On the Other Side of Reality
Chapter 7: In Memorium
I really would have liked to write more of this story, but I found that I just had too much on my mind. Now I regret it deeply because I fear I may never be able to write about Sirius Black again...seeing that he's...dead. My worst fears have been confirmed. The man that I loved, in a very emotional way, is dead. I don't think I'll ever be able to do it again... It would go against reality. Something that I NEVER approve of. Weird huh? Reading Sirius' death was very hard for me, and the moments leading up to it gave me such a bad stomach ache that I had to take some Mylanta. I knew he was going to die by chapter 31. It is awful for me to think that I'll never be able to imagine him standing by my side when I'm lonely or bored...or just wanting someone to talk to. The funny thing is, I didn't even cry, but I expected I would. I'll probably cry when the full reality has set in. It still hasn't. I am in denial. When the truth pops up at me, It give me that stomach ache again and I think that the rest of the books will not involve the character who made it so fun for me. It's also wierd that book five is now my favorite. I still go over his death despairingly by reading it.
The Order of the Phoenix was the most brilliant book I have ever read. It really made me feel the intense atmosphere. Right now my friend can't pull her eyes off of it (she's borrowing my copy).
It sums up this entire note by saying, "I still can't believe that he's gone." I'm sure many of us feel strangely as if we have lost a dear friend. IF ONLY HARRY HAD OPENED THE STUPID MIRROR!!!!!!!!!!!!
Chapter 7: In Memorium
I really would have liked to write more of this story, but I found that I just had too much on my mind. Now I regret it deeply because I fear I may never be able to write about Sirius Black again...seeing that he's...dead. My worst fears have been confirmed. The man that I loved, in a very emotional way, is dead. I don't think I'll ever be able to do it again... It would go against reality. Something that I NEVER approve of. Weird huh? Reading Sirius' death was very hard for me, and the moments leading up to it gave me such a bad stomach ache that I had to take some Mylanta. I knew he was going to die by chapter 31. It is awful for me to think that I'll never be able to imagine him standing by my side when I'm lonely or bored...or just wanting someone to talk to. The funny thing is, I didn't even cry, but I expected I would. I'll probably cry when the full reality has set in. It still hasn't. I am in denial. When the truth pops up at me, It give me that stomach ache again and I think that the rest of the books will not involve the character who made it so fun for me. It's also wierd that book five is now my favorite. I still go over his death despairingly by reading it.
The Order of the Phoenix was the most brilliant book I have ever read. It really made me feel the intense atmosphere. Right now my friend can't pull her eyes off of it (she's borrowing my copy).
It sums up this entire note by saying, "I still can't believe that he's gone." I'm sure many of us feel strangely as if we have lost a dear friend. IF ONLY HARRY HAD OPENED THE STUPID MIRROR!!!!!!!!!!!!