Back Where I Belong

Me: All right.  Well, I've decided something.  My Valentine's day fanfic got quite good reviews from Remus fans, and so I've decided that I think I'm going to delete that one, and add that as a chapter to this one, which is for Remus fans.  Of course, Remus is with my OC Erin.  Yupyup, I am making this story a little depressing at the beginning.  It's after school, after James and Lily's deaths, and it takes place when Harry is in 6th year, so yeah… Harry, Hermione and Ron will pop into this story, and I have a poll, and I want you reviewers to vote PLEASE!!!

POLL

1) Romance or no Romance? (between the trio, obviously it'll be between Remus/Erin)

2) Harry/Hermione or Ron/Hermione?

And, obviously, due to the outcome of the votes I will be putting Hermione with one of the boys, or with neither of them.  And yes, the story is a little sad at the beginning, at least for Remus.  Sorry to some of you that I took away my Harry/Hermione fanfic, but it was becoming to stressful along with what's happening to my mom, and now my grandma as well.  Meanwhile I'm here babysitting my four-year-old rat brother.  He just WON'T calm down… he reminds me of Peter, sort of…

CHAPTER I

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There's so many reasons, that I find,

To run to you,

Cause there's so little loving,

In my life now I'm away,

And thinking about it,

I want things back as they used to be,

Cause there's no way around it,

Nothing good comes easily.

So much between us,

And we both know that it's wrong,

So I'll keep on waiting,

Till I'm back where I belong.

So here I am,

All by myself,

Thinking of you,

Nobody else,

There's a feeling inside,

And as hard as I try,

It just won't go away.

Are you finding it hard,

All on your own,

Having to face each night alone,

Knowing you are the one,

With the love that I need,

And I miss you more each day…

So many feelings,

Emotions running away with me,

Cause it's you I believe in,

And our love that runs so deep…

So much between us,

And we both know that it's wrong,

So I'll keep on waiting,

Till I'm back where I belong…

So here I am,

All by myself,

Thinking of you,

Nobody else,

There's a feeling inside,

And as hard as I try,

It just won't go away,

Are you finding it hard?

All on your own,

Having to face each night alone,

Knowing you are the one,

With the love that I need,

And I miss you more each day…

Now I'll keep on waiting till I'm back where I belong,

Back where I belong,

So here I am,

All by myself,

Thinking of you,

Nobody else,

There's a feeling inside,

And as hard as I try,

It just won't go away,

Are you finding it hard?

All on your own having to face each night alone,

Knowing you are the one,

With the love that I need…

So here I am,

All by myself,

Thinking of you,

Nobody else,

There's a feeling inside…

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Remus sighed heavily.  He was sitting at his house, in his living room, lonely and bored.  Erin had left after they had finished school.  Remus had not seen Erin in nearly seventeen years.  He missed her very much; Harry was now in his 6th year at Hogwarts, and there was still no news of Erin.  He was starting to think she might have been killed.

Maybe Voldemort found her and killed her… why he would want to I don't know… but I hope that isn't what happened, I hope she has a good reason for not finding to talk to me…

Remus was messing up his hair as these thoughts ran through his head.  It was actually August, the month before Harry would be going back to school, ooh God how Remus wanted to talk to someone. 

Even if it was Harry, Hermione, Ron… even Fred and George!  He just wanted to talk to someone.  It was harder now that Sirius was gone, and Dumbledore was so busy.  It had been a full moon before, and Remus was now even more worried.  How had Erin been coping with the transformations the past years?  Where had she found a place to hide out that she could stay during the transformations without getting out and hurting anyone?

Suddenly a knock came at the door.  Remus raised his head finally, and slowly stood.  He walked towards the door, and opened it slowly.  Moody was standing there.  Remus sighed; he really did not want to speak with Moody.  Anyone but Moody, Moody would just make things worse for the young male werewolf.

"What's your problem?" Moody asked as he walked into Remus's house.

"I'm just… having a bad day, I'm tired," Remus said, saying the first thing that came to mind.

Moody grunted.  "Something's bothering you then?"

"Yes, but I don't want to talk about it," Remus said.  "I want to see Harry.  Or even Hermione or Ron."

"Hermione I can arrange, Ron and his family have not contacted me at all, and it wouldn't be safe for you to see Harry in his muggle house," Moody said.

"But it's Harry I would preferably see," Remus said.  "But, Hermione will do." He said.  "Can you inform her I'll be coming?"

"Of course," Moody said.  "But…"

"No, Moody… unless it's an absolute emergency I wish to hear nothing of the Order today," Remus said, with a sweeping of his cloak as he turned to finally face Moody.  Moody nodded, and fell silent.  "Thank you…" Remus said softly, and ran a hand through his grey-flecked brown hair.

"Well… if you wish to hear nothing that isn't of great importance I will go and inform Miss Granger of you coming…" Moody said.  "Good bye."

After Moody had left, Remus sighed, and went up the old wooden stairs to his bedroom.  He went into his room, and sat down on his bed, looking out the window, watching the lightening in the distance as it rained heavily.  He sighed heavily, and closed his eyes.

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Me: Ooh… I hope I get good reviews… there's only tiny flecks of romance, between Erin and Remus… or so will be, and I doubt I'll put any romance between Hermione and Ron/Harry unless people want me to.  Doesn't matter.  I just want reviews… good ones, hopefully.