Title: Back to You- chapter 9
Disclaimer: Do I really have to say it? I don't own Third Watch.
Author's Note: Sorry for the delay folks, I hope you enjoy. Thank you so
much for the great feedback and utterly sweet encouragement. Thank you
especially to jimbosJS and Jessica S who have taken time to read each
chapter and say such pretty things. You guys are so good for my ego!
Anyways, enough with the mushy gushy, on to the smut! Finally.
Jimmy had just gotten home from a really long shift. All the lights in the apartment were out; the only light illuminating the place was the t.v. Just as he was going over to turn it off, he noticed Kim sitting on the couch staring at the screen. He slumped down next to her, looking at the t.v.
"That last call was a real bitch. Took 5 hours to kill the last of the flames." Jimmy looked over to see Kim staring blankly into space, tears gathered at the corners of her eyes. Jimmy moved his hand into hers, "Hey, you alright?" he asked in concern.
Kim blinked, coming out of whatever trance she was in and smiled at him brightly. A little too brightly, "Yeah, I'm good. I guess these infomercials are really frying my brain."
Jimmy could tell something was up, but if he knew anything about his wife, it was that she didn't like being pushed. "What are you still doing up? I thought you would have been asleep by now."
Kim smiled and moved closer to him, wrapping his arm around her shoulders, "I was waiting for you." Kim nuzzled his cheek with her nose, "Are you alright?"
Jimmy kissed her head, inhaling the smell of her shampoo. "Yeah, I'm good. Just achy." Jimmy looked towards Joey's room, "He get to sleep o.k.?"
Kim kissed his neck lightly, "Yeah. Out like a light."
" So, did everything go o.k. at the hospital?" Jimmy asked softly. He could tell she was acting a little off, but didn't know why.
Kim didn't answer, but moved to straddle him. She cupped his face and kissed him, lightly licking his lips. Jimmy responded hesitantly. Now he really knew something was bothering her. She was pulling the avoidance card. Whenever they had a really rough shift, she tended to work it out physically. In short, she jumped his bones. Jimmy groaned at the feeling of her tongue dipping into his mouth. His hands reached up into her hair to cup her head and pull her closer. Kim started to rock in his lap and Jimmy put his hands on her waist. Kim pulled back and looked at him, smiling mischievously. She lowered her head and sucked on his earlobe, "Did you miss me?" she whispered, huskily.
Jimmy moaned, the lust in her voice really turning him on, "I always miss you, baby," he whispered back, struggling to concentrate on her words.
Jimmy felt her hand slide down his chest and start to rub him through his pants. He grunted when she squeezed, and moved her hand away, pulling her closer for a kiss. She pulled back and gave him a small smile, "It feels like you really missed me."
Kim started to kiss his chest, connecting with a nipple and causing him to jerk. She chuckled and licked up till she reached his neck, "Mmm, you taste so good," she moaned.
Jimmy knew he should stop her and ask her what had been making her cry, but she was making that task damn near impossible. There was no one that had this kind of effect on him. He felt her grind down on him and he moaned, making her laugh, "Shh, baby. You'll wake Joey."
"And whose fault would that be," Jimmy smiled, watching her kiss down his chest. "Did something happen after you and Bobby left the scene, babe?" Jimmy felt Kim stiffen briefly, but relax again.
Kim looked up at him and smiled coyly, " You know, thinking about Bobby while I'm kissing you really doesn't make me feel very appreciated, Jimmy."
Jimmy smiled and kissed her, "Oh yeah, the thought of Bobby makes me really hot, didn't you know," he teased.
"Mmm, the thought of you and Bobby makes me hot," she smiled, resuming her task of covering his whole body with kisses.
"And here I thought you were trying to turn me on." Jimmy heard Kim giggle and smiled at the sound. He loved to hear her laugh. But he knew she was hiding something from him. "Seriously, did something happen."
"You talk too much," Kim smiled, scooting down a little to kiss his stomach. She sat up again, pushing her weight onto his groin ,instinctively making him grab her waist and push up. "Ohh, baby. You feel so good against me," she whimpered, kissing him hard. Her hands snaked down and undid his belt, quickly undoing his fly. Jimmy caught her hands and moved them back up to his chest, " Whoa. Slow down, honey."
Kim giggled and reached for his fly again, "No," she kissed him, wetly sliding her tongue in his mouth.
Jimmy gently cupped her face and pulled back to look at her, "Why are you avoiding me?" he asked softly.
