A/N: Thanks for the reviews.

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Two weeks later

Jane had yet to return to work, chiefly because she had so far refused to see psych services. And that was because she was having one panic attack a day, most of which she kept from everyone. Especially Maura. Her relationship with Maura was ok. Not great, but not bad either. Just kind of there. They had not been intimate since Jane had been taken. They had tried twice since the last time they tried, and Jane couldn't go through with it. Maura was exceedingly patient and content just to be with Jane. Jane had however, used the vibrator on Maura three times. She would have pleasured Maura a fourth time and beyond, but Maura felt bad about not being able to give Jane pleasure, and had refused.

Hoyt had been bound over for trial with an additional charge of assault of an officer for his attack on Jane. The officer who had been responsible for Hoyt during his attack of Jane had been suspended without pay. That investigation had stalled, which had upset Jane, Maura, Korsak and Angela.

Jane came into the kitchen carrying a tool bag.

"Jane?"

"Maura. I'm changing the deadbolt. Again."

Maura took a deep breath and silently counted to 10. "Jane, this is the third time in the last nine days that you have changed my locks. How many more times are you going to do this?"

Jane knew Alex was right, and she also knew Hoyt was a threat. "Until I think you are safe." She looked out the kitchen window. "Have you given anymore thought to the window bars?"

"Jane, the landlord only agreed to let you change the locks, once I might add, if you change them back when I move out. Bars on the window are not going to happen."

Jane stopped what she was doing and thought for a minute. "Where are you on moving out of here? Buying a place?"

Maura stopped what she was doing and looked at Jane. She wanted to tell Jane she had thought they would be moving. They would be making the decision on a place together. She also realized Jane was going through a lot, and did not want to add stress to her girlfriend.

"...Uh, nowhere really. The landlord changed his mind about selling again." She shrugged. "Why?"

Jane turned to face her. "This place is as porous as a sponge." She stepped forward and took Maura into her arms. "I want you safe." She kissed Maura and what started out as comforting turned passionate. She picked Maura up and sat her on the counter, glad the doctor was wearing a skirt.

Jane allowed her hands to roam over Maura's breasts and then down to her waist and up her legs until the reached the band of her panties. She made eye contact with Maura, seeking permission. The blonde gave a slight nod of her head. Jane kissed her again and moved the scrap of material from her center.

Jane pulled back and whispered, "I want you. Lift up so I can get these off." Maura did as asked and threw her head back as Jane pulled the material down and off Maura's legs. Jane kissed Maura as her fingers worked their way through the downy hair between Maura's legs. Jane kissed Maura as she began rubbing her clit.

"Maura, can I go down on you? Please?"

Maura wanted to say no. That she wanted to share pleasure with Jane. That she had missed tasting Jane, hearing her come. Tasting her. But what Jane was doing to her was too good. And she had also missed having Jane's tongue between her legs.

"...Please..." She used her arms To lift up and ground out, "Get it off."

Jane smirked as she threw the skirt behind her and Maura did nothing to chastise her for not taking care with the garment. She moved Maura's butt to the edge of the counter top and sank to her knees, thankful she was tall.

"Put your feet on my shoulders." As soon as Maura did that, Jane leaned forward and touched her tongue to Maura's nub, causing Maura to moan. Using her tongue, she explored every crevice of Maura's lips. Knowing Maura was close, she buried her head and tongue as deeply as she could into Maura. Maura screamed Jane's name as she felt her wetness seep out of her.

Jane stood up and held Maura, who had started to cry. "Shhh. I got you. It's ok, baby." Jane was now placing tiny kisses on Maura's cheeks. "I love you Maura. So much."

Maura pulled back and looked at Jane. "Please get help, Jane. For you, me...us. So you can get back to work. And we can get back to us."

Jane chewed her bottom lip, knowing she couldn't deny Maura. "I will. I promise."

Maura stood and took Jane by the hand, leading her up the stairs, to their bed. As they entered the bedroom, Maura turned and reached for Jane's shirt, easing it up and over her head. She could see Jane was having a hard time being shirtless and she stepped into her arms. "Jane, we don't have to do anything, but I thought you might be ok letting me look at you?"

Jane nodded and allowed Maura to undress her and they climbed in bed, naked and spooned.

