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Chapter 2

At Sirius' funeral

"Pain from this life, pain from this lie, pain from trying to be ok when I don't know if I will ever be ok again, Padfoot you were it. My last friend, Harry's last chance of knowing a family, but we know you are with Prongs. The two of you probably are laughing at me being the last one. I can almost hear James' voice 'Padfoot look at Moony! He has gray hair!' then Sirius' 'Good to die young, that way we don't get old and gray.' Sometimes when I reminisce of our days at Hogwarts I can't help but laugh. Sirius the troublemaker, James the troublemaker, Peter stupid git always was, and then me the good boy. Now I am alone... the one who I thought would leave this world first will leave it last. Sirius died fighting for the one person he cared most about, Sirius Black was a hero. Padfoot I will not let you down. If it is my last breath I will protect Harry. That is my vow, and I will not break it. Never! That is my promise to you and James."