Kim moaned in frustration and leaned forward to kiss him, but he pulled back, "Kimmy, I can tell something's wrong. Baby, talk to me," he whispered, looking intently into her eyes.
Kim moved and buried her face in his neck, "Jimmy, come on. I really need you, baby. Please," she whispered nuzzling his throat.
Jimmy considered caving and just making love to her like they both wanted, but that wouldn't solve anything. Okay, it wouldn't solve everything. He rubbed his hands over her back and pulled her close to him, "I love you," he whispered in her ear.
His words, so achingly sweet, triggered something in her. Kim let out something between a laugh and a sob. Jimmy felt her whole body tense in effort not to cry. She snuggled deeper into his body. Jimmy felt a tear drop on his neck. "Shh, it's o.k. I'm right here," he whispered comforting nonsense in her ear, holding her tight.
"She died," Kim choked out, still trying to keep from losing it completely.
"Who, baby?" Jimmy felt slight panic. ' God I hope it wasn't her mom or something', he thought.
"The little girl that Bobby and I transported to the hospital. She crashed in the bus and we got her heart beating again, but she died on the table not long after we got there." Kim cried into his shoulder.
Jimmy closed his eyes and held her even closer. He had seen the little girl. She couldn't have been more than 4, maybe 5. Dark brown hair and the biggest dark brown eyes to match. She had seemed stable when they found her, just very scared. "What happened, sweetheart?" he asked gently.
Kim sniffed, sitting up but not meeting his gaze, "The doctors said that there was really bad internal bleeding that they couldn't get to in time. They said it was a miracle she made it to the hospital." Jimmy rubbed one hand up and down her arm, the other, intertwined with hers. Kim looked up at him and laughed humorlessly, "I had to go out there and look at that little girl's mother and tell her that her baby was dead. I sat there and held her for, I don't even know how long, and there was nothing I could say to make any of this better." Tears fell from Kim's eyes like a waterfall. Jimmy reached up and wiped them away with his thumbs. "There was nothing I could do," Kim cried.
"Oh, baby. Come here," Jimmy pulled her back to him and rubbed her back, soothing her tears away. "I'm so sorry, sweetheart."
Kim sniffed and looked up at him, " How do you do that? How do you always know when something's not right and help me deal with it?"
Jimmy smiled, "It's a gift."
Kim laughed and kissed him again. The kiss started out light, but was gaining some of the passion of some minutes before. Jimmy held her close, loving the way she melted into him. Melted for him. Kim didn't trust a lot of people, and never wanted anyone to help her, but he knew he was the only one that saw her like this. For everyone else she was always very together, very strong, it was one of the things he loved about his wife; always taking care of everyone. But even better, he liked being the one she opened up to, the only one she really trusted. He would never do anything to break that.
Jimmy was brought back to the present when he heard Kim moan, "Jimmy, honey, I really need you." Kim kissed his neck.
"Hmm, how badly do you need me?" he teased, smiling at her moan.
"I need you so bad. I have this ache inside me, and I know you can make it go away." Kim slipped her hand into his pants, smiling when he pushed into her, "Feels like you need me too."
" God, baby, that feels so good," he moaned as she pumped him. Jimmy dragged his head up from where it was resting on the couch, "You're a dangerous woman, you know that?"
Kim smiled and got off his lap, laughing when he whimpered and grabbed at her. She crooked her finger at him, beckoning him to follow her, "You don't really want Joey waking up and finding us out here like this, do you? That could take years of therapy to heal."
Jimmy laughed and followed after her, tackling her to the bed and making her squeal when he started tickling her. Somehow Jimmy ended up between her legs, looking down at her panting form, "No more! I can't," she panted out.
Jimmy smiled and watched her calm down. She was so incredibly beautiful, "What did I ever do to deserve you?"
Kim smiled and caressed his face, "You knocked me up."
They both laughed, "So much for romance," he teased.
"I love you," she whispered, stroking his face.
"Say it again," he kissed her collarbone.
"Mmm, I love you," Kim panted out.
Jimmy kissed down her body, paying special attention to her breasts, loving the little whimpers she was making. He kissed and licked down her stomach until he reached the heat between her thighs. Jimmy was dangerously close to losing it, and wanted to make sure Kim was satisfied. He kissed her between her thighs, feeling her legs lightly grip his head and feeling her arch off the bed.
Kim was going out of her mind. She was so close, but she wanted Jimmy inside her before she came. She opened her legs, which only served to make him suck on her harder, making her groan loudly. She pulled at his shoulders, "Jimmy, baby, stop. Stop, stop, stop," she panted, her breathing off the charts.
