When I started writing this chapter I think I will make it more Gojo centric even though it's about Yuuji .

- Chapter 3 -

He remembers sitting in a room, filled with many toys to fill his delighted little heart .

How old was he ? He doesn't remember ...

He remembers picking up the train toy first ( it's not a toy train ) , before he picked up a book with so many pictures ( it's not a picture book ), and then at the end of picking toys up he holds a bear close to him . He remembers taking a deep breath in, and deep breath out relaxing at the smell .

Sort of sweet perfume his mommy wears, was stuck on the fur of the bear .

( it's not perfume his little mind tells him )

He doesn't know how long he sat in the toy room .

( It's not a toy room )

He doesn't know when suddenly his mommy sat next to him, smiling at him as she pats his head .

( She was always there )

"Everything okay sweetie ?"

He nods as she laughed he loves the sound of it, as she place a kiss on his head ."Be a good boy and behave, mommy is almost done with her work ."

He nods again as he watch her get up, but he doesn't look as she leaves .

She always leave but she always come back .

( One day she doesn't come back )

And before Satoru knows it he was not in the toy room anymore, but at a different place with many people wearing blue .

Wearing blue and looking grim .

They look so angry and yet so sad as they watch him .

"Everything will be okay sweetie ."A woman said as she hands him over to his dad, who looks so tired as his arms weakly grab around him .

Satoru said nothing at that time .

He just wonders when he will wake up .

(Does he want to wake up ?)

"Satoru ." He looks away from the police woman, his father looked so tall back then ( or was he just that small )

Suddenly he felt the arms around hold him tigther, the cologne of his father pricking his nose . And tears fall down on his hair, as his father's body shakes .

And he .. He said nothing at all as he enjoys the warmth of his father's hug .

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His eyes slowly open as he closed them again for a second, he groans softly before opening his eyes again (the light was bright) "Satoru ?" First thing he saw was Geto next to him, for the first time Gojo saw him actually looking worried ."Wha .."

"Are you okay ?" Geto asked as he helps Gojo get up ."What happend .." His throat felt dry for some reason as he coughed, the dryness pricked making his eyes tear a bit .

"You fainted ."

"I did .." He felt nauseous all of sudden, making a movement to lay back down . Geto carefully helped him without a word, Gojo tries to relax on the unfornate hard matras . But a voice made him shoot back up ."I am glad you are okay senpai !" Gojo's arm hits Geto's chin as the other backs away ."Damnit !" But Gojo ignores his friends cursing as he stares at Yuuji with big eyes ."Senpai ?"

Gojo stares like a fish at Yuuji as Geto complains his handsome face is ruined ."Was already ruined from the start don't blame Gojo ." Shoko shot back as she takes pictures of Geto's face ."Let's put it on instagram, maybe people will feel bad for you and give you money ."

"I don't understand what Utahime-san sees in you ."

"My sparkling personality, bitch ." She snaps more pictures as she sticks out her tongue, while those two were busy with each other . Gojo tries to find some words to say but he does not know what to say first, Yuuji looked patient atleast till his eyes hit some realization ."Are you thirsty perhaps ? Wait here !" Yuuji quickly turned around to grab Gojo some water, as he did so Gojo scanned the room for the nurse who seems to be absent again ."Here senpai .." Yuuji smiled kindly handing Gojo the glass .

Gojo tries not to shiver as their hands touched, Yuuji seemed to notice but said nothing ."The nurse had an other student to take care of, but she left a absent note for you if you are good to go ." Watching Gojo almost splashed half of the water all over his face, as soon it hits his dry throat he felt some relieve coming up .

"Go ?" Gojo asked as he did spill some water now as he coughed ."Damn you must be really ill ." Geto said as he placed his hand on Gojo's forehead making the other frown ."Don't touch before you pay for dinner ."

"Like hell I want to feed your ego you furby spawn, but you have atleast no fever ."

"Ofcourse not he is an idiot ." Gojo wanted to remark something nasty back but he stopped as he hears a giggle, Yuuji stood there laughing softly at the three of them ."You guys sure like each other !"

Gojo never had more the urge to throw something at someone, maybe a nasty comment or two or a whole speach why the person was below him . But he never felt the need to throw hands or something for someone saying things, like he and his friends like each other's company .

Power of friendship ? Gross ..

"If you were not so cute I demanded Geto to beat you up ."Geto stares at Shoko but she ignores his look ."What am I to you honestly ?"

"Shut it ." Cold but not heartless as Geto just sighs, Yuuji doesn't even seem to be fazed at that he just kept smiling .

That smile sends cold shivers down Gojo's spine, he doesn't know .. Because the smile (was cute) was nothing bad, it was .. (a nice smile)

(She smiled like that too ..)

All smiles ..

All happy they were ...

(She smiled like that too ..)

Yuuji wanted to say something again but then the bell rings ."Oh shit I have to go or I be late ! Get better Gojo-senpai !" Shoko also walked to the door as Yuuji runs out, Gojo felt like he could breath again only so slightly ."I tell the teacher you are with Satoru ."

"Yeah I call a taxi for princess here so I won't be long gone ."She nodded before she also leaves the boys alone ."Ready to go Satoru ?" Gojo didn't answer him so Geto walked closer to him ."Satoru ?" But then he screams while he jumps backwards, meanwhile Gojo vomits all over the sheets .

The sour stench made him tear up, his chest heaving, as his mouth gasp for air ."Fuck .." Geto grabs a clean wet cloth trying to clean some of the mess up .

"What's happening to you Satoru ." He whispered more to himself then Gojo, but the other teen also wonders the same .

What's happening to me ..

It took some time and Geto didn't seem to be eager to go back to class ."You sure you want to go alone ?" As he holds the door of the taxi . "I am not a kid ." Gojo's voice sounded raspy but his throat didn't hurt so much .

"Only little kids say that ." Geto grins as his friends gets rilled up, but the white haired teen just huffs ."Bastard ."

"Only to you, take care Satoru ."

"Yeah, yeah .." And the door slams shut and the taxi drove off, Gojo watches as Geto dissapears from sight before a sign escaped his lips . The taxi driver said no word as he just made his way to Gojo's house, making Gojo wish the man atleast put on some music .

But perhaps it's a good thing Gojo doesn't know if it will trigger an headache, and when he all of sudden without warning vomits his lunch out . He was sudden glad for the silence, making sure he sat comfortable before Gojo's mind wanders around .. Fuck .. I feel like a mess .. He tries to clear his mind a bit, but it only seems to be hazy for the moment .

He thought back to Yuuji, not knowing why but his mind seemed to flash imagines of the younger boy . Gojo doesn't understand why he feels all of sudden ill, when he was with him he never seemed to have the problem before .

It's like he sudden got some fear for Itadori Yuuji, and all of that doesn't make sense since he knows from Shoko that Itadori is a sweet kid .

Always there for his friends, a good student bit of an idiot but a good kid, instead of making fights he breaks them up .

(Unlike his brother ofcourse)

Before he knows sleep hits him fast, dreaming of things what once was .. and once were there .

Smiling flowers, black pearls and heavy lighting ..

Laughing faces, and paintings dancing ..

And he was in the middle of it, and he turns around spining like a carousel ..

A scream shots through the air and everything was black ..

"Be a good boy Satoru .."