Spot stayed with Lucky until she awoke the next day. He didn't sell any papes and he wouldn't sleep. Lucky trembled shook and screamed in her sleep but Spot could do nothing to wake her up.
Lucky had nightmare after nightmare and no matter what she tried she could not wake up. Over and over again she relived the worst moments of her life. Just as she thought they might drive her insane she woke with a gasp.
"Lucky!" she heard a familiar voice beside her. "Lucky are you ok?"
"Spot?" she asked confused. Where was she and what had happened? Then she remembered the argument. What had she done?
"Lucky? Are you all right? Can I get you anything? What happened?" Spot asked concern filling his voice.
She couldn't speak she was so overwhelmed. She turned away from him in disgrace of all that she had done.
"OK then." Spot said quietly. He was hurt that she couldn't tell him. "I guess I'll just go sell the afternoon pape then." He got up and made his way towards the door.
"Don't." he heard a hoarse voice behind him call. "Don't leave me alone." Lucky's eyes pleaded with him to stay.
He sat down next to her on the bed. "Lucky what happened? What did that jerk do to you? Why are you so afraid of him?" Spot stroked her face.
"I'm just afraid he'll find me and try to take me back. I'm afraid I might go with him. Spot I don't know what I'm doing." Her tears spilled over again and she found herself ashamed of them.
"Lucky please tell me what's going on..." Spot pleaded with her.
Lucky turned over to face the window. "I don't want to talk about it anymore Spot." She set her face in a frown and refused to speak any more.
A few hours later she rolled over and looked at him. He looked so tired and thinner than she remembered "Why did you move into this room?" Lucky asked quietly.
"I just needed some privacy." Spot said looking her in the eyes.
The look he gave her made her want to cry. All of a sudden Hades burst in the door with Mush close behind. "She's awake!" Hades cried happily. Sitting on the bed next to Lucky she asked, "What did that bastard do to you?"
"Hades please," Mush said touching her arm and giving his girlfriend that, you're overstepping you boundaries look.
"OK, OK if Lucky doesn't want to talk about it then we won't but why don't you boys go find us something to eat/" Hades said. The two boys left reluctantly, especially Spot who leaned over kissing Lucky on the cheek and whispering in her ear, "I will be right back."
She nodded at him and then looked at Hades.
"So?" Hades asked expectantly.
"I don't want to talk about is." Lucky said trying to keep the cold out of her voice.
They sat in silence until the boys returned and Hades asked, "What have you been doing all day?"
"I've been contemplating the value of my existence," Lucky said staring out the window.
"Huh?" Mush asked.
"I've been trying to decide whether or not to kill myself." Lucky said harshly.
"Lucky!" Spot cried out sitting next to her.
"What the hell?" Hades said angrily.
Spot put his arms around Lucky and pulled her too him. Her stiff form relaxed in his embrace and she cried. "I'm so ashamed Spot, I'm so very ashamed of myself."
"Why Lucky?" Spot asked holding her against him.
"I was a very bad fiancé, he had to...discipline me constantly." Lucy said quietly.
"What do you mean?" Hades asked angrily.
"He had to hit me when I got out of line." Lucky said.
"That's not your fault Lucky," Spot said trying to contain his anger.
Hades got up and stormed out of the room. Mush went after her following her down the stairs.
"Hades where are you going?" He yelled after her.
"I'm not gonna let that son of a bitch get away with this." She yelled.
"Hades no!" Mush grabbed her arm. "Lucky is in there and she needs us right now. Stay calm for Lucky."
Hades gave mush a huge hug. "Honey, what did he do to her?"
"I don't know babe." He said folding her into his arms.
Lucky stayed in Spot's arms for awhile. "Spot I couldn't have married him, I couldn't because of my past, if he had ever found out what happened to me in Boston. No one can find out Spot." Lucky looked him in the eyes. She wanted to tell him but she was afraid he would leave her.
"Lucky." Spot said taking her chin in his hand and pulling her face up to look him in the eyes. "You can tell me Lucky. Please tell me."
"When I went to Boston..."
Dear Reader!
You know what I want! I want reviews!!! It took me a long time to get this chapter out b/c I'm having a little writer's block. It's probably not very good but it's the best I can do at the moment! Please read and review!!! Hades owns her self I own Lucky and Justin I do not own the newsies! Thank you to all my reviewers keep up the good work!!!