Jimmy looked up at her with question. Kim pulled at him until he crawled up her body, kissing along the way. "I thought you were enjoying that," he whispered, kissing her on the mouth, making her moan.
"I was, very much. But I'm so close," she licked at his lips.
"I know, I could feel." Jimmy pulled back and brushed the hair out of her face, "Why'd you make me stop."
"I wanna come with you inside me," she whispered, rubbing her foot against his calf.
"You are so beautiful, Kim. So beautiful," Jimmy whispered looking into her eyes.
Kim held his gaze while he pushed inside her. Her eyes were tearing it felt so good and she was so in love with this man. When he was fully inside her, she could no longer keep her eyes open. The sensations were too overwhelming.
"Baby, open your eyes. I want to see you," he called to her.
Kim forced her eyes open and locked onto his intense gaze. She felt the tears rolling down her cheeks and this time it wasn't out of sadness. "Do you have any idea how in love with you I am?" she whispered, their hands intertwining over her head.
"Hopefully about as much in love with you as I am," he smiled down at her. He watched the emotions play across her face. He could tell when she was gonna come and sped up his thrusts. "Come for me, baby," he whispered.
Those words were all it took to push her over the edge. She arched up off the bed, clutching Jimmy's hands tightly. Her mouth was open, but all that came out were broken whimpers. She felt Jimmy follow right after her, which triggered her again.
Jimmy slumped down on to Kim, absolutely exhausted. He was still inside her and could feel her heart pounding against his chest. "I love you, Kimmy."
Kim nuzzled her cheek against his, "I love you more."
Jimmy began to move off her, but stopped when she moaned and clung to him, "Am I hurting you," he asked, concerned.
"Yes. You're leaving."
Jimmy smiled and leaned down to kiss her, "I don't wanna suffocate you, baby."
"Mmm, I like how you feel against me, inside me" she purred, drifting off.
Jimmy smiled, knowing she was falling asleep. He gently pulled out of her, causing her to moan in protest, "Shh, sweetheart. I'm not going anywhere." He laid on his back and pulled her with him, smiling when he felt her snuggle up to him. He listened to the steady sound of her breathing as he drifted off to sleep.
"Love you," she mumbled before falling asleep.
Jimmy hugged her close and kissed her head, "I love you too."
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Hello! Did I make you hot? Please tell me I made you hot. Either way, it's out of my system now and it won't happen again. Maybe. ;)
Jimmy had just gotten home from a really long shift. All the lights in the apartment were out; the only light illuminating the place was the t.v. Just as he was going over to turn it off, he noticed Kim sitting on the couch staring at the screen. He slumped down next to her, looking at the t.v.
"That last call was a real bitch. Took 5 hours to kill the last of the flames." Jimmy looked over to see Kim staring blankly into space, tears gathered at the corners of her eyes. Jimmy moved his hand into hers, "Hey, you alright?" he asked in concern.
Kim blinked, coming out of whatever trance she was in and smiled at him brightly. A little too brightly, "Yeah, I'm good. I guess these infomercials are really frying my brain."
Jimmy could tell something was up, but if he knew anything about his wife, it was that she didn't like being pushed. "What are you still doing up? I thought you would have been asleep by now."
Kim smiled and moved closer to him, wrapping his arm around her shoulders, "I was waiting for you." Kim nuzzled his cheek with her nose, "Are you alright?"
Jimmy kissed her head, inhaling the smell of her shampoo. "Yeah, I'm good. Just achy." Jimmy looked towards Joey's room, "He get to sleep o.k.?"
Kim kissed his neck lightly, "Yeah. Out like a light."
" So, did everything go o.k. at the hospital?" Jimmy asked softly. He could tell she was acting a little off, but didn't know why.
Kim didn't answer, but moved to straddle him. She cupped his face and kissed him, lightly licking his lips. Jimmy responded hesitantly. Now he really knew something was bothering her. She was pulling the avoidance card. Whenever they had a really rough shift, she tended to work it out physically. In short, she jumped his bones. Jimmy groaned at the feeling of her tongue dipping into his mouth. His hands reached up into her hair to cup her head and pull her closer. Kim started to rock in his lap and Jimmy put his hands on her waist. Kim pulled back and looked at him, smiling mischievously. She lowered her head and sucked on his earlobe, "Did you miss me?" she whispered, huskily.
Jimmy moaned, the lust in her voice really turning him on, "I always miss you, baby," he whispered back, struggling to concentrate on her words.
