A/N Here I go again, screwing up Aya's mind. This is a songfic I thought would be a good fit for Aya. My muse yelled at me for writing this because I hate reading songfics. So if it sux well, I think all of my stuff sux. Constructive criticism welcome, even to tell me why it is crappy. Flames will be added to the fire. Enjoy my warped mind.
Disclaimer: Weiss isn't mine and neither is Right Side of Wrong.
CC: I love this song. I'm a muse I love all songs :D
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Right Side of Wrong
Know all about
About your reputation
And how it's bound to be a heartbreak situation
He is so beautiful, it's no wonder that all the girls just flock to him. I wonder what he thinks of all of it, if he even realizes it. Hn, well I guess I can just be one of his many admirers. I could love him, but I have to keep up this wall so I don't get hurt. I am not going through the pain of losing a loved one. Life can be cruel sometimes. I wonder if he even swings my direction. I have way too many thoughts to concentrate.
But I can't help it if I'm helpless
Every time that I'm where you are
You walk in and my strength walks out the door
I can't believe that I actually came on to him, even more surprising yet he didn't turn me away. I let him take me out to dinner. I just couldn't refuse. I thought if he did accept my "affections" that it would be just a quick lay. I never expected him to be … sweet? He wants to take me clubbing. I hate clubs, but I couldn't say no to those gorgeous emerald eyes.
Say my name and I can't fight it anymore
Oh I know, I should go
But I need your touch just too damn much
Last night was amazing. He was gentle, but rough when he needed to be. I am having trouble not loving him. I can't stop thinking of him. The way he feels, looks, moves, its amazing. I am in so much trouble.
Loving you isn't really something I should do
Shouldn't wanna spend my time with you
That I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
Yeah baby you're the right kind of wrong
This is so strange, I know what I am doing is going to hurt me. He releases me from all the pain that I have harbored for the past few years. I keep thinking I am going to wake up, inevitably miserable. At least I know I still have a heart.
Might be a mistake
A mistake I'm making
But what you're giving I am happy to be taking
Cause no one's ever made me feel
The way I feel when I'm in your arms
This is perfect. All of this is so not right, but it is perfect. I failed in not loving him. I am almost happy about that, but more over I am scared to death. I can't lose him, not now.
They say you're something I should do without
They don't know what goes on
When the lights go out
There's no way to explain
All the pleasure is worth all the pain
I know he still goes out with the girls, but I don't care. He still comes home to me. Yes it hurts, I can handle it. I want to handle it.
Loving you isn't really something I should do
Shouldn't wanna spend my time with you
That I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
Yeah baby you're the right kind of wrong
I should try to run
But I just can't seem to
Cause every time I run you're the on I run to
Can't do without, what you do to me
I don't care if I'm in too deep
I had a nightmare last night. I dreamt of him in bed with on of his girls. I was stuck with the man I loved, having nightmares about him.
Loving you isn't really something I should do
Shouldn't wanna spend my time with you
That I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
Yeah baby you're the right kind of wrong