Well I'm sick, so I decided to use my time wisely. That's right people, she's updating! Aren't you proud! *blank stares* …. *eyes tear up* you people are mean! Anyways….I don't own DBZ and Linkin Park owns the song With You. Oh and for those who care, these are the lyrics for the remix, not the original.  Videl's POV.

With You

I woke up in a dream today
To the cold of the static
And put my cold feet on the floor
Forgot all about yesterday
Remembering I'm pretending to be where I'm not anymore

I rub my eyes as I wake up; nothing seems real. The house is so quiet…why? Gohan's usually so loud when he wakes up... Oh he left didn't he? I had almost forgotten about that… I'm almost pretending nowadays… Pretending to be what I no longer am…

A little taste of hypocrisy
And I'm left in the wake of the mistake
Slow to react
Even though you're so close to me
You're still so distant, and I can't bring you back

I'm such a hypocrite…I blamed Gohan for not helping her, but I didn't do anything more…And now I've driven him away…I barely even noticed at first…it took a while for everything to sink in…and he's so close…at his parents house…yet I still can't seem to get him to come home…I feel so alone…this house once so loud….and is now so quiet it is almost unbearable…

It's true, the way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if you're not with me
I'm with you

I sigh and get up, another day, and I'll try yet again. I sigh, last time, when I saw him…that looks he gave…practically promised I would never see him home with me again… his words keep echoing in my mind:

"Well, If I'm such a fuck up then leave! I deserve to  be alone anyways!"

I didn't mean it that way…I was just so upset…and I took it out on him.. I sigh as I fly towards the Son house and land. He may no be with me, but I'm always thinking of him…

(You, now I see, keeping everything inside)
With you
(You, now I see, even when I close my eyes)
With you
(You, now I see, keeping everything inside)
With you
(You, now I see, even when I close my eyes)
With you
Ughhhh!

How could I of not seen it? How he was holding everything in?  Now he's all can I think about…Gohan…this is probably harder on him then it has been on me…and it's been pretty rough…But he never lets anyone know how he feels…he's so reserved…. How was I to know? How am I to help him if he won't let me? I sigh and open the door, he's sitting there, waiting, he must have sensed me. "What the fuck do you want Videl?"

I hit you and you hit me back
And we fall to the floor
The rest of the day stands still
Fine line between this and that
But when things go wrong, I pretend the past isn't real

I don't want to say, I feel so much, anger, hurt, it's so fucking overwhelming. So without a second thought I punch him straight in the jaw. Then he hits me back, in the stomach, and we both fall to the ground, more out of shock then anything else. Everything seems to stop for the next few minutes, everything blurring together. I just wish I could ignore what went wrong, and go on like the past hadn't of happened…

Now I'm trapped in this memory
And I'm left in the wake of the mistake
Slow to react
Even though you're close to me
You're still so distant, and I can't bring you back

This is my fault…blamed him…drove him away…can't forget that…It keeps haunting me…slowly…He's so close to me…I could almost reach out and touch him…but at the same time…he's so unbearably unreachable…and I have no clue how I can ever get him back…

It's true, the way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if you're not with me
I'm with you

"Videl…stop acting like you're sorry…you probably just can't stand being in the empty house…" Gohan spit.

"Gohan…. that's not true…I miss you…" But his face showed me what I already knew; it was too late.

He may not want me near him now….but I will always be with him…

Whether he wants it or not…

(You, now I see, keeping everything inside)
With you
(You, now I see, even when I close my eyes)
With you
(You, now I see, keeping everything inside)
With you
(You, now I see, even when I close my eyes)
Ughhhh!

Why didn't he tell me…how come he never tells me….what's going on inside….he keeps it bottled in….he never tells me…I close my eyes for a second, but his image doesn't fade. How was our marriage supposed to work if he won't tell me how he feels….

(No)
I wont let you control my fate While I'm holding the weight of the world on my conscience
(No)
I wont just sit here and wait while you weighin your options
Your makin a fool of me

No! I'm not going to let him win! I feel guilty enough about all this, I'm not about to let him sit here and make me feel even worse than I already do!

"If you think for one moment I'm just going to sit here and weight while you figure out what the fuck you want to do you're wrong Gohan, dead wrong."

(No)
You didn't dare to try and say you don't care
And solemnly swear not to follow me there
(No)
It aint like me to beg on my knees
Or, please oh baby please
That's not how I'm doin things

"Look…I don't care what you do anymore Videl…"

"Don't spill out bullshit Gohan! I know that simply isn't true! But don't think I'm just going to sit here and beg for you! Oh please take me back; I don't think so! That's not how I do things!"

(No)
No I'm not upset, no I'm not angry
I know love is love and love sometimes, it doesn't pay me
(No)
I'm never without you, I'll always be with you
You'll never forget me, I'm keeping you with me

"Why are you upset Videl?"

"I'm…not…Look I know love is complicated…and yes sometimes…. it hurts like hell…But that's what keeps it together…Gohan.. You're never going to get rid of me. I'll always be here…waiting…. I won't let you forget what we shared, so don't think even for a minute that's an option."

(No)
I wont let you take me to the end of my row
Or keep burning and torching my soul
(No)
No I'm not your puppet
And no, no, no, I wont let you go

"Come home Gohan! This is insane! Why do you insist on doing this? I won't let you! I won't let you keep hurting me like this." I walk to him and kiss him deeply "I'm not your little plaything you can just toss aside you know? I'm not letting you slip away from me…I love you…" He just stood there, as if unsure what to say in response.

No, no matter how far we've come
I can't wait to see tomorrow
No matter how far we've come
I, I can't wait to see tomorrow

No matter what happens…to us or to anyone else…I can't wait to see what's coming next…I mean things have to get better right? I don't think it's possible for them to get any worse…

Chi-chi walks into the room, "Sorry to interrupt, but we just got a call from Bulma. Trunks finished finding all the dragonballs."

Gohan blinked "You mean he's really going to bring Panny back?"

"Yeah…you can go and be there if you'd like. Goku and I are…" and with that she left the room

Gohan turned to me "Do you think…"

I nodded, "Yeah we should, while we may not of always been the best ones, we are still her parents. We owe her that much, at the very least."

And with that we took off in the direction of Capsule Corp.

With you
(You, now I see, keeping everything inside)
With you
(You, now I see, even when I close my eyes)
With you
(You, now I see, keeping everything inside)
With you
(You, now I see, even when I close my eyes)
Ughhhhh!

We flew together, silently. There must be a million thoughts going through his minds, but once again, he seems to be keeping them to himself. I want to help, I know this is killing him…but how can I when he won't let me? I sigh closing my eyes. He's all I have on my mind…Well…Him and Pan…she's not going to be too happy with Trunks…I don't she wants to come back…I have a bad feeling about this…a really bad feeling…

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Well there we go! I wrote the Videl chap! Aren't ya proud of meh? Anyways….next chap is Trunks bringing Pan back…I'm not sure what song to use though, any suggestions? I was thinking I might use Hemorrhage (In my hands) By Fuel. But I'm not sure…anyways…Ja for now!