he wouldn't be alone ever again. or so he thought.
his child had left him and he was alone again.
he didnt want to stop lilith with her singing career for him.
so he told her he would be fine he said he controlled it now after all these time. she believed him lucifer looked sadded at the pictures in his daughters room and pulled out his phone.
opened the lock screen of the apple picture and on his background was charlotte when she turned 16 in her new dress she gotten from him and even with a tiara her mother gave her.
he was so proud of her.
she was the beauty of her mother but with his features he was so happy when she was born and saw those rosy cheeks.
he opened his contact list and scrolled to apple pie well she was actually his first contact since it began with the A of apple pie. lilith was under it as beloved wife.
he could call his wife but he didnt want to worry or disturb her.
he kept staring at apple pie. would she even pick up and if not would he speak into her voice mail and say what then.
but if she does pick up what would he say to her.
he stood there for a long time and just closed of his phone again. and walked out of her room
-coward-
"shut up" he holded his head even the voice in his head sounded like his brother michael he had called him a coward many times during the battle of heaven
he had a idea then he could call asmodeus he was his friend and out of all of hell he would understand him
he opened his phone and scrolled through the contacts again seeing ozzy he clicked it
he heard the dial tone but seems asmodeus wasnt picking up it seem to take forever
asmodeus:"my lord ? to what do i own this pleasure ?"
"ah asmodeus old friend …i …i need you." he didnt want to sound desperate but the voices in his head were loud and he needed company he knew asmodeus for so long now they were good friends and asmodeus was open minded
it wasnt like lucifer wanted to cheat on his wife or anything lilith even knew about the affection her husband craved for
she said it was all because of his father that didnt love him and his brothers betraying him that made lucifer desperate for affection of any kind
even for a little cuddle it didnt always had to be sexs
lucifer just wanted to feel needed and loved by any means a hug a kiss a friendly word and asmodeus knew that as well
asmodeus:hmm luci is your head hurting you ? asmodeus knew of his troubles he sighed "yes…im alone ozzy lilith is on tour and …my daughter …she" he couldnt even speak anymore asmodeus paused "allright luci dont you worry im coming okay" lucifer took a breath "make sure no one sees you" he couldnt risk his reputation
if hell knew about his mental problems and his need for affection they would laugh at him like they did now at charlotte
asmodeus:"ooh luci you know me im all about discretions"
lucifer gave a hum and hanged up the phone just 5 minutes later asmodeus came trough a portal inside his home.
lucifer was hugged then a gentle hug
"its okay luci your not alone now your friend is here"
lucifer didnt say anything and just let him sink away in asmodeus arms