A/N: Hey everyone! I know these chapters are like more depressing then the
others. Sorry, just bare with me. I promise to make it up to you all by the
end of the story! :)~ , Anyway, tnaks to everyone whoe's R/R! And now, we
continue with our story!
Chapter 14:
I found out the test results two weeks later when I was sent home with Eyeball. I got home and slowly opened the envelope. Reading the results to myself, I was in pure shock.
"What? What is it?" Eyeball asked. "Is it bad?" He asked me again. I started crying. "We lost him." Eyeball said, and dropped the bag that was in his hand.
"Eyeball, no, he's okay." I smiled.
"What? Really?" I nodded and showed him the letter. Thank God, my kid was okay.
Eyeball finished his schoolwork in my third month and got a job by my fourth. Eyeball didn't hit me or even yell at me during the rest of my pregnacy. I had the kid a week late and everyone was there. All of the Cobras, including Ace, and my siblings, and Gordie and everyone else came.Eyeball was right, it was a boy. We named him Jason.
A month after Jason was born, Eyeball started drinking again, a lot.He has hit me a coupld of times really badly, but never while the kids were around of in the same room. He wouldn't dare do it to the kids or even in front of them. Melanie was five now and who knows who she would tell.
At least twice a month Eyeball had an outburst. But only when he was drunk. I never threatened to leave again. I guess I was afraid to. I was afraid to be alone, without Eyeball. I mean, if I wasn't here in Castle Rock, with Eyeball and the Cobras, then who was I?
A week after Eyeball beat me up pretty badly, Ace stopped by the house. Elisa and Gordie had taken the kids to the park for the day so I could finally have sometime alone, or so I thought.
"Oh, hi Ace, Eyeball isn't here, he's at work." I said, straightening up the house. Ace and I were on pretty good terms right now.
"No he isn't." Ace said that menacing voice of his. He came into the house and sat on the couch.
"Yes he is." I said, putting Melanie's toys in her room.
"No. He's out screwin'. He's screwin' everyone but you Jess." He said slowly, then took a sip of his beer that he had in his hand.
"You're nauseating." I said, trying not to take what he said into too much consideration.I was more afraid that I believed Ace.
"Oh you don't believe me? I can name you all three girls." I stood stifly for a minute, then continued cleaning.
"Ace, shut up you asshole." I said not in an angry way.
"Cherry, Cheryl, and Ali."
"Ali?" I said, raising a brow. "Ace, isn't she your girlfriend."
"Okay, so maybe not Ali, but the ot her two."
"You're drunk." I said shaking my head at his stupidity.
"I know he banged that Kathy girl." He said. His words felt like a knife piercing through my stomach. He walked over to me slowly, placing his hands on my hips. "I wouldn't blame you if you wanted to get back at him. Have an affair of your own. Why should Eyeball have all the fun?" I had to admit I had thought about it before, but not with Ace.
"Ace." He turned me around and kissed me hard on the mouth. His kissed was harsh and sour. He moved me forward and onto the couch, he continued to kiss me as he lay atop me. I tried to push him away.
"Ace, stop!" But he wouldn't listen, he just kept at it. His kiss tainted with beer and force and his hands unbuttoning things. I hated it, but as hard as I tried I couldn't push him off or way. I couldn't escape. I screamed and he covered my mouth, and then my screams were useless. Tears escaped my eyes as Ace raped me on the couch in my living room. It was frightening and painful. I didn't want any of this! Why didn't he just stop! I cried more, but Ace didn't seem to care.
When he was done, he left, and that was that. He had his way and left me there. And the worst part was I knew I couldn't anyone. Eyeball would take it the wrong way and like kill me, or he'd confront Ace, and Ace would kill him, then me. I was screwed, in more ways then one. There was nothing I could do, and Ace knew it. He just knew it.
Ace must've told Eyeball because I week later he came home and beat the shit out of me. Worse than he's ever had before. I tried to explain that I was raped but he didn't listen. I had no one to turn to. I was alone. Seeing Ace or any of the Cobras was an unbearable task.
Eyeball forced me to come to the lot with him one night, when Melanie and Jason were with Chris. I just knew all of them knew what happened, they were acting weird, although I'm unsure of what story they knew. I had no doubt in my mind that they knew Eyeball hits me sometimes, but I don't know if they know how bad or how often. Now, Eyeball bruises up my back, thighs, and stomach the worst. That way, they couldn't be easily seen. He almost never hit me or did anything to me where someone could see. I have a feeling Chris or someone asked him about it.
"H-Hi guys." I said nervously, sitting in between Vince and Eyeball on the hood of Vince's car.