Jimmy felt her hand slide down his chest and start to rub him through his pants. He grunted when she squeezed, and moved her hand away, pulling her closer for a kiss. She pulled back and gave him a small smile, "It feels like you really missed me."
Kim started to kiss his chest, connecting with a nipple and causing him to jerk. She chuckled and licked up till she reached his neck, "Mmm, you taste so good," she moaned.
Jimmy knew he should stop her and ask her what had been making her cry, but she was making that task damn near impossible. There was no one that had this kind of effect on him. He felt her grind down on him and he moaned, making her laugh, "Shh, baby. You'll wake Joey."
"And whose fault would that be," Jimmy smiled, watching her kiss down his chest. "Did something happen after you and Bobby left the scene, babe?" Jimmy felt Kim stiffen briefly, but relax again.
Kim looked up at him and smiled coyly, " You know, thinking about Bobby while I'm kissing you really doesn't make me feel very appreciated, Jimmy."
Jimmy smiled and kissed her, "Oh yeah, the thought of Bobby makes me really hot, didn't you know," he teased.
"Mmm, the thought of you and Bobby makes me hot," she smiled, resuming her task of covering his whole body with kisses.
"And here I thought you were trying to turn me on." Jimmy heard Kim giggle and smiled at the sound. He loved to hear her laugh. But he knew she was hiding something from him. "Seriously, did something happen."
"You talk too much," Kim smiled, scooting down a little to kiss his stomach. She sat up again, pushing her weight onto his groin ,instinctively making him grab her waist and push up. "Ohh, baby. You feel so good against me," she whimpered, kissing him hard. Her hands snaked down and undid his belt, quickly undoing his fly. Jimmy caught her hands and moved them back up to his chest, " Whoa. Slow down, honey."
Kim giggled and reached for his fly again, "No," she kissed him, wetly sliding her tongue in his mouth.
Jimmy gently cupped her face and pulled back to look at her, "Why are you avoiding me?" he asked softly.
Kim moaned in frustration and leaned forward to kiss him, but he pulled back, "Kimmy, I can tell something's wrong. Baby, talk to me," he whispered, looking intently into her eyes.
Kim moved and buried her face in his neck, "Jimmy, come on. I really need you, baby. Please," she whispered nuzzling his throat.
Jimmy considered caving and just making love to her like they both wanted, but that wouldn't solve anything. Okay, it wouldn't solve everything. He rubbed his hands over her back and pulled her close to him, "I love you," he whispered in her ear.
His words, so achingly sweet, triggered something in her. Kim let out something between a laugh and a sob. Jimmy felt her whole body tense in effort not to cry. She snuggled deeper into his body. Jimmy felt a tear drop on his neck. "Shh, it's o.k. I'm right here," he whispered comforting nonsense in her ear, holding her tight.
"She died," Kim choked out, still trying to keep from losing it completely.
"Who, baby?" Jimmy felt slight panic. ' God I hope it wasn't her mom or something', he thought.
"The little girl that Bobby and I transported to the hospital. She crashed in the bus and we got her heart beating again, but she died on the table not long after we got there." Kim cried into his shoulder.
Jimmy closed his eyes and held her even closer. He had seen the little girl. She couldn't have been more than 4, maybe 5. Dark brown hair and the biggest dark brown eyes to match. She had seemed stable when they found her, just very scared. "What happened, sweetheart?" he asked gently.
Kim sniffed, sitting up but not meeting his gaze, "The doctors said that there was really bad internal bleeding that they couldn't get to in time. They said it was a miracle she made it to the hospital." Jimmy rubbed one hand up and down her arm, the other, intertwined with hers. Kim looked up at him and laughed humorlessly, "I had to go out there and look at that little girl's mother and tell her that her baby was dead. I sat there and held her for, I don't even know how long, and there was nothing I could say to make any of this better." Tears fell from Kim's eyes like a waterfall. Jimmy reached up and wiped them away with his thumbs. "There was nothing I could do," Kim cried.
"Oh, baby. Come here," Jimmy pulled her back to him and rubbed her back, soothing her tears away. "I'm so sorry, sweetheart."
Kim sniffed and looked up at him, " How do you do that? How do you always know when something's not right and help me deal with it?"
Jimmy smiled, "It's a gift."