*Lucky*
Lucky had nightmare after nightmare and no matter what she tried she could not wake up. Over and over again she relived the worst moments of her life. Just as she thought they might drive her insane she woke with a gasp.
"Lucky!" she heard a familiar voice beside her. "Lucky are you ok?"
"Spot?" she asked confused. Where was she and what had happened? Then she remembered the argument. What had she done?
"Lucky? Are you all right? Can I get you anything? What happened?" Spot asked concern filling his voice.
She couldn't speak she was so overwhelmed. She turned away from him in disgrace of all that she had done.
"OK then." Spot said quietly. He was hurt that she couldn't tell him. "I guess I'll just go sell the afternoon pape then." He got up and made his way towards the door.
"Don't." he heard a hoarse voice behind him call. "Don't leave me alone." Lucky's eyes pleaded with him to stay.
He sat down next to her on the bed. "Lucky what happened? What did that jerk do to you? Why are you so afraid of him?" Spot stroked her face.
"I'm just afraid he'll find me and try to take me back. I'm afraid I might go with him. Spot I don't know what I'm doing." Her tears spilled over again and she found herself ashamed of them.
"Lucky please tell me what's going on..." Spot pleaded with her.
Lucky turned over to face the window. "I don't want to talk about it anymore Spot." She set her face in a frown and refused to speak any more.
A few hours later she rolled over and looked at him. He looked so tired and thinner than she remembered "Why did you move into this room?" Lucky asked quietly.
"I just needed some privacy." Spot said looking her in the eyes.
The look he gave her made her want to cry. All of a sudden Hades burst in the door with Mush close behind. "She's awake!" Hades cried happily. Sitting on the bed next to Lucky she asked, "What did that bastard do to you?"
"Hades please," Mush said touching her arm and giving his girlfriend that, you're overstepping you boundaries look.
"OK, OK if Lucky doesn't want to talk about it then we won't but why don't you boys go find us something to eat/" Hades said. The two boys left reluctantly, especially Spot who leaned over kissing Lucky on the cheek and whispering in her ear, "I will be right back."
She nodded at him and then looked at Hades.
"So?" Hades asked expectantly.
"I don't want to talk about is." Lucky said trying to keep the cold out of her voice.
They sat in silence until the boys returned and Hades asked, "What have you been doing all day?"
"I've been contemplating the value of my existence," Lucky said staring out the window.
"Huh?" Mush asked.
"I've been trying to decide whether or not to kill myself." Lucky said harshly.
"Lucky!" Spot cried out sitting next to her.
"What the hell?" Hades said angrily.
Spot put his arms around Lucky and pulled her too him. Her stiff form relaxed in his embrace and she cried. "I'm so ashamed Spot, I'm so very ashamed of myself."
"Why Lucky?" Spot asked holding her against him.
"I was a very bad fiancé, he had to...discipline me constantly." Lucy said quietly.
"What do you mean?" Hades asked angrily.
"He had to hit me when I got out of line." Lucky said.
"That's not your fault Lucky," Spot said trying to contain his anger.
Hades got up and stormed out of the room. Mush went after her following her down the stairs.
"Hades where are you going?" He yelled after her.
"I'm not gonna let that son of a bitch get away with this." She yelled.
"Hades no!" Mush grabbed her arm. "Lucky is in there and she needs us right now. Stay calm for Lucky."
Hades gave mush a huge hug. "Honey, what did he do to her?"
"I don't know babe." He said folding her into his arms.
Lucky stayed in Spot's arms for awhile. "Spot I couldn't have married him, I couldn't because of my past, if he had ever found out what happened to me in Boston. No one can find out Spot." Lucky looked him in the eyes. She wanted to tell him but she was afraid he would leave her.
"Lucky." Spot said taking her chin in his hand and pulling her face up to look him in the eyes. "You can tell me Lucky. Please tell me."
"When I went to Boston..."
Dear Reader!
You know what I want! I want reviews!!! It took me a long time to get this chapter out b/c I'm having a little writer's block. It's probably not very good but it's the best I can do at the moment! Please read and review!!! Hades owns her self I own Lucky and Justin I do not own the newsies! Thank you to all my reviewers keep up the good work!!!
*Lucky*