blonde and he acts like a goof ball, that he's stupid, but he's not. He's actually quite intelligent when it comes to certain things, especially when it comes to reading people's emotions. He could tell I was angry, it was extremely obvious but he wasn't going to push it if I didn't want to talk.

"So, ya mad at him, huh?"

I snorted and than looked to him,"He can kill himself for all I care."

I was surprised at my own words. I never thought so harshly of Seto before. I loved him with every fiber of my being and here I was, wishing he'd kill himself - all over a little thing such as Prom, but its more than just that. It has to be... When I think about it, I just wish he'd be more open about us in public. I hate going out with him and he won't even hold my hand, kiss me, or even open a door for me. He's keen in pretending we aren't together in public, all on account of his billionaire status. He's so oblivious to see it's hurting me and honestly thinks we're fighting only over Prom. If he really was intelligent as he thought he was, he'd see it was alot deeper than that.

"Ain't that a little harsh?" Joey suddenly asks me, surprised by my strange comment.

"Joey.. I just..."

New tears were gracing my cheeks and he slowly sat to join me on the bed, wrapping his arms around me and hugging me warmly. I knew this was not such a good idea, considering I know Joey has feelings for me but I can't help but to lean forward and rest my head in the crook of his shoulder. I'm vulnerable right now and need someone to comfort me. I feel him lift a hand to wipe my tears away and I let out a relieved sigh.

"Its.. alright..." I hear him whisper,"I'm here for ya..."

Before I know what I'm doing, I'm pressing my lips to his and running my hands through his thick mane. I'm barely thinking about anything at this point except for the fact that I'm lonely and haven't been with Seto in almost two weeks. So I'm using Joey to release my sexual frustration and deal with the fact that I left the man I love back at the mansion in almost as much pain as I am in. I feel horrible inside but my chest hurts and I need someone right now. Joey wasn't exactly helping either. He was kissing me back instead of pulling away like I had originally thought he was going to do.

He suddenly lifts me onto his lap and pulls back from the kiss to look at me. I orginally thought he was going to go through with this and ignore the fact that Seto would probably rip him to pieces, but now I'm not so sure. His face looks like he's constantly arguing with himself.

"Damn it, Seral," He whispers to me as I slowly rub noses with him,"I know what ya tryin' ta do, but I can't say no. I fuckin' love ya so much it hurts."

I'm aware of his confession but I'm too turned on to care as I lean and brush my lips against his. I was actually wanting to sleep with Joey - just because I was upset, vulnerable and hurting inside. I should be in Seto's arms, telling him I'm sorry and telling him what's really wrong but I'm not. Instead, I'm wrapped up in Joey's form, his soft caramel eyes pleading with my own green ones.

"I know dis is wrong, but I want ya so much Seral," He breathed as his hands rub my lower back,"I don't care if Kaiba's gonna kill me for this but I want us ta alteast have one moment."

I'm so overwhelmed by his sincerity that I kiss him again and than whisper,"Make love to me Joey."

He didn't protest any longer and had me lying beneath him in one fluid movement. His kisses and his touch drives me crazy as I try to avoid eye contact with him. I knew as soon as I met eyes with him that I would start bawling and realize that he isn't Seto. I've never been with another man than Seto and now I was finally gonna know what sex with Joey was going to be like. My body is quivering but not just because of my highly aroused state but because of the fact that I was subconsciously hurting myself. I was breaking my love for Seto and even though I know me and Seto aren't together right at this moment, I can't help but feel a heavy weight of guilt upon my shoulders.

I feel him move inside me with such gentleness that I'm overwhelmed with emotion. I hadn't realized how deeply in love Joey was with me until this very moment. The way his thrusts are always moving so slow but so deep and strong has me moaning and rithing beneath him like I've never experienced sex before. I catch a glimpse of his face and realize a blush has graced his cheeks and I'm touched to see he's deeply bashful about the way I am moaning his name. I grip onto him as my insides continue to burn with passion and I close my eyes tightly to try to erase the image of Seto from my mind.

I know the man over me isn't Seto but that's why my heart his hurting. This is just some stupid one time thing, a rage of love from Joey but a sexual release from me. I feel horrible for using him and even worse when I find how deeply he cares for me and how desperately he wishes he was the one making love to me all the time and not Seto. I feel him quicken his pace and I continue to moan beneath him, aware that the blush from his cheeks have disappeared and he was now more confident in achieving satisfaction for his passion.

I grip onto his shoulder as my climax nears me and my eyes snap open as the strong sensation overwhelms me. I open my mouth to voice my usual release but stop when I see that Joey's door has slowly begun to open, as though someone had turned the doorknob but than let it go to let it open on its own. I am thrown into my climax but not a blissful one.

I see there standing in the doorway, his face mixed with tears of hurt and anger, Seto, his hands balled into fists as Joey lets out a deep gutteral groan as he's sent off the edge of passsion. Joey suddenly realizes that I'm looking behind him and slowly turns his body slightly to see him standing there. He immediately detangles himself from me and dresses himself, Seto's eyes following him as he does so. I simply sit up, my blouse opened to reveal my bra and my skirt slightly turned up. I flatten my skirt and stand, knowing Seto was going to burst at any moment. Joey stands and faces Seto, his face not showing any sign of remorse for what he has just done with me.

It was than that reality truly hit me.

I just slept with Joey.

I... Seral... slept with Joey.