Kim laughed and kissed him again. The kiss started out light, but was gaining some of the passion of some minutes before. Jimmy held her close, loving the way she melted into him. Melted for him. Kim didn't trust a lot of people, and never wanted anyone to help her, but he knew he was the only one that saw her like this. For everyone else she was always very together, very strong, it was one of the things he loved about his wife; always taking care of everyone. But even better, he liked being the one she opened up to, the only one she really trusted. He would never do anything to break that.
Jimmy was brought back to the present when he heard Kim moan, "Jimmy, honey, I really need you." Kim kissed his neck.
"Hmm, how badly do you need me?" he teased, smiling at her moan.
"I need you so bad. I have this ache inside me, and I know you can make it go away." Kim slipped her hand into his pants, smiling when he pushed into her, "Feels like you need me too."
" God, baby, that feels so good," he moaned as she pumped him. Jimmy dragged his head up from where it was resting on the couch, "You're a dangerous woman, you know that?"
Kim smiled and got off his lap, laughing when he whimpered and grabbed at her. She crooked her finger at him, beckoning him to follow her, "You don't really want Joey waking up and finding us out here like this, do you? That could take years of therapy to heal."
Jimmy laughed and followed after her, tackling her to the bed and making her squeal when he started tickling her. Somehow Jimmy ended up between her legs, looking down at her panting form, "No more! I can't," she panted out.
Jimmy smiled and watched her calm down. She was so incredibly beautiful, "What did I ever do to deserve you?"
Kim smiled and caressed his face, "You knocked me up."
They both laughed, "So much for romance," he teased.
"I love you," she whispered, stroking his face.
"Say it again," he kissed her collarbone.
"Mmm, I love you," Kim panted out.
Jimmy kissed down her body, paying special attention to her breasts, loving the little whimpers she was making. He kissed and licked down her stomach until he reached the heat between her thighs. Jimmy was dangerously close to losing it, and wanted to make sure Kim was satisfied. He kissed her between her thighs, feeling her legs lightly grip his head and feeling her arch off the bed.
Kim was going out of her mind. She was so close, but she wanted Jimmy inside her before she came. She opened her legs, which only served to make him suck on her harder, making her groan loudly. She pulled at his shoulders, "Jimmy, baby, stop. Stop, stop, stop," she panted, her breathing off the charts.
Jimmy looked up at her with question. Kim pulled at him until he crawled up her body, kissing along the way. "I thought you were enjoying that," he whispered, kissing her on the mouth, making her moan.
"I was, very much. But I'm so close," she licked at his lips.
"I know, I could feel." Jimmy pulled back and brushed the hair out of her face, "Why'd you make me stop."
"I wanna come with you inside me," she whispered, rubbing her foot against his calf.
"You are so beautiful, Kim. So beautiful," Jimmy whispered looking into her eyes.
Kim held his gaze while he pushed inside her. Her eyes were tearing it felt so good and she was so in love with this man. When he was fully inside her, she could no longer keep her eyes open. The sensations were too overwhelming.
"Baby, open your eyes. I want to see you," he called to her.
Kim forced her eyes open and locked onto his intense gaze. She felt the tears rolling down her cheeks and this time it wasn't out of sadness. "Do you have any idea how in love with you I am?" she whispered, their hands intertwining over her head.
"Hopefully about as much in love with you as I am," he smiled down at her. He watched the emotions play across her face. He could tell when she was gonna come and sped up his thrusts. "Come for me, baby," he whispered.
Those words were all it took to push her over the edge. She arched up off the bed, clutching Jimmy's hands tightly. Her mouth was open, but all that came out were broken whimpers. She felt Jimmy follow right after her, which triggered her again.
Jimmy slumped down on to Kim, absolutely exhausted. He was still inside her and could feel her heart pounding against his chest. "I love you, Kimmy."
Kim nuzzled her cheek against his, "I love you more."
Jimmy began to move off her, but stopped when she moaned and clung to him, "Am I hurting you," he asked, concerned.
"Yes. You're leaving."
Jimmy smiled and leaned down to kiss her, "I don't wanna suffocate you, baby."
"Mmm, I like how you feel against me, inside me" she purred, drifting off.
Jimmy smiled, knowing she was falling asleep. He gently pulled out of her, causing her to moan in protest, "Shh, sweetheart. I'm not going anywhere." He laid on his back and pulled her with him, smiling when he felt her snuggle up to him. He listened to the steady sound of her breathing as he drifted off to sleep.
"Love you," she mumbled before falling asleep.
Jimmy hugged her close and kissed her head, "I love you too."
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Hello! Did I make you hot? Please tell me I made you hot. Either way, it's out of my system now and it won't happen again. Maybe. ;)