Disclaimer in first chapter.

A/N: I don't like the Kenlow relationship, however, I said that this story would be based on the trailer for the next episode, so. Kenlow it is. Just don't expect any fluffies from me on this.

An Empty Heart and an Un-beating Heart

Do What You Have To Do:

*Back at Rovello*

Willow and Kenedy were in Willow's room, sitting on the bed that Willow and Tara had shared for almost a year. Kenedy was looking up at Willow, trying to pull of puppy eyes.

" You know Will, you're the oldest girlfriend I've ever had. My fourth girlfriend actually, I know I'm your second. But I know you've still got some more experiences than me." she let the sentence hang.

What ravages of spirit conjured this temptuous rage created you a monster broken by the rules of love and fate has led you through it you do what you have to do and fate has led you through it you do what you have to do ...

Willow was feeling uncomfortable. She liked Kenedy a lot, but she wasn't even sure if she would be with her if it wasn't for the fact that she was almost certain she would die in an apocalypse soon. But she had to admit she was attracted to the confident girl, and she didn't quite think Kenedy was the type that took no for an answer.

And I have the sense to recognize that I don't know how to let you go every moment marked with apparitions of your soul I'm ever swiftly moving trying to escape this desire the yearning to be near you I do what I have to do the yearning to be near you I do what I have to do but I have the sense to recognize

She knew Kenedy liked her a lot more than she liked Kenedy, would she be a bad person to take advantage of that? Or would she be a worse person to break her heart right before she would surely die?

That I don't know how to let you go I don't know how to let you go

But what could she do now when Kenedy was stroking her cheek so tenderly? Willow captured her girlfriends lips in a consuming kiss and turned off the lamp, determined not to let this girl die without getting what she wanted.

A glowing ember burning hot burning slow deep within I'm shaken by the violence of existing for only you

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Kenedy looked at her girlfriend lying next to her under the covers. She had been her first. She was filled with a happiness and contentment that she hadn't felt since she'd been called to Sunnydale.

"I love you Willow"

I know I can't be with you I do what I have to do I know I can't be with you I do what I have to do and I have sense to recognize but I don't know how to let you go

"I know you do." Willow turned on her side to face away from the girl. Kenedy looked shocked that her declaration had not been returned and rolled the opposite direction from her lover to hide her tears.

A/N: This was terribly difficult for me to write, so if it sucked, too bad. Plz R&R so I know what you think. Also if you think I should increase my rating.