*every time we lie awake
after every hit we take
every feeling that I get
but I haven't missed you yet*

iI love you/i

iI can't say the same, 'Malik'...now get out of my house and get out of my life!/i

The words haunted Anzu.

iYou still love him..../i a voice kept saying. iYou said you loved Namu...why is Malik any different?/i

"Malik is a horrible man!" Anzu yelled. "That's what makes him different from Namu!"

iBut they are the same people.../i

*every room-mate kept awake
by every silent scream we make
all the feelings that I get
but I still don't miss you yet*

Anzu knew these 'voices' were right. But...Malik did so much to her and her friends lives...how could she ever look at him?

"I wish this never happened..." Anzu whimpered. "I wish 'Namu' never came into my life like this..."

iNo you don't.../i

"YES I DO!"

'I'm going crazy...' Anzu thought. 'I'm talking to voices that aren't even there...what is happening to me?!'

*only when I stop to think about it*

"This is crazy..." Anzu said. "How can I be having feelings about someone who has caused me so much pain? How could I love someone who lied to me about their identity?"

iHe loved you...that's why he did it./i the voice said. iHe wanted to be with you...the only way he could do it was through Namu./i

"Will you shut up?" Anzu snapped.

iSo you are going to actually talk to me now?/i the voice asked.

"Huh?" Anzu looked around. "Where are you?"

iI'm in your head. I am your past./i

"What?"

*I hate everything about you
why do I love you?*

iYou heard me. I am Tea Gardner...I am who you were back in back in Egypt thousands of years ago./i

"Excuse me?" Anzu asked. "What was that."

iYou heard me/i

"Where are you? Show yourself to me."

iIf I must./i A faint image of a girl who looked just like Anzu appears on the kitchen counter next to her. She was dressed in Egyptian cloths.

"Why are you hear?" Anzu asked her.

"To warn you."

*I hate everything about you
why do I love you?*

"Warn me about what?"

"Well...first off. You really do love Malik."

"No I don't...Tea he lied to me." Anzu said.

"You loved him back in Egypt." Tea said. "And you love him now."

"What about Yami?" Anzu asked.

"What about him? You aren't meant to be. He is just here to protect you." Tea said.

"...how can I love someone like Malik?" Anzu looked at Tea. "How can I love...him?"

"I don't know. I asked myself the same question. But you do...we do." Tea said, she smiled. "I can see in your eyes that you know what I'm saying is true."

"But, Tea..." Anzu said. She looked at the floor. "I hate everything about him."

*every time we lie awake
after every hit we take
every feeling that I get
but I haven't missed you yet*

"She hates me" Malik said, he punched a brick wall. He felt small droplets of rain land on his head.

//Ha, ha, ha!// Yami Malik laughed.

"What's so funny?"

//Your pathetic.//

Malik ignored his Yami's comments. He was completely heartbroken. 'Maybe I should have told her the truth about myself in the first place...but at least now Yami Malik won't be able to harm her'

//Don't be so sure about that.// Yami Malik said. //She will feel my wrath soon enough.//

"Your still not going to give up?"

//Not a chance...// Yami Malik said.

*Only when I stop to think about it

I hate everything about you
why do I love you?
I hate everything about you
why do I love you?*

"You may think that." Tea said. "But...you really do love him Anzu."

"I can't see..."

"Here let me help you..." Tea pressed her finger against Anzu's forehead."

**FLASHBACK**

"Are you sure about this?" Tea asked as Kamie pushed her up to a chamber door.

"Come on!" Kamie said. "I'll talk to you later!" she knocked on the door and ran off.

"Yes?" Malik opened the door to his chamber to see Tea standing there. "Tea? What...I mean... hey..."

"Hi...um..." Tea bit her bottom lip.

"Yes?"

"Can I come in?"

"OK." Malik said quickly. "Please..."

Tea looked around Malik's chamber.

"So, what brings you here?" Malik asked.

"I just came to see you."

"I thought you were forbidden to even look at me after what I did." Malik said.

"Do you think I care what you did to Pharaoh Yami?" Tea asked.

"I thought you would be..everyone else was." Malik said.

"Malik...I am not as close to the Pharaoh as I am to you..." Tea said. "I'm not going to let a little mind control break between us..."

"Tea...I don't know what to say..." Malik said.

"Don't say anything..." Tea said, she leaned forward and kissed him.

**END**

*only when I stop to think about you,
I know
only when you stop to think about me,
do you know
I hate everything about you
why do I love you
you hate everything about me
why do you love me

I hate
you hate
I hate
you love me*

"Wow...what was that?" Anzu asked.

"That was an event from the past." Tea said, she started to disappear. "Do you understand now?"

"Yes..." Anzu said. "..I do...I really...truely...love...Malik."

"Then go look for him." Tea said, she disappeared. iGood luck...i

Anzu jumped up as lightning flashed by her window, and the rain started to pound down harder. "I'm coming, Malik."

She ran out of the house. "Please...forgive me for what I said to you..."

*I hate everything about you
why do I love you??*

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Seddie: next chapter is gonna be the last people ^ ^; enjoy.