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Ever lost your sister? See her pretty face just disappear? That's happened to me. Mama disowned her, and I wasn't allowed to see her again. Don't you think that sucks? I do, starting into all this Punk shit, my feelings coming out in writing. I became enclosed to myself, didn't talk to anyone. A cold cruel world this life is. Until HE came into my life...
Chapter One.
I looked around everywhere for my diary, every damn place at school.
"Looking for this," asked someone behind me, I turned and saw my diary, my baby in his hands, the first page open. 'Oh my god, he..MY FUCKING PRIVACY,' I yelled mentally as I walked up to him.
"Give me my diary back," I said, livid, but all he did was smile.
"Pretty good writing in this stuff," my hand itched to slap him, but it reached up and grabbed the diary quickly.
"NEVER LOOK INSIDE MY PERSONAL THINGS YOU BASTARD," I yelled at him and walked away.
"Bitch," I heard him murmur, then I flipped him off. Tears sprang into my eyes as I did. My privacy, invaded, all because of the stupid ass jock.
I kept walking really fast, my hair bouncing up and down, then I hit something, or rather, someone. "Watch were your going, fat ass," I yelled, getting up to see my diary torn in half.
"Damn it, look what you did," I said kneeling down to pick it up, only to have him bend down also, picking up the other half. Grabbing it quickly, I tried walking past him, only he blocked me.
"What is yer name, lassie," he asked in a Scottish voice.
"Get the hell away from me," I said ducking under the arm he held out. But he followed me, staring at my rump. 'Damn it,' I thought, and walked into English class, my homework out, as I walked to the back of the class. He, again followed me, right next to my desk.
Class," the teacher said, "please hand your writing assignment to Raine," he said pointing to me in the back. I got up when all the papers were to me, pulled on my skirt and walked to the front of the class. "Here you are Mr. Harnot," I said my head bowed, turning on my heel and walking back to my seat, to find a note on it. The Scottish boy looked at me and winked, but I took the note and threw it back, with "Leave me ALONE" on it.
Raine, come up here please," Mr. Harnot said, beckoning me up there. Walking up there again, he handed my paper back, my poem, "please read it to the class," he said. As I turned to the class I started to read:
"Where have you been sister, all of my life? Ever since I was 12 and mama disowned you, I can't seem to find you. You needed to defy her, see me again. I loved you with all my heart, do you think of me at all? I cried, when you said I am sorry, as you drove off with your boyfriend. Now I need you, I have become alone, Without laughter; Now it's your turn to cry, Love me again, Come back into my life sister please Just say I love you one last time, I will be happy,"
Tears streamed down my face as I read it, and as soon as I finished I gave the paper back and ran out of the classroom to the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror, 'look at me,' I thought bitterly, 'all alone, being a loser.' As I washed my face off, I heard the door open.
"Well if it isn't Ms. Cry," said Jerica coming next to me,
"leave," she said pointing to the door.
"No," I said looking at her, my eyes turning from blue to red. She lunged at me, trying to pull my red hair out of the ponytail. Kicking her once in the stomach, I walked back to class. 'My life, is ruined," I said as I sat down going through the class, a few glances at me.
Ever lost your sister? See her pretty face just disappear? That's happened to me. Mama disowned her, and I wasn't allowed to see her again. Don't you think that sucks? I do, starting into all this Punk shit, my feelings coming out in writing. I became enclosed to myself, didn't talk to anyone. A cold cruel world this life is. Until HE came into my life...
Chapter One.
I looked around everywhere for my diary, every damn place at school.
"Looking for this," asked someone behind me, I turned and saw my diary, my baby in his hands, the first page open. 'Oh my god, he..MY FUCKING PRIVACY,' I yelled mentally as I walked up to him.
"Give me my diary back," I said, livid, but all he did was smile.
"Pretty good writing in this stuff," my hand itched to slap him, but it reached up and grabbed the diary quickly.
"NEVER LOOK INSIDE MY PERSONAL THINGS YOU BASTARD," I yelled at him and walked away.
"Bitch," I heard him murmur, then I flipped him off. Tears sprang into my eyes as I did. My privacy, invaded, all because of the stupid ass jock.
I kept walking really fast, my hair bouncing up and down, then I hit something, or rather, someone. "Watch were your going, fat ass," I yelled, getting up to see my diary torn in half.
"Damn it, look what you did," I said kneeling down to pick it up, only to have him bend down also, picking up the other half. Grabbing it quickly, I tried walking past him, only he blocked me.
"What is yer name, lassie," he asked in a Scottish voice.
"Get the hell away from me," I said ducking under the arm he held out. But he followed me, staring at my rump. 'Damn it,' I thought, and walked into English class, my homework out, as I walked to the back of the class. He, again followed me, right next to my desk.
Class," the teacher said, "please hand your writing assignment to Raine," he said pointing to me in the back. I got up when all the papers were to me, pulled on my skirt and walked to the front of the class. "Here you are Mr. Harnot," I said my head bowed, turning on my heel and walking back to my seat, to find a note on it. The Scottish boy looked at me and winked, but I took the note and threw it back, with "Leave me ALONE" on it.
Raine, come up here please," Mr. Harnot said, beckoning me up there. Walking up there again, he handed my paper back, my poem, "please read it to the class," he said. As I turned to the class I started to read:
"Where have you been sister, all of my life? Ever since I was 12 and mama disowned you, I can't seem to find you. You needed to defy her, see me again. I loved you with all my heart, do you think of me at all? I cried, when you said I am sorry, as you drove off with your boyfriend. Now I need you, I have become alone, Without laughter; Now it's your turn to cry, Love me again, Come back into my life sister please Just say I love you one last time, I will be happy,"
Tears streamed down my face as I read it, and as soon as I finished I gave the paper back and ran out of the classroom to the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror, 'look at me,' I thought bitterly, 'all alone, being a loser.' As I washed my face off, I heard the door open.
"Well if it isn't Ms. Cry," said Jerica coming next to me,
"leave," she said pointing to the door.
"No," I said looking at her, my eyes turning from blue to red. She lunged at me, trying to pull my red hair out of the ponytail. Kicking her once in the stomach, I walked back to class. 'My life, is ruined," I said as I sat down going through the class, a few glances at me.