A/N Ok, here it is. Sorry for the last few chapters. Don't worry though,
like everybody say's "It will be ok." OK? Just remember to review.
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Chapter 18 (Still in Lizzie's POV)
I've been on my hospital bed thinking. Miranda still has not come back with any word on what happened with Gordo. I don't think I can take it much longer, I love him too much to lose him. I've been saying that a lot lately. Maybe I should go back to sleep, I'm really tired and Miranda can wake me up when she comes back in.
Before I closed my eyes to sleep I heard my door open. "Miranda?" I asked hopping it was her. "Yeah Liz?" She asked and I smiled. I couldn't see to my door because they had a curtain blocking the way. She came through them and sat on my bed by my feet and she didn't have an expression her face but I could tell she was upset about something.
"Miranda? Did you find out anything?" I asked her biting my lip. "Lizzie, all they told me was that he was still in a coma." She told me and I sighed, relieved that he was still alive but yet still sad that he was still in a coma. "Oh." Was all that I could say. I didn't cry this time, I had to be strong. "I want to go see him. Is he still in the same room?" I asked her getting out of bed still a little sore from giving birth.
"Yes Lizzie." She told me and I nodded and she followed me out of the room. "Miranda, could you go and tell mom and dad that I will come down and see them after I see Gordo?" I asked her wanting to be alone with him. "Sure." I said thanks to her and she left me and then I went up to Gordo's room.
I saw him still lying on his bed. I walked over to him and sat by his bed again. "Gordo, I love you but I can't do this anymore. I'm so sorry but I have to take care of our kids." I told him and then kissed him. I couldn't watch him die. I had to leave, so I was going to go and see mom and dad.
I left his room with tears in my eyes afraid that, that would be the last time I saw him. I hurried and got to my parent's room. "Mom? When do you get to go home?" I asked her while sitting in a chair against a wall. "Tomorrow, and so do the kids. When do you get to go home?" She asked me is smiled. "Tomorrow and so do my kids." I told her and we both smiled. Dad had left the room when I came in so I suppose he went to check on all of the kids.
"Mom, this is going to be hard. Raising two kids by myself." I told her not sure that I could. "Lizzie you are going to do just fine." She told me. "I don't know. Tyler and Trish need a father. And right now they don't really have one." I told her and she sighed. "Lizzie, I know that Gordo has a chance of not making it but I believe that he can fight this, he will wake up for you." Mother told me and put on a weak smile towards her.
Then I saw the nurse come in bringing Aiden, Alyssa and Aleena. "Mom they are so cute." I told her and we both laughed. It felt good to laugh some more and not be crying all of the time. "Yeah well they are my kids." Mom told me and we laughed some more and I took Alyssa and mom took the other two from the nurse. We played with them a little and then dad came in and took Alyssa and I left.
I decided to go and see my little babies. I loved them so much and they were a part of Gordo and me. Tyler looked so much like Gordo. Trish looked a little like me I guess and when I got to the nursery the nurse let me take them out and back up to my room.
I went in my room and sat on my bed with Tyler on my lap and Trish on my side. "Tyler you look so much like your daddy. Do you all want to see him?" I asked willing to go up one more time. Of course they didn't answer me so I took them to see Gordo anyway. They had to at least be with their father once.
When we got up to Gordo's room I sat Tyler on the left side of Gordo and Trish on the right. I decided to take a picture of them so I took the camera I had put around my neck off and snapped a photo.
I took the kids and left, I took them to the nursery and I went back to my room. I hadn't seen Kyler since I gave birth. I wonder where she is? Oh well I haven't seen Paolo or Isabella either. I can't believe I'm already a mom, and I can't believe that Gordo isn't with me. I know I shouldn't give up in him but it's so hard. I'll see him before I leave tomorrow and that's it.
The next day I wake up when I doctor comes in and asks me to sign my release forms. So I did that and now the nurse was bringing my kids to me so I could go down with mom and dad then we could leave. I decided that I would go and see Gordo after we go home and then I'll come back.
I took my kids once the nurse brought them and we went down to mom and dad then left to go home. Kyler said she would watch them for me while I go and see Gordo one last time. I drove back to the hospital and went up to his room.
"Gordo." I said and sat by his bed. "I'm sorry but I can't come back, its to hard to see you like this." I said allowing myself to let tears slide down my cheek for the first time in a while. "I have to stay with our kids and I hope you can fight this. Fight to wake up please. I need you I can't raise two kids by myself." I told him while holding his hand. "Gordo remember what you promised me and Miranda a long time ago? You promised to never leave us please don't break that promise.
(Flashback)
Lizzie, Miranda, and Gordo are in Lizzie's room talking. "Girls I promise to never leave you both." He told them.
Lizzie and Miranda both smiled and they promised that they would never leave him either and they would always be friends.
(End Flashback)
I kissed Gordo on the forehead and got up to leave. "Bye Gordo, I love you." I started towards the door. "Lizzie wait." I turned around and saw Gordo's eyes open. I ran over to him. "Gordo! Your awake!" I yelled. I smiled at him and he smiled back. "Yeah, I would never brake that promise." He told me and I hugged him and he hugged me back. "Lizzie I love you so much." He said. I was crying happy tears now. "I love you to Gordo." I told him back and we kissed.
A/N Ok, so you think this one is real and not Lizzie's dream? Ok you're right but if you think I'm over with the Drama part guess again! Review to get more!
