Disclaimer/ I don't own JAG or any the characters from the show. All I own are my DVD sets and my JAG memorabilia.

A/N- This is taking place at the end of season 4, after Harm leaves JAG to begin his deployment on The USS Patrick Henry. Just what I feel could have taken place between Harm and Mac. ( Side note, Jordan was never in the picture)

JAG Headquarters

Falls Church Va

Harm had just finished packing up his office, today would be his last official day here. As he started looking around he thought about his life here,he began to question whether he had made the right decision or not he rationalize that now he has been given a second chance at his dream of being a Naval Aviator just like his father. He continued to look around, he picked up his boxes starting to head out. He stoped when he saw Brumby lurking outside his door.

"Something I can do for you Commander?"

"Jus getting a look at my new digs Mate."

"I see."

"No hard feelings Rabb."

Harm eyed Mic, giving him a a casual grin. "No I guess not." Harm continued to head out. When he reached the door. He turned backwards pushing it open, looking around one last time. That's when he saw her, their eyes connected. It was at that moment he wanted to drop his box run to her, take her in his arms telling her how much he loves her. Instead he just smiled and made his way to the elevator.

Mac stood and watched him walk out of her life,in a few short hours she new he'd be heading to Pensacola and his new posting on the USS Patrick Henry. She wished she'd had the courage to run to him take him in her arms and tell him how much she loves him. That she'd wait for him to live out his dream. Damn it she couldn't let him leave.

As Harm exited the building, he stopped and took one last look at the place he had called home. Turning back around he made his way to his Lexus, pulling out his keys he popped open his backend. Just as he closed it, he heard her voice.

"Harm! Harm!"

Stepping out from behind the SUV, he was shocked to Mac running towards him. When she reached him she stoped. "Harm I ..."

"I know Mac ... I know..."

"You know what?"

"I know. I can see it in your eyes."

"I...can't find the words..."

"Let me say it for you. I love you Mac..."

"I've waited so long to hear you say that. Please tell me I'm not dreaming."

"Your not dreaming."

Harm took her in his arms, placing a slow passionate kiss on her lips. After a while both pulled away somewhat breathless. "Harm what happens now?"

"Why don't you meet me at my place."

"What happens than?"

"Just show up Mac. I can't leave without talking about this with you."

"Okay, let me close up my office, run home and I'll be there. I promise I'll be there."

"I'll be waiting Mac..."

Mac walked back into the JAG office

,and headed straight into her office she started closing down her computer for the weekend. 'Knock knock' looking up she saw Commander Brumby. She knew there was no way she was going to avoid him. She just hoped this would be over fast. All she wanted was to get out and head over to Harm's.

"Commander I'm just locking up and about to head home for the weekend."

"Then it's a good I caught ya. I'm in need of some company tonight. How 'bout I grab us food and meet ya at your place."

"I don't think so Mic, I just want a nice quite weekend alone. Maybe some other time."

"If that's my only choice?"

"Afraid so." Mac shut off her lights and headed to her door. Making sure to lock it. After that she left and headed out to the parking lot and her vette. Mic watched her leave. "I'm not done with you yet Mac."

Harm's Apartment

North of Union Station

Having just arrived home, Harm placed his boxes from JAG on his kitchen counter. Looking around he knew he still had a lot to do before he heading to Pensacola on Monday. This included a long over due conversation with Mac. One he hoped would end up like he wants.

He made his way from the kitchen area to his bedroom, changing out of his summer whites and into jeans and a navy shirt. He was about to pull out his travel bags when he heard the knocking on the door. Heading back down to the door, he opened it smiling when he saw Mac standing there. "Come on in"

Mac walked in , suddenly she felt nervous. "Harm I..."

"Mac sweetheart, I don't want to waste anymore time. I've wasted enough. We've wasted enough. I know my timing stinks. I'm leaving for Pensacola on Monday."

Placing her fingers on his lips..."Shhhh Rabb, just shut up and kiss me...I just want you..."

"Easy" Harm took her in his arms kissing her like his life depended on it. When he went to deepen the kiss, she responded by opening her mouth and allowing him to enter. They continued like this for a few more minutes before the need for air overtook them. Both pulled away somewhat breathless. Looking deep into each other's eyes. Both rested their far heads against the others.

"God Mac, I've wanted to do that for such a long time."

"Right back atcha Flyboy. Where do we go from here?"

"I know I can't leave on Monday, without you knowing how I feel. I'm in love you with you Mac. I love you with everything in me. I want you in my life. And if you'll have me someday as your husband."

"You've no idea how long I've waited to hear you say that. I love you. My heart was breaking today as I watched you walk out. Just the thought I might never see you again killed me. So yes I want to be your wife someday."

Taking her in his arms, he kissed her again. This time pushing her up against the door. She moaned into his mouth. "Make love to me Harm." Shocked by her words, he looked deep into her brown eyes. "Are you sure?"

"I've never been more sure of anything in my life. I want you Harmon Rabb. I want every part of you."

Picking her up, he carried her up to his bedroom.

A few hours later,

Mac looked looked up at Harm from her place on his chest. Wondering what was now going through his mind. Not wanting to break the silence between them, but knowing they needed to talk about this,she took a chance. "Talk to me Harm, please."

Rolling over and propping his self up on his side, he looked deep into her chocolate brown eyes. "What's there really to talk about. We both know we want the same thing, to be with each other. Now we can."

"I'm confused, how can we be together? You leave on Monday? I will still be here in DC."

"True; I am leaving, I'll be in Pensacola for 2 weeks before I ship out. So here's what I'm thinking, when you get to JAG on Monday why don't you see if you get some leave. Fly out to Pensacola to be with me while I'm there."

"That's your long term solution?"

"No, my short term solution. My long term one you'll find out once you get there. In the mean time I'm going to make love to you over and over. After all I've got deal to keep up."

"I do believe that deal states if neither one of us is in a relationship, we'd go halves on a kid. Your words."

"Yes that's true, but now we are in a relationship, and we need to work on fulfillingthat deal. After all it does take more then once, and I want be around to hold up my end."

"I see your point.." Harm rolled over on top of Mac she spread her legs apart and wrapped them around his waist. Running her hands up his back, she stopped when she felt the scars. Suddenly flashes of him in his burning F-14 came into her mind. She started blinking her eyes trying to get the images out. Harm noticed the sudden change in her. "Mac what's wrong."

"I.. I .. can't do this. I ... can't loose you.."

"Sweetheart; you aren't going to loose me. I'm not going to leave you."

"But don't you see, you are leaving me."

"Trust me I've no intention of dying and making you a widow."

"You already almost died once."

"I'm making you a promise, to always come home to you and our children."

"Just hold me tonight. I just want to be in your arms."

They laid in each other's arms for the rest of the night. Both knowing that Monday morning would be here before they knew it.