"Jane, are you going to be ok testifying?"

"I have to be. For us and for humanity in general." She pulled Maura's arm more tightly around her. "How about you find some places for us to look at to move to?"

"Ok."

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Maura was the first to awaken and held Jane as she thought about the night before, and what was to come. She could feel Jane beginning to stir and loosened her hold on the detective.

"Good morning, detective."

Jane freed herself from Maura and turned to face the blonde. She brushed a lock of Maura's hair off her face and smiled. She leaned forward and placed a kiss on Maura's forehead.

"Thank you, for last night." She bit her lower lip. "Maura, I really want you, but I can't, and I don't know how to get back to where we were."

"Do you trust me, Jane?" The raven haired woman nodded. "Will you trust me to help you?" Again, Jane nodded. "Ok, I am going to talk to you the entire time I am doing this. Just listen to me the entire time, ok?" Jane nodded again. "Ok. I am going to remove the sheet from you, ok?" Jane nodded and tensed as Maura carefully folded the sheet back. "You are so beautiful, Jane. Your body is perfect, you are perfect for me, and I love you. All of you." She leaned in and kissed Jane, slowly, carefully. "Lie on your back. Close your eyes if you want to." Jane shook her head.

"I...I think I want to watch you. If that is ok?"

Maura nodded. "This is about you, for you. You can do anything you want or don't want. You are in control." She took a moment to let Jane get used to her looking at her. "Give me your left hand, baby." Jane did as asked. Maura placed her hand on top of Jane's and began guiding her hand up and down her stomach, causing Jane to shudder. "Feel good?" Jane nodded. "We're going to touch your breasts next, ok?" She waited until Jane acknowledged her before she began again. "We're going to go a little further down, ok?" Jane tensed, looked at Maura and then nodded. "You can tell me to stop at any time. Ready?" Jane gave a small nod. Maura gently ran their hands around the area just below her belly button, in the area where Hoyt had left angry red marks on the detective.

Maura adjusted so that she was up on her knees, to Jane's side. She placed several kisses on Jane's lips, cheeks and finally her forehead. "I'm going to take your nipple into my mouth and suck on it, ok?"

"Please..."

Afraid she had gone too far, Maura tried to pull back, but Jane held firm. "Jane?"

"Do that, please. Please..."

Maura leaned over and took one coral tipped nipple into her mouth and played with it, drawing a moan from Jane. Seeing that Jane was flushed and her breathing had changed, she began kissing and sucking on both breasts. "Stunning." She released the nipple with a plop, and took Jane's hand again. "I'm going to touch you further down, ok baby?" Jane nodded. As Jane moved their hands lower, just grazing the top of Jane's pubic hair. "You are in control Jane. Can you take our hands where you want them to go? And if you don't want to go any further, that is ok too. You are in control."

Jane hesitated, and then began to move their hands down and made lazy circles that went progressively lower until they were occasionally touching her clit. Jane would jerk ever so slightly when that happened.

"Maura...please."

Watching Jane closely, Maura asked, "Do you want to masturbate? "

"Uh...I...I...I think I'd like to try."

Maura kissed her again. "Do you want some privacy?"

"No! Help me do this. Please?"

Maura nodded. "Do you want your vibrator?" Jane nodded. Maura rolled over and grabbed the lube and Jane's vibrator.

"Not inside."

Maura nodded. "However you want it, Jane. You are in control." Jane's response was to spread her legs wide, close her eyes and throw her head back.

"Please."

"I am going to turn it on and touch you with it, ok? Your hand will be able to stop this at anytime."

"Hurry."

Maura turned it on and watching Jane for any sign of distress, she spread Jane's lips and gingerly touched the detective's clit, bringing her hips off the bed.

"Maura...more...please!"

The doctor couldn't deny her girlfriend. Ever. She put the entire length of the vibrator on Jane's clit, and almost immediately, the came. It wasn't an earth shattering, mind blowing orgasm, but it was good. And Jane smiled as tears filled her eyes. She looked up to see Maura smiling warmly at her.

"Hey. Feel better?"She grabbed a tissue and wiped Jane's tears. She kissed Jane. "I am so proud of you."