"Hi Jess." They all said quietly. I looked at Ace who licked his lips and grinned at me, I was so disusted that I looked at my hands. Eyeball put his arm around me.
Chapter 14:
I found out the test results two weeks later when I was sent home with Eyeball. I got home and slowly opened the envelope. Reading the results to myself, I was in pure shock.
"What? What is it?" Eyeball asked. "Is it bad?" He asked me again. I started crying. "We lost him." Eyeball said, and dropped the bag that was in his hand.
"Eyeball, no, he's okay." I smiled.
"What? Really?" I nodded and showed him the letter. Thank God, my kid was okay.
Eyeball finished his schoolwork in my third month and got a job by my fourth. Eyeball didn't hit me or even yell at me during the rest of my pregnacy. I had the kid a week late and everyone was there. All of the Cobras, including Ace, and my siblings, and Gordie and everyone else came.Eyeball was right, it was a boy. We named him Jason.
A month after Jason was born, Eyeball started drinking again, a lot.He has hit me a coupld of times really badly, but never while the kids were around of in the same room. He wouldn't dare do it to the kids or even in front of them. Melanie was five now and who knows who she would tell.
At least twice a month Eyeball had an outburst. But only when he was drunk. I never threatened to leave again. I guess I was afraid to. I was afraid to be alone, without Eyeball. I mean, if I wasn't here in Castle Rock, with Eyeball and the Cobras, then who was I?
A week after Eyeball beat me up pretty badly, Ace stopped by the house. Elisa and Gordie had taken the kids to the park for the day so I could finally have sometime alone, or so I thought.
"Oh, hi Ace, Eyeball isn't here, he's at work." I said, straightening up the house. Ace and I were on pretty good terms right now.
"No he isn't." Ace said that menacing voice of his. He came into the house and sat on the couch.
"Yes he is." I said, putting Melanie's toys in her room.
"No. He's out screwin'. He's screwin' everyone but you Jess." He said slowly, then took a sip of his beer that he had in his hand.
"You're nauseating." I said, trying not to take what he said into too much consideration.I was more afraid that I believed Ace.
"Oh you don't believe me? I can name you all three girls." I stood stifly for a minute, then continued cleaning.
"Ace, shut up you asshole." I said not in an angry way.
"Cherry, Cheryl, and Ali."
"Ali?" I said, raising a brow. "Ace, isn't she your girlfriend."
"Okay, so maybe not Ali, but the ot her two."
"You're drunk." I said shaking my head at his stupidity.
"I know he banged that Kathy girl." He said. His words felt like a knife piercing through my stomach. He walked over to me slowly, placing his hands on my hips. "I wouldn't blame you if you wanted to get back at him. Have an affair of your own. Why should Eyeball have all the fun?" I had to admit I had thought about it before, but not with Ace.
"Ace." He turned me around and kissed me hard on the mouth. His kissed was harsh and sour. He moved me forward and onto the couch, he continued to kiss me as he lay atop me. I tried to push him away.
"Ace, stop!" But he wouldn't listen, he just kept at it. His kiss tainted with beer and force and his hands unbuttoning things. I hated it, but as hard as I tried I couldn't push him off or way. I couldn't escape. I screamed and he covered my mouth, and then my screams were useless. Tears escaped my eyes as Ace raped me on the couch in my living room. It was frightening and painful. I didn't want any of this! Why didn't he just stop! I cried more, but Ace didn't seem to care.
When he was done, he left, and that was that. He had his way and left me there. And the worst part was I knew I couldn't anyone. Eyeball would take it the wrong way and like kill me, or he'd confront Ace, and Ace would kill him, then me. I was screwed, in more ways then one. There was nothing I could do, and Ace knew it. He just knew it.
Ace must've told Eyeball because I week later he came home and beat the shit out of me. Worse than he's ever had before. I tried to explain that I was raped but he didn't listen. I had no one to turn to. I was alone. Seeing Ace or any of the Cobras was an unbearable task.
Eyeball forced me to come to the lot with him one night, when Melanie and Jason were with Chris. I just knew all of them knew what happened, they were acting weird, although I'm unsure of what story they knew. I had no doubt in my mind that they knew Eyeball hits me sometimes, but I don't know if they know how bad or how often. Now, Eyeball bruises up my back, thighs, and stomach the worst. That way, they couldn't be easily seen. He almost never hit me or did anything to me where someone could see. I have a feeling Chris or someone asked him about it.
"H-Hi guys." I said nervously, sitting in between Vince and Eyeball on the hood of Vince's car.
"Hi Jess." They all said quietly. I looked at Ace who licked his lips and grinned at me, I was so disusted that I looked at my hands. Eyeball put his arm around me.