Disclaimer: I own my story plot!
Chapter 18 (Still in Lizzie's POV)
I've been on my hospital bed thinking. Miranda still has not come back with any word on what happened with Gordo. I don't think I can take it much longer, I love him too much to lose him. I've been saying that a lot lately. Maybe I should go back to sleep, I'm really tired and Miranda can wake me up when she comes back in.
Before I closed my eyes to sleep I heard my door open. "Miranda?" I asked hopping it was her. "Yeah Liz?" She asked and I smiled. I couldn't see to my door because they had a curtain blocking the way. She came through them and sat on my bed by my feet and she didn't have an expression her face but I could tell she was upset about something.
"Miranda? Did you find out anything?" I asked her biting my lip. "Lizzie, all they told me was that he was still in a coma." She told me and I sighed, relieved that he was still alive but yet still sad that he was still in a coma. "Oh." Was all that I could say. I didn't cry this time, I had to be strong. "I want to go see him. Is he still in the same room?" I asked her getting out of bed still a little sore from giving birth.
"Yes Lizzie." She told me and I nodded and she followed me out of the room. "Miranda, could you go and tell mom and dad that I will come down and see them after I see Gordo?" I asked her wanting to be alone with him. "Sure." I said thanks to her and she left me and then I went up to Gordo's room.
I saw him still lying on his bed. I walked over to him and sat by his bed again. "Gordo, I love you but I can't do this anymore. I'm so sorry but I have to take care of our kids." I told him and then kissed him. I couldn't watch him die. I had to leave, so I was going to go and see mom and dad.
I left his room with tears in my eyes afraid that, that would be the last time I saw him. I hurried and got to my parent's room. "Mom? When do you get to go home?" I asked her while sitting in a chair against a wall. "Tomorrow, and so do the kids. When do you get to go home?" She asked me is smiled. "Tomorrow and so do my kids." I told her and we both smiled. Dad had left the room when I came in so I suppose he went to check on all of the kids.
"Mom, this is going to be hard. Raising two kids by myself." I told her not sure that I could. "Lizzie you are going to do just fine." She told me. "I don't know. Tyler and Trish need a father. And right now they don't really have one." I told her and she sighed. "Lizzie, I know that Gordo has a chance of not making it but I believe that he can fight this, he will wake up for you." Mother told me and put on a weak smile towards her.
Then I saw the nurse come in bringing Aiden, Alyssa and Aleena. "Mom they are so cute." I told her and we both laughed. It felt good to laugh some more and not be crying all of the time. "Yeah well they are my kids." Mom told me and we laughed some more and I took Alyssa and mom took the other two from the nurse. We played with them a little and then dad came in and took Alyssa and I left.
I decided to go and see my little babies. I loved them so much and they were a part of Gordo and me. Tyler looked so much like Gordo. Trish looked a little like me I guess and when I got to the nursery the nurse let me take them out and back up to my room.
I went in my room and sat on my bed with Tyler on my lap and Trish on my side. "Tyler you look so much like your daddy. Do you all want to see him?" I asked willing to go up one more time. Of course they didn't answer me so I took them to see Gordo anyway. They had to at least be with their father once.
When we got up to Gordo's room I sat Tyler on the left side of Gordo and Trish on the right. I decided to take a picture of them so I took the camera I had put around my neck off and snapped a photo.
I took the kids and left, I took them to the nursery and I went back to my room. I hadn't seen Kyler since I gave birth. I wonder where she is? Oh well I haven't seen Paolo or Isabella either. I can't believe I'm already a mom, and I can't believe that Gordo isn't with me. I know I shouldn't give up in him but it's so hard. I'll see him before I leave tomorrow and that's it.
The next day I wake up when I doctor comes in and asks me to sign my release forms. So I did that and now the nurse was bringing my kids to me so I could go down with mom and dad then we could leave. I decided that I would go and see Gordo after we go home and then I'll come back.
I took my kids once the nurse brought them and we went down to mom and dad then left to go home. Kyler said she would watch them for me while I go and see Gordo one last time. I drove back to the hospital and went up to his room.
"Gordo." I said and sat by his bed. "I'm sorry but I can't come back, its to hard to see you like this." I said allowing myself to let tears slide down my cheek for the first time in a while. "I have to stay with our kids and I hope you can fight this. Fight to wake up please. I need you I can't raise two kids by myself." I told him while holding his hand. "Gordo remember what you promised me and Miranda a long time ago? You promised to never leave us please don't break that promise.
(Flashback)
Lizzie, Miranda, and Gordo are in Lizzie's room talking. "Girls I promise to never leave you both." He told them.
Lizzie and Miranda both smiled and they promised that they would never leave him either and they would always be friends.
(End Flashback)
I kissed Gordo on the forehead and got up to leave. "Bye Gordo, I love you." I started towards the door. "Lizzie wait." I turned around and saw Gordo's eyes open. I ran over to him. "Gordo! Your awake!" I yelled. I smiled at him and he smiled back. "Yeah, I would never brake that promise." He told me and I hugged him and he hugged me back. "Lizzie I love you so much." He said. I was crying happy tears now. "I love you to Gordo." I told him back and we kissed.
A/N Ok, so you think this one is real and not Lizzie's dream? Ok you're right but if you think I'm over with the Drama part guess again! Review to get more!