She chuckled when she saw that Jane had fallen asleep almost immediately. She kissed her on the head and got up to get ready for work.

Jane was still asleep when Maura was ready to leave, so she wrote a note and eased out of the house.

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Jane had awoken just before noon and hurried to make her shrink appointment. She said just enough to make it seem like she was a willing participant in the session, but all she wanted to do was get home and see Maura.

She left the session and went by her parents house to check in, and hopefully forestall a visit to Maura's by her mother. Her mother greeted her with a big hug and ushered her into the house.

"Janie! You look good. How is everything?"

Jane smiled. "Good Ma. Much better than I've been in a while."

Angela thought that maybe Jane was here to tell her about the relationship with Maura. She prepared herself to be understanding and supportive of both Jane and Maura.

"Oh? Something new happen?"

Jane blushed ever so slightly. "Just a good day, Ma."

Angela tried another avenue of questioning. "Janie, what did you and Maura invite me to dinner for that night you were taken?"

"I don't remember, Ma."

She missed the doubtful look her mother gave her. "Well, whatever it is, you can tell me."

Jane looked at her mother for a long moment, before finally smiling and hugging her mother. "I know, Ma."

Angela watched her daughter go and sighed. She would just have to keep on waiting.

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Jane had just gotten back to Maura's with a flower bouquet, when her phone rang. "Rizzoli."

It was Maura. "Jane, I've been in an accident. I'm ok, but my car isn't drive-able Can you come get me? I'm at the station."

Jane was out of the house before Maura had finished what she was saying. She threw on the dash light and made it to the station in record time. She burst through the station doors and went down to Maura's office, finding both Susie and Korsak with Maura.

Jane noted that she looked fine, no scratches or blood to be found. She pushed both Susie and Korsak out of the way and took Maura into a hug.

"You're ok, right?"

"Yes. Not even a scratch."

"What happened?"

"Some guy rear ended me and took off."

Jane frowned as she turned to Korsak. "Footage?"

"On it's way," Korsak replied.

Maura was confused by the conversation between Jane and Korsak. "Jane? It was a hit and run."

Jane looked between Korsak and Maura. "I'm not sure about that Maura. It could be Hoyt. I want Korsak to check it out. Ok?"

Maura slowly nodded as what Jane had said began to sink in. "What do we do now?"

Korsak spoke up. "A team is on it's way to your house to do a sweep and I'm going to post a car outside for the next couple of days."

Korsak and Chang left, leaving Jane and Maura sitting on the office couch.

"Maura, if you buy a place, can you run it through some kind of trust or shell company?"

"Yes. Why?"

"I just want to make it really hard for somebody to find you. I want you safe."

The phone rang, and Jane saw that it was Korsak. "They done already, Korsak?"

His voice was tight. "Jane, there was a break-in at Dr. Isles' house." His voice lowered. "Jane, somebody found Dr. Isles...uh...well..."

"Spit it out, Korsak."

"Dr. Isles toys...I guess they're hers.

"Oh." Jane turned to look at Maura.

"There's more. The perp blew his load on her bed."

Jane closed her eyes and tried to calm her nerves. "Ok. Obviously we won't be staying at the house tonight. I'll let you know where we end up." Jane turned to Maura.

"How quickly can you buy a house?"

"Why?" She took in Jane's face. "What happened Jane?"

"The house has been broken into and your...our toys were laid out on your bed. And...whoever broke in left his DNA material on your bed."

Maura moved into analytical mode. "I'll have Susie run all the lab tests. We have Hoyt's DNA." She stood up. "We can stay at your place tonight, and I will find a place to buy tomorrow."

Jane sat in stunned silence, un moving.

Maura was at her office door when she turned and saw that Jane hadn't moved. "Jane? Are you coming?"

"Yeah." She stood up and her phone rang. She motioned for Maura to go on. "I'll be right up. Find Frankie." She opened her phone and didn't recognize the number. "Rizzoli."

The voice coming through sent a chill down Jane's spine. "Jane, so nice to speak with you. I do hope you like the redecorating we did in your love nest, Grace."

"Hoyt. What do you want?"

"I told you Jane, I can get to you or Dr. Isles anytime. Anywhere."

The line went dead, and Jane swore.