Boy Inside My Heart
Seishinseii: You'll find out some rather important stuff in this chapter.
Evil guy
+ Sakura +
= Kero =
~ Li ~
: Eli:
Words with _ either side are exaggerated.
Still I wish upon a star
And I wonder where you are
In my dreams you're here beside me,
Never far
Thinking maybe, maybe not
But I think of you a lot
'Cause you are the
Boy Inside my Heart
Boy Inside my Heart~ Nikki Webster
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~Learn from the mistakes of others, you can't live long enough to make them all yourself
Chapter 4: An Understanding
"Well, that was a bit queer." Meiling confirms it. I've just told her what happened, and I have no idea why I feel I have to tell her everything. Probably out of guilt for rejecting her like that- for a girl that doesn't even love me. But I suppose it wasn't fair to her, because... yeah. Yeah is... I rejected her for Sakura, but she doesn't love me anyway. That's why it wasn't fair to Meiling, but you probably already knew that.
Anyway, I get up from the table and put my plate on the sink.
"I -know-, Meiling." I walk away into my room to think about what happened uh... this afternoon? Wait... What did happen this afternoon? Uh................................................................. I shake my head and snap out of it.
~ Kero-chan?~ Wait... didn't I just call him... Kero-chan? Whatever happened to stuffed animal...?
= What, Brat? What happened to Stuffed Animal? Getting a bit intimate with Sakura, heh? She finally talked you into shutting up did she?=
~Shut up, Keroberos! I have to talk to you about what's been going on again. It's not really to do wi~
=It's to do with Sakura, not the Cards, you think you're starting not to love her anymore, and you're very sad about it. You forgot who she was earlier, and you're thinking she might love you when you're not loving her, correct?=
~How the fuck did you -know-?~
=Well, gee, Sakura's only been talking about the same things non-stop for like, ever!=
~Really?~
=Yeah! It's like she's obsessed or something. Now shut up and leave me back to my pudding, will ya, kid?=
~Whatever. You aren't any help!~ The connection breaks suddenly and I fall over backwards, into someone's very warm arms.
"Syaoran?" Ah... Sakura. I close my eyes in Bliss and then wake up to reality.
"That'd be me." I make no effort to stand up properly.
"Could you hop off, Syaoran? I don't mind, it's just, I'm going t---" She falls over with an "Ooof."
"Oh...Gomen Nasai, Sakura-chan," I say, getting up. "But how did you get in?" She too, gets up.
"Meiling let me in, she said you were just in here... Obviously you were." She giggles.
"Sakura that's not funny! I coul--" She... she's _KISSING_ me! But, I didn't think she liked me? Who cares? I kiss her back hard, over and over. She's wrapping her arms around my waist, squeezing me closer to her. She pulls away and begins to lick my lips. I open them gratefully, and when her tongue enters, I begin to suck on it. Behind me, her hands creep up my back, to caress my neck lovingly. I wrap my arms around her waist, and losing my balance, fall to the ground with her on top of me. As she withdraws her tongue, she opens her eyes. Pulling her arms away from around my waist, so she can balance, she kisses me, her eyes once again closing. Getting lost in the kiss, I close mine and she sucks lightly on my mouth, wanting my tongue. I grant her wish, and it's her turn to suck. I let out a soft man, although it sounds much like a purr. She smiles into my mouth and stops her sucking. She plunges down on me like ravenous hyenas to a dead lion, and kisses with such a passion that it's like her heart is beating with the white-hot intensity of a thousand suns. Not that I have a problem with that. My heart is beating a gazillion times a second, and I'm fighting for breath. God, did she use a card to give her unlimited breath or something?
Syaoran. Why in the fucking world _NOW_?
~What? I'm busy. Come another time.~
Sorry, can't.
~_Fuck_ _off_~
It's you who wants to fuck Me. Oh, that is GROSS!
~Oh, that is GROSS! I'm not gonna do it with a man!~
Who said I'm a man?
~EEEW! Your voice did. Go away!~ I plead.
Just stop kissing her!
~No! She's my beautiful cherry blossom... Aren't you, Sakura?~ I had opened the link when I told him to go away, you see.
+Of course. Who the fuck is that?+
Never known you to cuss, before, Kinomoto Sakura.
+So you're someone we know.+ That's my Sakura. Smart as ever.
Wha...? No! Of. Course not! Don't be absurd! A little bit of the voice comes through as a woman's.
~Ha! You _ARE_ a woman!~ I stop kissing Sakura, and sit her in my lap. She gives me a hopeful whimper, and I give her a small nod and a wink.
NO! If that hadn't completely been a woman's voice, I would've believed her.
+And, you're the one that's been harassing Syaoran all this time, and stuff, eh?+
She scoffed. Don't you wish, you little freak-misstress-of-the-cards-i-think-i'm-so-good!
+Shut your _FACE_+ Sakura summons her staff and removes "The Thunder" from her purse. +If you don't, I will for you.+
Like to see you try!
~You asked for it.~ "Go, Sakura." I whipser into her ear. She gives a small nod and tells the Thunder to zap the woman, wherever she is. It gives a small nod and dissappears.
+See Ya.+ A small squeal of pain is heard in our ears, we blow it off, and go back to kissing, this time on my bed.
But all I can think about... Is. Her voice. Not Sakura's. The Evil lady's. It's... somehow familiar. I just can't put my finger on it...
Why?
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Seishinseii: I _do_ realize that chapter was incredibly short, but it _did_ have some vital information in it about the Evil person. And, I suppose, the _tiniest_ bit about why. If you're sharp enough, then you'll KNOW what I mean. ;)
Review, please! And if you think it's someone in particular that's causing all this trouble, I wanna know!
