Guess who's back, back again? Celeb's back! Tell a friend! Er sorry, too much Eminem I suppose…. Just happy he got the Grammy for best Rap album…Anywho, I don't own DBZ…. sadly…Akira Toriyama does….And Fuel owns the song Hemorrhage(In My Hands)…lucky bastards….anyways enough rambling, this is another Trunks POV chap! Enjoy!
Hemorrhage (In My Hands)
Memories are just where you laid them
Drag the waters 'till the depths give up their dead
What did you expect to find?
Was there something you left behind?
Don't you remember anything I said when I said?
I watched as the Dragon disappeared, and in his place was the one thing I wanted, Pan. I have so many memories of bringing people back with these things, but none have ever come back looking the way she does. Her eyes are bloodshot, almost glowing red. Her arms are covered with sores, also red. She walks up to me, seeing me staring. And starts yelling at me.
"What the fuck do you think you're doing Trunks!?"
"Pan, I brought you back, what did you except, that we would just accept your choice to burn? I know things got fucked up, but you can't just run away from you're problems!"
"I can when nobody will help me!"
"That's bullshit, you knew I at least was more then willing to help, as was my
sister, don't you remember anything we said?"
Don't fall away
And leave me to myself
Don't fall away
And leave love bleeding in my hands
In my hands again
Leave love bleeding in my hands
In my hands
Love lies bleeding
~~~~~Flashback~~~~~
"Pan, please tell us what's wrong!" I pleaded.
"Nothing's wrong, Trunks, I don't see why you're being so paranoid," she snapped as she tried to wriggle free from my grasp.
"Stop lying, I'm not going to just leave you here! Tell me!"
"I'M FINE!" She screamed as she brought her knee into my groin.
I dropped to the floor in pain, watching her as she flew off.
Don't leave me alone Panny…
~~~~~End Flashback~~~~
I looked at her and grabbed her shoulders gently, aware that everyone was watching us.
"I am not going to let you run again"
"And why the hell not?" She said, giving a cold look, one I had never seen from her before…
"Because I give a damn! That's why! And so does everyone else!"
Don't leave me to deal with this on my own again…
Oh hold me now, I feel contagious
Am I the only place that you've left to go?
She cries that life is like some movie black and white
Dead actors, vacant lies
Over and over and over again she cries
"No they don't! They practically threw me out because I wouldn't 'snap out of it'! Tell me, where the hell am I supposed to go now?" She demanded.
Is this true, am I the only one left, well…I'm not giving up!
"You could stay with me."
"Thanks, but no thanks Trunks, this is all so stupid and fake anyways! You
don't care! You just feel sorry for me, and probably guilty as well, so you put
on this little act so you can be the hero once more and save the fucking day.
Well, guess what Trunks, this isn't some movie! There is no happy ending! No
damsel in distress! And certainty no god damned hero!" She screeched, she was practically
hysterical now.
Don't fall away
And leave me to myself
Don't fall away
And leave love bleeding in my hands
In my hands again
Leave love bleeding in my hands
In my hands
Love lies bleeding
She tried to free herself of my grasp, trying to fly away, run away.
"Don't leave me Pan, Don't leave me alone again!"
"And why shouldn't I?"
"Because I love you!"
Shit, Did I just say that?
"Don't lie"
And I wanted
You turned away
You don't remember
But I do
You never even tried
"But I'm not! I tried to tell you, but you turned away every time I came close, you wouldn't let me in anymore! So how the hell was I supposed to let you know, when you wouldn't let me? Tell me that!"
"I don't remember you trying!"
"I do!"
She slapped me, hard "Don't lie!"
"I'm not! Can't you see Pan? Can't you see that you didn't even try?" I pleaded with her, bringing her closer to me, it pained me so much that things are like this. Why can't she believe me? Is she so convinced to be miserable?
Don't fall away
And leave me to myself
Don't fall away
And leave love bleeding in my hands
In my hands again
Leave love bleeding in my hands
In my hands again
Leave love bleeding in my hands
In my hands again
She pulled away "Why should I believe you? Everyone knows you're just another womanizer! I'm not stupid!"
"I never said you were!"
"You must be, if you expect me to believe this shit!" She pulled away and flew off just leaving me there.
I could practically feel my heart break that second. Don't do this again!
"Don't do this to me Pan!" I screamed.
Don't make me sit here, with this pain. With this love, bleeding…in my hands…
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The long awaited chap 7! Woo! Next chappy, Pan's pov! Should I use Fine Again by Seether, or Hurt by NIN (Nine inch nails)?
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