Author's Note: Thank you again for all the reviews!
Disclaimer: *sniff sniff* Me no own YYH.
~ ~ ~ ~ Oi! The problems!-
Hiei's POV
Oh why did the fox have to ask such a question? I thought he knew that I do really like him... but do I love him? I mean, what if I do love him, but he doesn't love me back? He IS a Youko and he has had many lovers in the past? How do I know for sure that I'm not another one of his play things?
Minutes pass and I still have not yet answered his simple question. But it seems like hours to me. My mind is all jumbled up and split in half. One side says no, the other says yes. But which side should I listen to? Should I save myself from being his new play thing and say no? Which will surely bring me pain, but would it be worthwhile in the long run? Or should I say yes and enjoy a short moment with him bringing happiness to both of us, yet if I am just a play thing, it will hurt me greatly in the long run?
I sense the air thickening as I take a quick glance at my fox. His normal caring look is plastered on his face but I see a look of impatience in his eyes. At last, I've come to my decision, I would say yes, to make him happy until he gets bored with me.
"I.... I...", I start to say, but I am immediately cut off by Kurama.
"It's ok Hiei, I know what you are trying to say. You don't have to force it out.", he says as I give a sigh of relief. At least it wasn't going to be hard on me and I'm glad he understands...
"Look, I know you really don't like me at all. I know you have always been saying to me how weak I am as a human, but at least I'm smart enough not to let you use me. What I'm trying to say is GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!!", he yells at me with tears in his eyes as I stare at him dumbfounded.
"But...Kurama...", I start to say.
"HIEI, GO AWAY NOW!!", He keeps yelling at me with a furious glare plastered on his face. And I start thinking... maybe this is for the better. It would have probably not worked out anyways... with him in the ningenkai and me in the Makai...
I try not to let any of my feelings show but the one tear I let out was unstoppable. I quickly bolted out of Kurama's room, hopefully never to come back....
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Kurama's POV
'I hate him... I HATE HIM!!! How could he do this to me? Haven't I cared enough for him... I guess he just doesn't care anymore...' I think to myself as I sit on my bed, hugging my pillow as I cry my eyes out. My emotions are bursting out in many directions... Anger, sadness, confusion flooding my mind. I was seeking for an answer to all my questions, yet I couldn't find any other than 'He just doesn't care..'
I just sit there, tears flowing out when I spot something sparkling on my rug. 'What is that?' I think as I walk closer to the sparkling object. 'Is that a tear gem?' I pick up the small object and I bring it up to my face to examine it. 'Hiei's teargem?' Only one question fled to my mind when I reached my conclusion....
"Was Hiei crying too?"
To Be Continued..... ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Author's Note: Yay! 11th chapter done! Umm... can you kind and generous reviewers check out my joint fic with Rheyne titled "Love's Predicament". It's about FF8. Anyways... please review! Any questions? Comments? Oh and don't worry, the chocolate will return in later chapters!
Disclaimer: *sniff sniff* Me no own YYH.
~ ~ ~ ~ Oi! The problems!-
Hiei's POV
Oh why did the fox have to ask such a question? I thought he knew that I do really like him... but do I love him? I mean, what if I do love him, but he doesn't love me back? He IS a Youko and he has had many lovers in the past? How do I know for sure that I'm not another one of his play things?
Minutes pass and I still have not yet answered his simple question. But it seems like hours to me. My mind is all jumbled up and split in half. One side says no, the other says yes. But which side should I listen to? Should I save myself from being his new play thing and say no? Which will surely bring me pain, but would it be worthwhile in the long run? Or should I say yes and enjoy a short moment with him bringing happiness to both of us, yet if I am just a play thing, it will hurt me greatly in the long run?
I sense the air thickening as I take a quick glance at my fox. His normal caring look is plastered on his face but I see a look of impatience in his eyes. At last, I've come to my decision, I would say yes, to make him happy until he gets bored with me.
"I.... I...", I start to say, but I am immediately cut off by Kurama.
"It's ok Hiei, I know what you are trying to say. You don't have to force it out.", he says as I give a sigh of relief. At least it wasn't going to be hard on me and I'm glad he understands...
"Look, I know you really don't like me at all. I know you have always been saying to me how weak I am as a human, but at least I'm smart enough not to let you use me. What I'm trying to say is GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!!", he yells at me with tears in his eyes as I stare at him dumbfounded.
"But...Kurama...", I start to say.
"HIEI, GO AWAY NOW!!", He keeps yelling at me with a furious glare plastered on his face. And I start thinking... maybe this is for the better. It would have probably not worked out anyways... with him in the ningenkai and me in the Makai...
I try not to let any of my feelings show but the one tear I let out was unstoppable. I quickly bolted out of Kurama's room, hopefully never to come back....
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Kurama's POV
'I hate him... I HATE HIM!!! How could he do this to me? Haven't I cared enough for him... I guess he just doesn't care anymore...' I think to myself as I sit on my bed, hugging my pillow as I cry my eyes out. My emotions are bursting out in many directions... Anger, sadness, confusion flooding my mind. I was seeking for an answer to all my questions, yet I couldn't find any other than 'He just doesn't care..'
I just sit there, tears flowing out when I spot something sparkling on my rug. 'What is that?' I think as I walk closer to the sparkling object. 'Is that a tear gem?' I pick up the small object and I bring it up to my face to examine it. 'Hiei's teargem?' Only one question fled to my mind when I reached my conclusion....
"Was Hiei crying too?"
To Be Continued..... ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Author's Note: Yay! 11th chapter done! Umm... can you kind and generous reviewers check out my joint fic with Rheyne titled "Love's Predicament". It's about FF8. Anyways... please review! Any questions? Comments? Oh and don't worry, the chocolate will return in later chapters!