Here I am and writing again! I'm a poet and don't we know it! Er don't mind me…pie makes me hyper. Anyways this chapter is gonna be in Bra's POV k? And it uses the song Waste by Staind.

Waste

You mother came up to me
She wanted answers
Only she should know
Only she should know

Videl walked up to me after the funeral. "Bra did Pan ever tell you why she did this? Do you know what happened? What did this to my baby girl?!" She asks me. I don't know the answers… but I wish I could tell her. She deserves to know…she may be the only one who does.

It wasn't easy to deal
With the tears that
Rolled down her face
I had no answers 'cause
I didn't even know you

Soon she was sobbing. I didn't know what to do. So I just hugged her. What am I supposed to tell her Pan? I was supposed to be your best friend and you didn't tell me shit. I didn't know you…I didn't know what you had become.

But these words
They can't replace
The life you
The life you waste

"Videl it'll be ok…" I tell her. But it won't! These small words of comfort can't replace what you took away from us. They can't replace the life you've wasted. And it isn't just your life Pan; thanks to you my brother is likely to die as well.

How could you paint this picture?
With life as bad as it should seem
That there were
No more options for you

How could you do this Pan? Sure life gets hard sometimes but that's what your friends are here for. So we could help you through it. Did you really think that this was the only way out? Was life in your eyes so shitty that anything seemed better? Even Hell?

I can't explain how I feel
I've been there many times before
I've tasted the cold steel of my life
Crashing down before me

I let go of Videl and she looks at me and asks, "How are you dealing with this Bra? I know you must feel horrible…Pan was your best friend after all" But to be honest I don't know how the hell I really feel about any of this. I mean part of me is sad but another part, a bigger part, is pissed as hell. I've gone through some tough shit too. I've seen my world crash down; I've wanted nothing more then to stop feeling, but do you see me killing myself? No! I dealt with it…

But these words
They can't repace
The life you
The life you waste

I begin to walk away "I don't know what I feel Videl, and no I don't feel like talking about it. There's no point. She wasted her life. Talking about it won't change things. It will not bring her back."

Did Daddy not love you?
Or did he love you just too much?
Did he control you?
Did he live through you at your cost?
Did he leave no questions for you
To answer on your own?

Gohan comes up and starts walking Videl away. I hear him mumble about what a bad child Pan was. But he doesn't fool me, he did love her, I can see the pain in his eyes. But the problem was he loved her too much, he tried to control her. And when he found out she lost her virginity…he assumed she did it voluntarily. He filled in all the answers without even asking her. She seemed so upset about it though…..which makes me think she had not wanted to sleep with Darren at all…

Well fuck them
And fuck her
And fuck him
And fuck you
For not having
The strength in your heart
To pull through

I stare at the two of them till I start shouting, without even thinking about it first. "Fuck you Gohan! You too Videl! This is your guys' fault. You didn't even try to help her!" And then I look up into the sky and shout more. "But most of all, Fuck you Pan! Why th hell didn't you let us help you! Why did you have to be such a pile of chicken shit?!"

I've had doubts
I have failed
I've fucked up
I've had plans
Doesn't mean
I should take
My life
With my own hands

I feel my father place his hand on my shoulder and mumble in a voice only I can hear, "Princess, it'll be alright." I wrench away from him. "No it won't father! So she fucked up! So have I! So has a lot of people! Does that mean she has the right to take her fucking life? No! It doesn't! No one should do that!" Father growls, "She may have had her reasons…Sometimes when life becomes hell on earth the real thing doesn't seem so bad."  What is he talking about? I have no clue… So I just run off, I sure can't stay here.

But these words
They can't replace
The life you
The life you waste
But these words
The don't replace
The life you
The life you waste

I'm sick of talking about this. We can't replace what she wasted. I keep running into I fall down. I look up to see Trunks standing there holding the dragon radar wearing a crazed look on his face. "Trunks you aren't planning on bringing her back are you?" "Yes! I am! I'll undo her mistake!" I just stare at him "You may bring her back…but you can't replace the life she wasted…" And I get up and run more, it doesn't matter where…

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And that's chap three! Hope ya like it! Please Review!!!! Oh and go read Giving in by Bouzi Neo! It's Great!