=+)Love Ya, Shannon
Seishinseii: You'll find out some rather important stuff in this chapter.
Evil guy
+ Sakura +
= Kero =
~ Li ~
: Eli:
Words with _ either side are exaggerated.
Still I wish upon a star
And I wonder where you are
In my dreams you're here beside me,
Never far
Thinking maybe, maybe not
But I think of you a lot
'Cause you are the
Boy Inside my Heart
Boy Inside my Heart~ Nikki Webster
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
~Learn from the mistakes of others, you can't live long enough to make them all yourself
Chapter 4: An Understanding
"Well, that was a bit queer." Meiling confirms it. I've just told her what happened, and I have no idea why I feel I have to tell her everything. Probably out of guilt for rejecting her like that- for a girl that doesn't even love me. But I suppose it wasn't fair to her, because... yeah. Yeah is... I rejected her for Sakura, but she doesn't love me anyway. That's why it wasn't fair to Meiling, but you probably already knew that.
Anyway, I get up from the table and put my plate on the sink.
"I -know-, Meiling." I walk away into my room to think about what happened uh... this afternoon? Wait... What did happen this afternoon? Uh................................................................. I shake my head and snap out of it.
~ Kero-chan?~ Wait... didn't I just call him... Kero-chan? Whatever happened to stuffed animal...?
= What, Brat? What happened to Stuffed Animal? Getting a bit intimate with Sakura, heh? She finally talked you into shutting up did she?=
~Shut up, Keroberos! I have to talk to you about what's been going on again. It's not really to do wi~
=It's to do with Sakura, not the Cards, you think you're starting not to love her anymore, and you're very sad about it. You forgot who she was earlier, and you're thinking she might love you when you're not loving her, correct?=
~How the fuck did you -know-?~
=Well, gee, Sakura's only been talking about the same things non-stop for like, ever!=
~Really?~
=Yeah! It's like she's obsessed or something. Now shut up and leave me back to my pudding, will ya, kid?=
~Whatever. You aren't any help!~ The connection breaks suddenly and I fall over backwards, into someone's very warm arms.
"Syaoran?" Ah... Sakura. I close my eyes in Bliss and then wake up to reality.
"That'd be me." I make no effort to stand up properly.
"Could you hop off, Syaoran? I don't mind, it's just, I'm going t---" She falls over with an "Ooof."
"Oh...Gomen Nasai, Sakura-chan," I say, getting up. "But how did you get in?" She too, gets up.
"Meiling let me in, she said you were just in here... Obviously you were." She giggles.
"Sakura that's not funny! I coul--" She... she's _KISSING_ me! But, I didn't think she liked me? Who cares? I kiss her back hard, over and over. She's wrapping her arms around my waist, squeezing me closer to her. She pulls away and begins to lick my lips. I open them gratefully, and when her tongue enters, I begin to suck on it. Behind me, her hands creep up my back, to caress my neck lovingly. I wrap my arms around her waist, and losing my balance, fall to the ground with her on top of me. As she withdraws her tongue, she opens her eyes. Pulling her arms away from around my waist, so she can balance, she kisses me, her eyes once again closing. Getting lost in the kiss, I close mine and she sucks lightly on my mouth, wanting my tongue. I grant her wish, and it's her turn to suck. I let out a soft man, although it sounds much like a purr. She smiles into my mouth and stops her sucking. She plunges down on me like ravenous hyenas to a dead lion, and kisses with such a passion that it's like her heart is beating with the white-hot intensity of a thousand suns. Not that I have a problem with that. My heart is beating a gazillion times a second, and I'm fighting for breath. God, did she use a card to give her unlimited breath or something?
Syaoran. Why in the fucking world _NOW_?
~What? I'm busy. Come another time.~
Sorry, can't.
~_Fuck_ _off_~
It's you who wants to fuck Me. Oh, that is GROSS!
~Oh, that is GROSS! I'm not gonna do it with a man!~
Who said I'm a man?
~EEEW! Your voice did. Go away!~ I plead.
Just stop kissing her!
~No! She's my beautiful cherry blossom... Aren't you, Sakura?~ I had opened the link when I told him to go away, you see.
+Of course. Who the fuck is that?+
Never known you to cuss, before, Kinomoto Sakura.
+So you're someone we know.+ That's my Sakura. Smart as ever.
Wha...? No! Of. Course not! Don't be absurd! A little bit of the voice comes through as a woman's.
~Ha! You _ARE_ a woman!~ I stop kissing Sakura, and sit her in my lap. She gives me a hopeful whimper, and I give her a small nod and a wink.
NO! If that hadn't completely been a woman's voice, I would've believed her.
+And, you're the one that's been harassing Syaoran all this time, and stuff, eh?+
She scoffed. Don't you wish, you little freak-misstress-of-the-cards-i-think-i'm-so-good!
+Shut your _FACE_+ Sakura summons her staff and removes "The Thunder" from her purse. +If you don't, I will for you.+
Like to see you try!
~You asked for it.~ "Go, Sakura." I whipser into her ear. She gives a small nod and tells the Thunder to zap the woman, wherever she is. It gives a small nod and dissappears.
+See Ya.+ A small squeal of pain is heard in our ears, we blow it off, and go back to kissing, this time on my bed.
But all I can think about... Is. Her voice. Not Sakura's. The Evil lady's. It's... somehow familiar. I just can't put my finger on it...
Why?
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Seishinseii: I _do_ realize that chapter was incredibly short, but it _did_ have some vital information in it about the Evil person. And, I suppose, the _tiniest_ bit about why. If you're sharp enough, then you'll KNOW what I mean. ;)
Review, please! And if you think it's someone in particular that's causing all this trouble, I wanna know!
=+)Love Ya, Shannon