~~Song is: "Fumbling Towards Ecstasy" by Sarah McLachlan
*All the fear has left me now
I'm not frightened anymore.
It's my heart that pounds beneath my flesh.
it's my mouth that pushes out this breath*
Michael pushed his way into Babylon, and there he was, his usual predatory self.
Michael walked right up to him. Brian tried to hide his surprised look.
"I think it's my turn to ask the question to ask 'what are you doing here' tonight,Michael"
"Me and Ben aren't together anymore."
Brian finally turned to Michael eyebrow raised in question.
"I told him what happened"
"And so what he automatically dumps you, want me to kick his ass, then again no maybe I'll just yell at him a lot or scare him, he dould definitely kick my ass"
"All I said was that you told me you loved me and he thought I was breaking up with him"
Brian tried not to laugh "That's a little sudden"
"No actually it's not, he knew I'd always be thinking 'what if' and he didn't want that"
"What I said before, you know it's still true right-still an open offer"
Michael kissed Brian withuot saying anything, they were both in a trance.
*and if I shed a tear I won't cage it.
I won't fear love
and if I feel a rage I won't deny it.
I won't fear love.*
Brian was on a high. Both from the drugs and from the effect Michael had on him.
"Can we get outta here?" he whispered hungrily into Michael's ear.
Michael didn't answer just led Brian to the exit.
*Companion to our demons
they will dance and we will play.
With chairs candles and clothes
making darkness in the day.
It will be easy to look in or out
upstream or down
without a thought*
During the short car ride to Brian's loft, Michael decided to break the silence.
"You know when you showed up at my apartment like that, I didn't believe anything you said-even though I wanted to."
"That's just me 'the boy with the thorn in his side.' "
Michael looked into his eyes.
"And if I don't believe you know, will I ever believe you?"
"You still remember that song."
"Of course I do"
"We're here get out of the car. Now."
*and if I shed a tear I won't cage it.
I won't fear love
and if I feel a rage I won't deny it.
I won't fear love.
Peace in the struggle to find peace.
Comfort on the way to comfort*
There was an akwardness as they rode the elevator and even as they walked through the door.
Brian turned to Michael and he could not think of anything to say for the life of him.
"Well, here we are what should we do now?"
*and if I shed a tear I won't cage it.
I won't fear love
and if I feel a rage I won't deny it
I won't fear love.
I won't fear love.
I won't fear love...*
Brian had an idea and he began to slowly undress.
"You know Michael you're very silly if you think this will go well with you in clothes."
Michael nervously undressed. Brian dragged him to the bedroom. He started undressing Michael hiimself.
"You're not fast enough,Mikey"
"Wait, Brian, before this happens I want to be sure I have you-your love. And if you're going to leave tonight, please do it right"
"I'm not leaving."
Taking off the last of Michael's clothing Brian kissed him passionately.
TBC...........................
*All the fear has left me now
I'm not frightened anymore.
It's my heart that pounds beneath my flesh.
it's my mouth that pushes out this breath*
Michael pushed his way into Babylon, and there he was, his usual predatory self.
Michael walked right up to him. Brian tried to hide his surprised look.
"I think it's my turn to ask the question to ask 'what are you doing here' tonight,Michael"
"Me and Ben aren't together anymore."
Brian finally turned to Michael eyebrow raised in question.
"I told him what happened"
"And so what he automatically dumps you, want me to kick his ass, then again no maybe I'll just yell at him a lot or scare him, he dould definitely kick my ass"
"All I said was that you told me you loved me and he thought I was breaking up with him"
Brian tried not to laugh "That's a little sudden"
"No actually it's not, he knew I'd always be thinking 'what if' and he didn't want that"
"What I said before, you know it's still true right-still an open offer"
Michael kissed Brian withuot saying anything, they were both in a trance.
*and if I shed a tear I won't cage it.
I won't fear love
and if I feel a rage I won't deny it.
I won't fear love.*
Brian was on a high. Both from the drugs and from the effect Michael had on him.
"Can we get outta here?" he whispered hungrily into Michael's ear.
Michael didn't answer just led Brian to the exit.
*Companion to our demons
they will dance and we will play.
With chairs candles and clothes
making darkness in the day.
It will be easy to look in or out
upstream or down
without a thought*
During the short car ride to Brian's loft, Michael decided to break the silence.
"You know when you showed up at my apartment like that, I didn't believe anything you said-even though I wanted to."
"That's just me 'the boy with the thorn in his side.' "
Michael looked into his eyes.
"And if I don't believe you know, will I ever believe you?"
"You still remember that song."
"Of course I do"
"We're here get out of the car. Now."
*and if I shed a tear I won't cage it.
I won't fear love
and if I feel a rage I won't deny it.
I won't fear love.
Peace in the struggle to find peace.
Comfort on the way to comfort*
There was an akwardness as they rode the elevator and even as they walked through the door.
Brian turned to Michael and he could not think of anything to say for the life of him.
"Well, here we are what should we do now?"
*and if I shed a tear I won't cage it.
I won't fear love
and if I feel a rage I won't deny it
I won't fear love.
I won't fear love.
I won't fear love...*
Brian had an idea and he began to slowly undress.
"You know Michael you're very silly if you think this will go well with you in clothes."
Michael nervously undressed. Brian dragged him to the bedroom. He started undressing Michael hiimself.
"You're not fast enough,Mikey"
"Wait, Brian, before this happens I want to be sure I have you-your love. And if you're going to leave tonight, please do it right"
"I'm not leaving."
Taking off the last of Michael's clothing Brian kissed him passionately.
TBC...........................